New Me((:

NO MORE HERE

2010-08-16T10:15:00.000+08:00

BYEBYE! I'M OFF TO TUMBLR!

you'll rarely find me here.

2009-12-22T23:30:00.002+08:00

So I see.. Blogger finally fixed the problem! Unfortunately, I really rarely come back here to blog because of all the busy stuff that's happening to me.

As you can all see, its been close to 4 months since I last blogged. I was super busy with Sample This (The Biggest event of the year from PLMC that happened on the 11th and 12th of December at PLMGSS concert hall). Its been my greatest most precious time worth wasting on it! I've had fun. The biggest part of it all.. I'm closer to the place I call home. And the greatest would be coming closer to the one I call Father(:

9 months of hard core preparations, 18 months of hard core planning well done guys(: I really see TNG shining so much. There's just so much to learn at my own home. I now realized the different talent that God has placed and given to us. NO ONE is left behind. He did not create any of us and left us behind. He created us much more than that and we've got to know that.

I'll most probably not be blogging regularly. Its not because I'm not free, but mainly, I'm just super lazy. haha! FB would be just enough. But if anyone wants to read my older posts feel free. You'll see the change in posts and you'll see the change in me, spiritually. I hope I'm not bragging, I don't want to brag. But this would be my honest self.

2009 is coming to an end. Time flew for me this year(; I'm so glad about everything that has happened this year.

To all those who are weary out there, I'm telling you, if I could pick myself up and find my way back home, so can you. Its not impossible, it just takes time. DON'T be impatient and wait for things to just happen, because its not going to. You'll have to take that biggest step of faith before you see the light. Its your choice, because the light will always be there, constant, warm and loving.

I've learnt that life isn't always fair. So it is so.. but so what? Life doesn't always go your way.. so what? The only important thing we all should understand is that a life isn't complete without the one who created you. We need the greatest love of all to become the person we want to see in us. We need the light to guide our way. We need so much more from the one who is above us all.

Deceiving words and lies? NOT AT ALL. If I went through these things to find my way home. So can you all. Its not about what we've got or who we are, but its about what He has done and who He is.

There is so so so much more I need to share to all those who are weary out there. I want to reach out. I want to help. But the rest is all up to you guys. From the bottom of my heart, I want all those who are reading this understand that I've been through the worst of times to the best of times. EVERYTHING takes time.

Merry Christmas to everyone out there, DON'T FORGET the true meaning of Christmas! Blessed Christmas again and look forward to a new year 2010!

In His love always,

Charlene.

"I am the Light of the world, whoever follows me will not walk in darkness but will have the Light of Life. " John 8:12

Its been a long while

2009-08-29T13:00:00.003+08:00

SOMETHING'S DAMN WRONG WITH BLOGGER I can't seem to fix the problem. Thought if i didn't blog for awhile the problem will go away.. BUT NO... Its still the same. GAWD I gotta complain soon..

Anyway.. I havent blog for I guess bout 2months now and its kinda freaky how time really flies. Many things have changed and change still remains constant. My life have been so much fun come to think of it. Its like I've never faced any major setbacks this year. And all these things that are happening to me now are all thanks to God(: He gets the greatest honor!

During the last 2 months of not blogging.. I've seen the world coming to life and its like my brighter days are all fixed through God's eyes. I can never imagine the smoothness and fast-going of everything that has happened in the last 2 months. In fact, looking back now.. Its really unbelievable. My life becomes a living testimony and Im glad that I havent given up on God's goodness. However.. apart of me have changed and I guess its all part of the learning process?! Because I've indeed seen the worst that could happen and the brighter side of life. Im not just talking bout myself, I'm talking about the constant change around me such as.. the environment, the world, my family & my friends. Its reality and I happened to face them, pass them, encounter them. As they say, In this crazy world that we live in, no man can understand or comprehen. I agree so.. because in life as Christians, we may never understand the purpose of God for us.. His purpose is eternal.
I sound wise.. LOL IM SO NOT! Im just saying how I feel.. All these are real and seeing is believing right? yeah.. I've seen it.. so I believe it!

2months.. what have I done eh? Well hear it is.. FILMING, SCRIPTWRITING, PHOTOGRAPHY, ACTING & SINGING. So basically is EVERYTHING that I love and enjoy doing(: SAMPLE THIS! has made me seen lots and learn alot.. Met many new friends! And most of all brought me closer to a new friend(: So much so that she's been apart of my life and became one of my best friends(:
I've yet to thank a couple of people who are always supporting and encouraging me(: YOU GUYS KNOW WHO YOU ARE! I don't really need to list them out do I? HEE!

Check this out

Im gonna go VERY DISNEY because I've only been updated with DISNEY stuff.. so haha but not to worry I havent missed on THE WORLD MUSIC NEWS! IM UPDATED!

Demi Lovato - Here We Go Again ALBUM IN SOTRES NOW!!!
Music Video

I LOVE THIS!!!!
Gift Of A Friend Music Video

I love this song sooo much! It really speaks about friendship(:

Disney's Friends for Change(Project Green) - Demi Lovato, Jonas Brothers, Miley Cyrus & Selena Gomez - Send It On Music Video

Hmm.. I do like this song but I don't think their doing this because they really wanna save the planet, their just doing it for the sake of doing it! LOL But ok I won't be so mean.. AT LEAST THEY HAVE THE HEART(:

Miley Cyrus - Live At TCA 2009 - Party In The USA

Throughout the entire Teen Choice awards.. Im amazed that Miley Cyrus was the ONLE ONE that Thanked God for the award!.. LOL and this performance was alittle.. not advicable?! I dunno.. the people are commenting that she was 'pole dancing' LOL!! I dunno.. I don't really have any comments on this!

Also, at the Teen Choice Awards, Britney was given the ULTIMATE CHOICE AWARD! They gave it to her because they sympathized her.. COME ON don't be ridiculous! BRITNEY DESERVES IT FOR GOODNESS SAKES! The media are really terrible people.. I think BRITNEY DESERVES THE AWARD!! Considering she was the first one that introduced to the world the VERY FIRST TEEN CHOICE AWARDS in 1999! So.. LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE!
BRITNEY SPEARS ULTIMATE TEEN CHOICE AWARD 2009

I support Britney in her music(: GO BRITNEY!

Selena Gomez has recently Released her new single with a band called Falling Down. Her album will be out next month. Hmm.. It feels kinda weird considering the girls in Disney has started to come up with albums?? ODD.. EVEN Emily Osment has recently released her new single called All The Way Up. Hmm.. i dunno...

Selena Gomez and The Scene - Falling Down Music Video

I've been watching this a couple of times but I still can't seem to apprecaite this song and the video.. I hope her next single is alot better!

Emily Osment - All The Way Up Music Video

I dunno.. feels weird.. But she looks good though! HAHA

LAST BUT NOT LEAST!!! JOJO!!! HER 3RD ALBUM MIGHT BE CANCELLED!!! I WANNA CRY!!! I've heard snippets of her album AND IT SOUNDS AWESOME!!! Why in the world did her record label not allow her to release it??!!! DAMN THE RECORD LABEL! I just hope all goes well for JoJo and that I can hear her top the charts AGAIN!!! GO JOJO!!!

WELL I wanna end of with this fantastic new artist(:

Pixie Lott - Boys And Girls

ENOJY((:

I SCREWED ORAL!! I'm soo scared now.. Its just really really scary although its my second time! sigh.. I just hope all goes well!

Away a long time..

2009-07-27T13:30:00.000+08:00

I'LL BE AWAY A LONG TIME..
KINDA BUSY/LAZY TO BLOG
WILL GET BACK SOON((:

RIP MJ

2009-06-27T14:30:00.001+08:00

On Thursday 25th June at 2.30pm, Michael Joseph Jackson was pronounced dead. Which means in SG it was Friday 26th June at 7.30am.

This legendary Pop star was a fashion icon for most people across the world. He was an amazing performer, entertainer and most importantly he has touched many lives, including mine. The world today mourns at this huge loss. He was talented with a wonderful voice and amazing dance moves.

Ok that paragraph sounded so serious!.. ok but really he was a true legend and our family used to be and still is a huge fan of MJ. My mum would play the LD every morning when I was between ages of 5-9 years. Me and my sister would sing the tune of his songs but NEVER get the words right.. LOL those younger days. His music was truely amazing and unlike any other pop star, he's got a unique sense of originality.. and im talking bout the 'bling blings'! Oh yeah... Impressive performer and he will forever and always stay in most hearts of youngsters today. And im talking bout me! Awesome dude..

For the last 2 days I have had enjoyed MTV's 1-2 hours long of MJ tribute. Hits like 'Black or White' , 'Thriller' , 'Bad' and many others brought back memories from the past. Believe it or not but I used to find the music video 'Thriller' scary.. HAHAHA Yesterday while watching it over again I realized how hilarious it was.. LOL. Oh well but there was also a moment.. JUST FOR A MOMENT where the song 'You Are Not Alone' played on MTV.. I was a tincy whinney bit away from shedding a tear. It shows how much he inspired me at a young age. He was truely an inspiration to many people across the world.

Check this out..

MJ Tribute - Fan Made video - You Are Not Alone (1958-2009)

This song is awesome((:

Now that he's gone.. Hollywood has lost another pop star legend. Take a look at the number of Grammys he's got! All the awards that he recieved..

22 American Music Awards

40 Billboards Awards

7 BRIT Awards

1 Golden Globe Awards

19 Grammys

13 Guinness World Records

13 MTV Awards

14 NAACP - National Association for the Advancement of Coloured People Awards

56 RIAA - Recording Industry Association of America Awards

12 World Music Awards

This man is truely amazing!!!

RIP MJ and you will forever be in our hearts.. A true inspiration to all.

MY CD WISHLIST COLLECTION

2009-06-24T15:36:00.003+08:00

ALL I WANNA DO IS COMPLETE MY CD COLLECTION!!!

Ashley Tisdale - Guilty Pleasure (out)

Chris Brown - Chris Brown (Out)

David Cook - David Cook (out)

Demi Lovato - Here We Go Again (Not out yet)

Hannah Montana 3 Soundtrack (Not Out Yet)

JoJo - All I Want Is Everything (Not Out Yet)

Jonas Brothers - Lines, Vines and Trying Times (Out)

Jordin Sparks - Battlefield (Not out yet)

Katy Perry - One Of The Boys (Out)

Lady Gaga - The Fame (out)

Mitchel Musso - Mitchel Musso (out)

Taylor Swift - Taylor Swift (out)

Vanessa Hudgens - Identified (out)

Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen – The Album (out)

MANY MANY MANY THOUSANDS MORE TO COLLECT!!!!! Sheesh....

I havent been eating well .. hmm

2009-06-16T12:00:00.001+08:00

Its about 3months since the TNG's play/musical has been going on.. Well but only recently did we started to take action by really acting scenes out.. pretty cool.. hee Im just excited of the outcome.. Its probably the only thing im looking forward to this year so.... DON'T SPOIL MY MOOD!

What's happened to me is that, I've been dieting for almost 2months now and mysteriously somehow, I've stopped eating properly without knowing it myself.. I suddenly lost appetite in my favourite Chicken rice.. and ever since then my weight has been dropping.. 2kg per week.. Its not a good thing is it? hmm.. I forgot how I used to eat like a pig already.. I dunno whats wrong with me.. its pretty bad coz now I find that Im losing energy as well.. ok but anyways people can't really tell that I lost weight though so its a good thing((: HEEE

GuiGui from Hey Girl and the variety show Wo Ai Hei Se Hui, is no longer in showbiz.. POOR GIRL!! All because she wrote something ambiguous on her blog! Gosh.. I ddn't know taiwan so strict in this.. Anyway she got kicked out immediately after she and Aaron did promotions for MIT.. The creator of the show says that he won't renew her contract.. Poor thang, I guess because of that her 2nd show with Aaron called Tao Hua Ai Wu Di somehow got replaced by Jiro and Cyndi Wang instead.. OH MY!!! The consequences of blogs...

JoJo's New album will be out soon!!! SOOOO EXCITED!! I've waited too long just for this!!! TOO LONG!!! 2years is pretty long k.. yeah I just heard a preview of her album somewhere on the net.. and OMG!!! I really can't wait for it now.. Its darn good!

Speaking of the net.. NEW MOON GOT LEAKED ONLINE!!! OMG about hundreds of people watched it online already! POORTHANGS!! Whoever put it up.. must have been their enemy or something.. LOL But anyways.. I think the people in charge would take them down soon.. so all Twilight lovers go download ASAP! Im not a twilight fan.. im more of the Harry Potter fan..

Im disappointed in Ashley Tisdale.. She lipsyncs in most of her performances.. ITS TERRIBLE! I was hoping she'd do it live and all but I was pretty disappointed when I saw most of her performances recently to be totally lipsynced! HOW COULD SHE??!! The moment I played the video and when i listened to the song carefully and realised its lipsynced, I immediately closed the window.. No point.. I won't learn anything from lipsync-ing.. -_- utterly disappointed.

DEMI LOVATO'S NEW ALBUM!! YEEEEP!! OMG! I can't wait la.. she's damn fast! LOL.. very impressed with her vocals now coz she sounda more mature now especially with the recent performance on Ellen.. PRETTY COOL!

DAVIDSSSS ON ELLEN!

David Archuleta((:

David Cook((:

BOTH WERE FANTASTIC!!! HEEEE

Katy Perry - Waking Up In Vegas Music Video (video not mine)

I love her songs((: HAHAHA!!! Great songwriter!

okie.. have to go study now...

Save the Earth((:

2009-06-09T15:00:00.000+08:00

I'm enjoying my time now.. but Im procrastinating alot.. I should really do something bout my laziness.. Its starting to get on my nerves..

PARENTS NOT HOME FOR 4 DAYS.. I wish I said that earlier.. Maybe people can come entertain me at my house((: but oh well.. Im fine at home alone too heh..
Why I say im enjoying.. Its because God has finally shown me my purpose for this year.. I always knew that being a part of this play would mean something to me. And it did.. Well I shouldn't really talk bout it now but anyways.. Im excited for show night! I hope people come and watch((:

Here's something I was impressed by..

Disney Friends For Change: Send It On (Project Green) video not mine..

Its pretty awesome! I love the song((: I hope to hear the full version soon!!

Lady Gaga is coming to town!! But I can't buy the tickets!! I have to win the tickets.. sadly, the thing is no one is interested except me.. sigh.. I wish i could go..

Selena Gomez Stars on Sonny With A Chance as Sonny Monroe! video not mine..

LOL i find it funny.. heh.. pretty cool when they work together.. I wanna watch their latest movie together Princess Protection Program((: interesting.. heh They even collaborated in a song called One and The Same.. yeah Unfortunately its not out yet so.. I just have to wait..

Ok gotta go study.. SAVE THE EARTH((:

I WANT DEMI LOVATO TO COME TO SINGAPORE!!!!

2009-06-05T10:46:00.000+08:00

View all Singapore events on Eventful

Meow! Its girl power time!

2009-06-05T10:00:00.000+08:00

Ok.. I've got a really silly question..

Which group of people walks like a cat and dances like HOT DIVAS?

ITS THE PUSSYCAT DOLLS PEOPLE!! YEAH!!! LOL...

I had a blast at their concert last night! though I was expecting more. The experience is amazing.. THERE WERE TONNES OF PEOPLE!! More than Fahrenheit's concert.. How about stage? Well unlike Fahrenheit's, they didn't need to change outfits often.. and their stage was empty.. YUP!! It was worth it and in total me and my sis spent about $250 consisting - tickets($202), Poster($10), Booklet to Fans($25), Our dinner there($10) and our transport money..

Oh well.. Nicole, Melody, Ashley and Kimberly were really awesome! Jessica had a Back fracture and couldn't make it.. poor girl!! GET WELL SOON JESSICA!! Though it was only the four of them.. They didn't show any sign of 'We got one person less and our performance would suck' that kinda attitude.. They gave it their best shot and was really amazing((:

The four of them were FREAKING HOT!!! OMG!! I was so jealous of their figure! Honestly they are really drop dead hot.. Through out the entire concert.. they walked like a cat! It was really awesome((:

Check this out...

NICOLE!!!

MELODY!!!!
KIMBERLY!!!
AND.. ASHLEY!!
And these are their concert pictures!! Its a wrap up!
Melody was cute.. she said 'I'm the baby of the group so you can call me baby doll!!' LOL.. with the accent.. haha so cute! And they loved to scream.. gosh after their concerted ended, it was like a bomb went in my head! I could hardly hear anyone but myself! It was that bad! And thanks to Denise, I could record most of their performances.. ((: AWESOME!!! Thanks for lending me your camera Denise!

I really did have a blast((: Hmm.. 'cept.. 6 Americans in front of us were dancing and I had to keep standing just so to get their pictures.. sigh.. but ok, at least their concert was 1 and a half Hours.. unlike Fahrenheit's SO LONG!! -_-

Thank You PCD for coming to Singapore!! I hope Jessica gets well soon!! ((:

My sis bought the Sims 3.. Its super addictive.. and this time The game can be installed 5times to a different computer -_- so its a bit risky if my com decides to crash one day.. sigh... Oh well.. I guess for now just enjoy it as much as i can before my com crashes!! ((:

long time... AMERICAN IDOL!!!! I LOVE AI!!

2009-05-22T18:00:00.000+08:00

Wow.. Its been a long time since I last blogged.. Well im not exactly busy just caught up in many things.. There's been so much going on yet nothing's going on, my life is just complicated now and it forever will in the years to come.. Gawd Who's life's not complicated right? Heh..

My dad left the wireless on the entire night last night and when I woke up, my head just felt like putting itself back on my pillow.. yeah, I couldn't get up. Its a horrible feeling, stupid wireless thing is eating up my brain cells.. So a lesson learnt, NEVER sleep when your wireless connection is still on.. AND beside you.. its the most stupid thing to do.. until now my head still hurts terribly.. Well now you guys reading this would know what wireless connections can do to your brains..

Im no longer using my Sony ericsson phone.. Damn it! I loved that phone!! And it just had to spoil after 6months.. -_- how pathetic.. But my uncle was kind enough to give me his old phone.. OH well, guess I gotta stick with that for now.. a phone is still a phone right? Makes not much of a difference if your using a phone with much more functions in it! A phone that calls and text is considered a good phone already...

Been crazy with loads of entertainment from AI.. you guys don't know what's that?? Its ok.. it'll come to you..
IM AN ADAM LAMBERT FAN... so .. DEAL WITH IT!! Not a fan of him? its ok I understand.. but he totally rocks my socks off!! LOL.. His vocals are just crazy!!
Check this out..
Adam Lambert Audition Tape (video not mine)

AWESOME EH??

If Allison Iraheta made it to the finals I would vote for her!!! Oh man.. well its not that I don't like Kris.. He's fine((: He's got good vocals and all.. And I don't see why he wouldn't be American Idol! On AI, Anythang can happen and hey.. once they are in it.. It means something you know that?!.. it means they can sing AND 10 times better than anyone locally.. Please what's SI compared to AI?? Don't know what that is? Its Singapore Idol.. duh.. people who can sing here are nothing compared to America..
Then again Im not saying Singaporeans can't sing.. its just that people there do it better than we do.. AND THAT'S A FACT!!

Anywho.. the point is.. its ok if Adam didn't win!! He's still a winner no matter what((: And im sure if anyone who watches American Idol would agree with me.. He's got a talent there..

Check this out..
Kris Allen - No Boundaries Finale (video not mine)

Awesome right?? Its was an incredible performance((: I love Kris too! haha!!! Both of them are great((:

Ryan Seacrest said.. 'We will see you.. In January where it starts ALL OVER AGAIN!' I can't wait!!! hahaha

SHOCKER... (video not mine)

hahaha KARA'S GOT A GOOD VOICE!!!

Alright.. Check this last one out..

Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me Music Video (video not mine)

I like this song.. lol

ok someone loves Harry Potter so much that he/she went to do a compilation of all the trailers.. ITS NOT ME..

Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince 5 Trailers (video not mine)

DON'T MISS THIS!!!

Ok I gotta go.. got tonnes of other things to do.. better hurry finish everything..

I can't take it..

2009-05-01T10:50:00.000+08:00

My life could get any worse..
Im HORRIBLE HORRIBLE HORRIBLE.. As they say in chinese 'Cha Jing' .. I cannot believe my life just keeps getting 'better and better'. Its an absolute misery the way my life is now.. What more can i ask for? -_-

I dropped my phone this morning and THERE WAS A CRACK IN THE LIGHTIINGS!!! My phone still functions well but apparently I can't see anythang! iT'S DRVING ME NUTS! STUPID PHONE -_- Never get a sony ericsson phone if you want to save money..

Gosh.. I'll cheer myself up with some FUNTERTAINMENT! LOL..

Selena Gomez plays Alex on Wizards of Waverly place and when I watch one of the recent episodes.. She was totally amazing.. Her acting is fantastic! She had to play 2 person, Alex's best friend is Harper and when she wanted to switched their bodies so that Harper can take the test for her.. She screws it up by getting Harper's brain into hers as well.. And let's see how she does it.. WATCH.. ITS REALLY AMAZING!

Wizards of Waverly Place - Family Game Night
Part 1- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jQ5kZWvC2Gk&feature=related
Part 2

ok here the fun begins at 3:13, WATCH IT.. She can really act.. Then all the way to..
Part3

Here you see special guest star Christa Allen from 13 going on 30 as Young Jenna Rink.. YUP((: And Alex's fun begins again at 1:24.. WATCH IT!! LOL THAT WAS REALLY AWESOME!!

Now... Check this out..

Hannah Montana - Promma Mia
Part 1 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=20BT9sq3vMA
Part 2 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUsoLeIosMA
Part 3

DAVID ARCHULETA PEOPLE((: OMG THE SONG IS DAMN NICE!!!! And he's SSOOOOOO CUTE((: OMG!! He's really funny.. HAHAHAHA The song is titled 'I Wanna Know You' ((:
HE COMES OUT AT 0:59 ONWARDS!!! ((:

David: Is Everythin' Ok?
Hannah: I'm Sry David.. I just.. I can't do this..
David: It was the onion bacon wasn't it?
Hannah: NO no.. you're fine.. well maybe duet you wanna try uh.. Lemon Bar..
David: Then What is it?
OH NO! When I called you thought I was David Cook!
Hannah: NO no.. I just uh.. I broke a promise that I really need to keep.
David: Oh that's cool then.. Do what you have to do, I totally understand.

AAAAHHH... DAVID!!! So cute!! haha OHOH!! Watch all the way till the end! Rico and Jackson are hilarious!! haha

Well I felt I should put this up((:

Ashley Tisdale - It's Alright It's Ok Music Video Premiere

I think her album's more mature now((: Well.. Im definitely getting her album.. but I've got to wait at least another year more to get the DELUXE Edit one.. I don't wanna waste my money getting the no-special features one.. lol

Ok im done with stuff here.. I better get crackn' on my work.. haha.. 1 DOWN AND A THOUSAND MORE TO GO....

FUNTERTAINMENT

2009-04-15T20:30:00.000+08:00

I can't wait for Jojo's newest Single Release this month!! Everyday im anticipating it.. OMG!! I really can't wait to hear a whole new and mature JoJo.. Her single that'll be released is gonna be 'Touch Down' , I really cannot wait.. the anticipation is really killing me!! AARRGGHH!!

Guilty Pleasure by Ashley Tisdale is also gonna be released soon.. IM GONNA WAIT FOR THE DELUXE EDIT! Im not gonna buy the normal album that she'll be releasing this June. If I wanna collect albums I must be a little smarter.. I've decided to wait.. coz I already missed so many! I missed out on deluxe edit albums like, Leona Lewis and Demi lovato. Believe it or not but I have a couple of albums that plan to sell BECOZ I HAVE DOUBLE!! Gawd.. but who else would be so interested in collecting albums besides me right?
What I mean by double is that, becoz I love the artiste so much that when they released the deluxe edit version of their album, I eventually bought the album again. So whoever comes to my house and see my collection will go 'why do you have 2 JoJo albums? why do you have 2 Rihanna albums? why do you have 4 Hilary Duff albums? [ I can't believe my sister got it, now I don't even feel like selling Hilary Duff albums.. im just planning to throw it away -_- its a waste of space] why do you have 2 fahrenheit albums?'
So you guys can roughly imagine how much money I've wasted..

I still have got so many albums I wanna buy!! and collect.. well, I know im dying to get my hands on Demi lovato's Deluxe edit album.. BUT I ALREADY BOUGHT HER FIRST ONE!! Sigh.. So much more to collect..

Red thread was quite an interesting show becoz I cannot figure what Adrian pang is up to in the show. Its interesting and I prefer this show than the fighting spiders.. no offense but its my opinion haha.. unfortunately I just missed today's episode-_- damn it.. now I've to watch it on youtube.

I CANNOT WAIT TO WATCH 17 AGAIN!!! OMG!! I'VE WAITED SINCE LAST YEAR!! Oh man.. I really really have to watch this.. so excited. The Hannah Montana Movie Premiere had many guest stars.. I came to know of a new band called KSM when I saw the red carpet part.. well Im just speechless coz this is the first time I've seen an 'all girls band' in a group.. yeah, kinda weird but oh well.. they seem nice..

Phineas And Ferb Latest Episode

HAHA SO CUTE!!! I LOVE PHINEAS AND FERB WHOO HOO!!!

Well nowadays I don't really feel like talking bout whats going on with my life coz now's rather boring.. haha but Im glad Joyce had finally gotten her board!! I'm glad she loved my present((:

nothing much..

2009-04-12T18:30:00.000+08:00

Thanks Adora for that sweet letter((: I just opened it today coz i totally forgot that I kept it in my guitar case 4days ago while you passed it to me. Very sweet((: thanks alot, I will do my best!!
Anyways, met up with Adora and Pearlyn to learn alittle bit more bout guitar.. well i didn't really learn anything but at least I got to meet up with them((:

Thursday was our cell meeting((: HAHA Thank you Cheryl for treating us!! You rock!! We had great Chocolate cake at Burger King.. Well, I had to pay the price in the end for eating chocolate. Sigh..
The whole entire week, Me, my sis and my mum.. were absorbed into Taiwan drama.. Watched until it was 4am in the morning -_- PEOPLE SLEEPING ALREADY AND I WAS CRYING FOR A STUPID DRAMA AT 4AM!! Gawd I swear I'll never do that again -_-

Saturday was pretty interesting, We had 'Sample This!' Orientation.. Kinda cool actually its the part where we get to know where we stand in the 'play' Well anyone who's everyone who's reading this.. please look forward to December.. OUR CHURCH HAVE GOT A PLAY!! LOL 2SHOW NIGHTS!!! Out of our cell group only 4 of us were in the 'play' , Me, Sarah, Alyssa and Eastina.. HAHA AWESOME!!!

Today the Lord has risen((: I had fun today at church.. got to see some people.. haha and I really really wanna thank God for everything. Without Him.. there is absolutely no way any of us would be here today.. So no matter what situation im in now, I still wanna Thank God for His everlasting love for us. Everytime 'The Passion Of Christ' is being shown on screen.. I would cry. No matter How many million times I've watched it, I'd still cry.. Its a love that can never be replaced, Its a love that no one can take it away. Its something that speaks about how much God would do to show us His love. Thank You Lord((:

Disney Channel Original Series - J.O.N.A.S Preview

haha.. I think this is not a live comedy show.. coz, there is no laughter following behind all the funny parts. Oh well.. sad.

Im too lazy to blog nowadays.. i duno why haha, sometimes I rarely use the computer as well. HOMEWORK IS KILLING ME!!

Maybe im thinking too much.. there's no way that would be possible haha.. yeah, i really think I think too much -_-. But something tells me its a good catch? Is it really?

DAVID ARCHULETA!!!

2009-04-08T11:30:00.001+08:00

I'm really really happy((:

April started of well.. lol.. I GOT TO SEE DAVID ARCHULETA!!!

Denise told me the night before if I wanted to see David Archuleta, OF COURSE I WOULD WANNA GO!! Was so excited that I almost couldn't absorb Isabelle's teaching that morning!! OMG!! But don't worry I know what she said((:

Anyways.. Me and denise met up and headed to Iluma, the new shopping centre near bugis street.. ITS LIKE THE GRAND OPENING AND DAVID WAS THE GUEST STAR OR SOMETHING!! People started queueing up by 8am.. and WE CAME AT 5!! Can you imagine the queue already?? it was all the way outside the shopping centre.. but then again.. Its alot better than Fahrenheit's one, this is air-conditioned and Fahrenheit's queue was 10times more than this!!
Denise couldn't enter cause she didn't have his album.. its really damn sad.. so I felt bad and went to look for her, got her camera and got a couple of clear shots for her((: Even recorded ALL HIS PERFORMANCES!! He performed everything including, Touch my Hand and A thousand Miles by Vanessa Carlton.. AWESOME RIGHT?? When he play the piano and sang at the same time.. I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA FAINT!!

Anyways.. before he came, there were alot of false alarms.. The girls kept screaming and in the end its not even him la! And believe it or not, but GUYS BEHIND WE WERE GOING, 'I LOVE YOU DAVID!!!!! WWWHHHOOOOOOOO' I actually had my ear blocked for a couple of minutes.. and its not girls you know!! ITS GUYS, SCREAMING HIS NAME!! Gawd until today I can feel the pain in my ear..

So when he started signing, SECURITY WAS TIGHTER THAN FAHRENHEIT'S ONE!! It was crazy la! But when it was almost my turn to go on stage.. I was kinda nervous.. then, when i went closer, passed the album cover booklet to the lady and she passed it to david and I was like 'Hi David!' and he went 'Oh hi, thank you very much!' AND I STRETCHED MY HAND OUT TO SHAKE HIS... HE SHOOK BACK!!! OMG!! He's smile was very very very pleasant! He's super white in person! Comparing Aaron's smile and His smile, I prefer David's one haha.. why? Coz its more natural than Aaron's one I realised.. But Aaron's smile is mesmorizing though, He can really make girls faint.. HAHA. But both are really really cute!!

Poor Denise.. but at least I helped her got some shots((: I hope she likes them!! LOL
DAVID'S VOICE IS MESMORIZING, AARON'S SMILE IS MESMORIZING.. BOTH ARE EQUALLY CUTE!! LOL ooo, did i mention that David's got a firm grip?? LOL!!

Last week I nearly got a Chiwhawa.. sad I didn't, THAT DOG WAS REALLY CUTE!! IT WAS THE ONLY PRETTY CHIWHAWA THAT MY EYES CAUGHT!! Sigh.. i couldn't get it, coz i already have got 4 rabbits and a guinea pig.. DAMN SAD LA!!!! Oh well.. I'll just stick to my rabbits then.. sigh..

DAVID ARCHULETA ROCKS!!!! WHOOO!!! BTW HE'S THE FIRST CELEBRITY I GOT TO SHAKE HANDS WITH!!!

I took the devil's bait..

2009-03-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

How can I be so stupid? I never expected me to be so foolish and such an idiot.
I DREAD MY 17TH YEAR THE MOST.
Because every happiness just stop ever since the day I turned 17.
Nothing was right for me.
I failed,
I died
I waited..
And more depressing things come up for me
I hate my 17th year of my life.
I never knew things would be so bad?
What happened to me?
What the hell is wrong with me?
Its like I just woke up.
If this is the case, I wanna go back to sleep for eternity.
I don't ever wanna wake up since it is the only way to find happiness.
I just wanna give up if this life is gonna continue for.. infinity.

Where are You may I ask?
Just tell me where are You?
Why is it that every time I need You the most I seem to get no answer these days?
Why are You so silent?
Is it me?
Or, have You really forgotten?
I don't want anymore tests..
I just want you now. NOW I SAY!
Please don't ever leave or stay silent.
I can't take silence.
Because without You, I would take the Devil's bait..
But You still fixed the problem at the end..
The Devil lost..

Today was a horrible day for me, yet surprising. I experienced almost a life and death thing. When I woke up, Cheryl sent me a msg saying that cell was cancelled. I wasn't happy, because I knew it was gonna be a test for me. A test of loyalty and faithfulness. He wanted me to be tested on faith today. He decided that I should be given a test today. To always make a right and wrong decision has got to do between life and death.
Today was not only the day I should look forward to, its a day where there's no cell, service still on, Fahrenheit's arrival in Singapore and The Singapore Flyer. Since there was no cell, I specially woke up early and asked God why did He make it this way? Because im usually the person that, if there is no cell, Im not going to church. Alyssa text me so did Melissa. What was I to say? So the devil must have saw this coming and purposely put the 'Fahrenheit's qian chang hui' today. They were arrving at IMM at 3pm and usually, crazy fans would line up by morning.
So here's the plan, I actually planned to go to church and asked Madelene to reserve a spot for us since we're coming late. But since there was no cell, no one but Alyssa was coming to church so it was when the devil's bait came. I kept asking God.. where does He want me to go, OBVIOUSLY He would say go to church right? A small little voice in my mind was saying.. go to church. But what did my other half say?
'Take the bait and just apologise to God, He'll accept apology!'

If it was you, you would take the bait right? Well unless you're telling me that You would be a a good girl and go to church! So I was stupid and took the bait. I was hooked and here's what happened..
We met up with Madelene and realised that the queue was super long. Yes, I skipped church and she knew as well. We were so far behind and we were quite upset becoz there are just too many people queueing up and we might not even get to see them. But fortunately, I prayed hard and we made it out and we saw them. We waited for more than 4hours. I saw all 4 of them, first I saw was Wu Zun, second was Calvin, 3rd was Jiro.. I couldn't find Aaron for 15minutes. Can't exactly see where he was. Then I saw him.. just for a short while. Girls in front and at the back, whenever one of them waved, the girls would go 'AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH' like it was Zac Efron or something.. -_-
It was bloody squeezy.. we squeezed and sqeezed like shit.. IT WAS 5PM, WE WERE AT JURONG EAST, OUR FLIGHT WAS 6.30PM, WE HAD TO BE AT THE SINGAPORE FLYER HALF AN HOUR EARLY, WE WERE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE QUEUE, WE COULDN'T GET OUT EASILY, WE WERE SO CLOSE TO SHAKE HANDS WITH THEM AND SAY HI OR MAYBE EVEN A FRIENDLY HUG. BUT NOOOOOOOOOOO.......... ME AND MY SIS LEFT. We were distraught, we ended up being moody, I said goodbye to whatever I had hoped for and left. We squeezed our way out of the queue. We had no choice.
How unfortunate for me was, of all days I had to bleed today. So before we left for Flyer I went toliet while my sis went to buy food. Altogether we took 50minutes to get out of IMM. PICTURE THAT!

ITS WAS 5.50, OUR FLIGHT WAS IN 10MINUTES, WE WERE STILL IN JURONG... We were screaming at each other.. what added fire was, the rain just ened and our feet was super wet and it prevents us from walking fast. We were angry becoz we queued up to nothing.. we queued up to end up looking stupid. But fortunately thanks to Madelene we got their signatures((:
WE DECIDED TO CAB FROM JURONG TO FLYER. DAD WAS SCREAMING ON THE PHONE, WE WERE EXHAUSTED, WE FELT STUPID.

But all was well because it ended up that God was there to fix everything up because of my stupid acts. He knew I was going to take on a bait that no one could resist. he was there yet somehow silent. WHY WAS HE NOT THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE? WHERE ON EARTH WAS HE? Beside me the whole time but I choose not to believe so because everything just went wrong the entire day!
My dad, was kind enough to pay our taxi fair, we got on the flyer and saw this..

Follow the image pattern..

'One thing I ask of The Lord, this is what I seek: That I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to seek Him in His temple.' Psalm 27:4 - Thank You Ingrid((:

This is a lesson learnt for me.. I will have to think of God nomatter what. No matter what important things I have to let go He will still give me another chance someday.. Im just happy that at least I get to see Aaron from afar.. maybe I was never meant to see him in person at all.. Now as I recall what happened at the mall today, I can hardly remember that I saw any of them, because it was so far that It all seemed just like and illusion, it all seemed like I just saw another tv show.. I want to thank God for fixing up the problem, after what happened my dad forgot bout the taxi fare, me and my sis just laughed about the whole thing, we ate at Popeye's after the flight and.. WE EVEN HEARD THAT SOMEONE FAINTED AT THE MALL AND FAHRENHEIT HAD TO STOP SIGNING FOR AWHILE OK!! -_-

Anyways.. still I wanna say: Lord, I feel everything's wrong, Where were You when I needed You the most? Why do You always appear only at the end and saving the day?

Sometimes

2009-03-23T22:00:00.001+08:00

Yesterday went out for Peranakan feast!! Gawd I loved the food.. but im gaining weight seriously.. Then we headed to Dempsey road for... BEN &JERRY'S!!!! Thanks to my uncle, everyone has got free ice cream((: He paid 90bucks for 6bowls and I thought it was AWESOME!!!! But the chocolate flavours gave me a lil' bit of itch though.. oh well the price i have to pay for good ice cream((:

My Grandaunt though she's a very nice person.. didn't really welcome me with good comments though.. if she wanted to say im fat THEN GO AHEAD!! Don't need to go round the bush right?? BTW, my youner cousin.. 10years old.. has got a cell phone -_- totally copied all the songs of from my phone and kept pestering me by smsing me everyday. And her phone.. NOT EVEN WORTH IT PLEASE!!! So expensive! And I secretly took her phone and read her inbox.. OMG SHE HATES HER LITTLE SISTER!!! Like come on!! I find her younger sister cuter than her!! She's a pain in the neck.. ok, i don't wanna talk so much bout her haha. Hopefully no one catches me here!!

OMG Fahrenheit coming to Singapore again!! This time if i make it there earlier.. I could shake Aaron's hand. But come to think of it, i don't think i'll ever make it there.. Coz the queue will be super long.. and there's no way I would line up again just like Last year one!! Maybe I'll pass maybe I won't becoz this time, I don't know if i'll ever get to see him. So no point getting my hopes up too high.. + thousands of other girls have shaken hands with him. SO WHY BOTHER RIGHT?? Im just gonna pass my album to Melissa's cousin and ask her to help me get their signatures. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE!! She's always helping me when it comes to Fahreneheit((:

Demi Lovato - Don't Forget Music Video

I love this song.. I think she really rocks((: GO DEMI!!

Short post.. becoz im no longer what you think i am.. But please Don't forget.. us

whats right.

2009-03-20T18:30:00.002+08:00

I think God has sent me many signs.. But is it really Him or me? Sometimes I think that Im thinking too much. But at the same time.. Today is the day that I found out that its is really Him. I thank You Lord for answering my prayers.. Im glad that You actually saw me through and never forsake me. Now that Im sure its You, I will wait upon You just like You told me to.

He's really very silent.. He has told me time and time again to wait for Him, but yet I ignored Him. I wanna Thank so many people who actually comfort me so much. He actually spoke through you guys to get to me.
Adora, Alyssa, Melissa Ang, Ingrid, Janice Chan, Joyce, Ling Jia, Rachel Yee, Ruth, Sarah, Sis, VanGoh, VanTay, VanSeet, Mum&Dad and a very special cab driver that God happened to put me with a couple of weeks ago, Thank you all sooo very much. If i had known earlier that it was really Him right from the beginning, not many of you would be involved in this. But still I thank God for going through soo many people just to get to me.
There are still many others who supported me silently and I thank you guys so very much((:

I felt that I should share this to everyone, recently this year I've been receiving small little notes from lots of people. Each has its own way of speaking to me. But yet i choose to ignore it because i felt that God wasn't there for me when I needed Him the most this year, so why bother looking and thinking over these small little notes that i recieve? right? who wouldn't feel that way.
Ruth spoke to me last night and ask 'why are you so emo nowadays?' what came to my mind was sharing. So i shared with her my heart felt words and whats up with my life. BTW, 'Don't Forget' meant that don't ever forget me, coz i know i'll never forget any of you. so basically the 'us' is talking bout all my friends.
Met up with Alyssa today, felt that somewhere along the line, she didn't meet up with me for no reason today. She passed me stuff that Ingrid wrote for our cell. And it strucked me hard because, the little note that she gave to all of us, was the exact same note that Joyce gave to me a week ago. This was what was on it:

Trust-in His Timing
Rely-on His Promises
Wait-for His Answers
Believe-in His Miracles
Rejoice-in His Goodness
Relax-in His Presence
Come near to God and He will come near to you James 4:8

Last night ruth gave me a verse that says something like.. 'Wait upon the Lord' . This is sadening.. coz i kinda lost the verse. But I know he's trying to say something.

Miley Cyrus - The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Well what can I say.. this song really really is the bomb.. well though i have a whole other impression of her. In a recent interview I saw.. i thought she was pregnant.. lol coz her stomach looked so big! But anyways.. this song is really very nice though I don't really like her..
The last part says, 'Have faith' and I think it really wierd becoz i was watching a chinese video when this video came up at the 'related videos' section?? like no link right?? so i went to check it out and.. yeah I don't think it ended up on that section for nothing.. I think God is trying to tell me something.. though its not a christian song.. It still struck me hard.

I thank You Lord and I promise I will wait.. Thank You so very much for getting so many people to go through this..

still moving on..

2009-03-17T13:30:00.001+08:00

Anything different bout this?? haha.. spot the difference!! Pretty cool huh? I like it loads haha.

Now I have got 2 computers.. AWESOME!! I love it.. this computer im using now.. ITS ALL MINE MUAH HA HA!! ok. fine my sis and dad got a computer with A HD SCREEN OK!!! NO FAIR! They've got a bigger screen..

Sonny With A Chance - Epsiode 7 Poll'd Apart Part 1

this episode is seriously HIGHlarious.. I love demi.. haha so original.. good for her!

I just went to her Space on youtube and it says 'We upload videos to let you enjoy and see what dorks we really are!' haha! no i don't think their dorks! I Think they're cool! Honestly way better than a frog.. lol everyone knows what im talking bout.. hehe.

Sonny With A Chance - Epsiode 7 Poll'd Apart

Part2 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ntcSukb4i_4&feature=channel

Part3 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcZvLUAgQ_o&feature=channel

ENJOY!!

Went to watch Dragonball Evolution with Eastina and Melissa last weekend.. OMG THAT SHOW SUCKS!! If you wanna watch it.. try to get a FREE TICKET and NEVER EVER PAY 10BUCKS TO WATCH THAT BORING SHOW! Its the worst movie I have ever seen.. gawd.. thank God my dad bought us some 5bucks ticket.. If ihe paid 10bucks for it, I'll fight for his refund.. gosh.. stupid movie. The whole thing is in Englisht then when it came to the closing song it became a Jap song. Why don't they just make it jap all the way right? Or maybe english all the way!! Seriously, if the sequel comes out.. nobody would dare watch it.

Anyways.. Watched Bolt and The Tale of Despereux. I think they're pretty good movies((: But I prefer Bolt, I actually cried -_-. Well not really cry.. but In tears.. haha Yeah it was kinda nice.. And The Tale of Despereux was nice also.. Don't really have any comments for it.

Hannah Montana - Season 3 'Cheat It'

haha.. This is also quite funny. I think I prefer the 3rd season than all the seasons.. They were talking bout this would probably be the last season? Well movie is comin up anyways so maybe it'll end?? i dunno..

I hope more Disney Comedy Sktech would come up soon.. The next would be J.O.N.A.S! I can't wait haha.. but I would like another original comedy sktech to start in Disney.. Then at least I can enjoy it((: haha.. I wish I could write in and tell them I would love to watch more comedy sketches on disney!

Well Nickelodeon is also not that bad.. iCarly.. well its kinda cool. I LOVE DRAKE AND JOSH!! Seriously.. its kinda cool haha. Watch Zoey101 and gave up, that's more of a continuous story that I can't keep up with! The Naked brothers band? well I won't say its the best.. but I do like the band and not the the show!! Haha.. How bout Unfabulous? Well that show's pretty cool also hehe.. If im missing out on any other comedy sktech on Nickelodeon im sorry.. I don't really watch Nick Comedy sketches.. LOL But I do like cartoons from Nickelodeon!! hehe

I feel sad for Ingrid. April passed away and everytime I read her note on facebook, i just wanna cry!! Its sooo touching!! I mean, how often do you get to hear stories like 'oh my dog waited for me to come home before it took its last breath!' Not so common right? April is sooo cute!! I remember when I first met her, she had little pony tails on her head. Well she was kinda like a 'princess'. But whenever she sees Ingrid coming home, her tail would wag and she would follow Ingrid around((: I love april!! I will really really miss her!! I bet she's in heaven now telling God how much she love Ingrid and how she enjoyed life with Ingrid((: I LOVE YOU APRIL!!!

Let it be so.. everyone says God has a plan. A taxi driver told me, 'Its easy to be a believer, but do you have faith?'

Get down on it

2009-03-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

I gotta bring myself up. pushing all the blame to my results is never gonna get me anywhere. Hah, like everyone says.. its just a damn piece of paper. It don't determine any thing. But somehow I felt that, that anything, is something real big. And it cost my confidence level. It really did have a huge impact on me.
Joyce spoke to me the other day. 'You have to aim! If not you'll never know what you want! And plan your time well also.' After she said that my mind completely blanked out. LIKE WHAT THE HECK IS 'AIM'? The word sounded extremely foreign to me. 'PLANNING' also sounded strange to me. I completely took out these 2 words in my own dictionary and misplaced it somewhere. Its like I needed someone or something to tell me the definition of these 2 words again.
Just yesterday after tuition I tried to aim.. then I thought 'how come i can't figure out what grade i want, or what is it that I want?' so i moved on to planning, 'what should i start with first? how am i gonna plan?' I can't figure out. sigh.. I just wish this year will pass very quickly, like in a blink of an eye so i can move on next year.

Everyone in my family comes home and tell me stuff like 'YOU STAY AT HOME ONE WHOLE DAY .. BLAH BLAH.' 'YOU STAY AT HOME ALL DAY AND DO NOTHING.. BLAH BLAH..' These words affect me very badly as I already know the reason why Im staying at home, trying to make full use of myself and now they're just saying things to add on and it meant something like im a total useless shit staying at home rotting. I try not to think like that as im kinda used to them saying bout me since school ended last year. But i dunno why these words affect me so deeply nowadays that it makes me wanna cry everytime they say it. I try not to be sensitive, but then again Im not strong enough to withstand these words. I dunno why i havent get over it yet but it really is hurting me badly.. I just can't help it. Everyone has moved on but im still stuck here in this crazy line.
I wanna let it out so badly, but who am I to share it with? I currently have got 2 tissue papers to call but I don't wanna bother them. Its not fair to always trouble them. So I spoke to sam this morning, I talk to her every morning infact.. She ignores me by sleeping on my lap after awhile -_-.. stupid rabbit. LOL but then after that I still feel the same becoz she's just a rabbit! How can she understand me? right? LOL

Selena Gomez and Nick Jonas are definitely hiding something from the press.. LOL!! they are a super cute couple! Ryan Seacrest interviewed them individually, asking them if they are in a relationship, Nick replys, 'well Selena is an amazing girl and anyone who dates her would be very lucky!' LOL then when Ryan interviews Selena on another day, she says, 'Well Nick is an amazing guy and anyone who's dating him would be very lucky!' LOL can you believe these 2 people? HAHA But they were really very smart which is really very cute.. haha! Well they don't wanna talk about it so oh well.. no one will force them to! YOU GO SELENA AND NICK!!

我愛黑澀會 yesterday calculated their life thingy.. well i don't exactly know what the was but you know Taiwan believe such stuff right? So Yeah.. somehow one part made 鬼鬼 cry.. DAMN SAD! Well the topic was guys becoming more lonely so they keep switching girlfriends. I think it says something like someone hurt 鬼鬼 before so thats why she broke into tears. Well i don't wanna assume who the guy is but I pretty much want to know who that guy is actually! who would hurt such a cute girl like 鬼鬼 la? Damn bad!
As for Yong Tu and Ah Ben.. that one is really too bad coz everyone knows bout this matter and they can't escape.. THE COMPANY RESTRICTS THEM FROM LIKING EACH OTHER IN THE SAME COMPANY!! Yah so thats why its such a big hoohah over Yong Tu and Ah Ben. Poor girls!!

我愛黑澀會男女星座大不同 II

OMG DON'T CRY ALR!! Poor girl!! I feel damn sad for her. Oh man.. I hope she's not talking bout THE PERSON THAT I LOOK UP TO!! No im not gonna say his name but its somewhat obvious who's the only 'he' i look up to the most. Oh gosh.. Im damn excited to know who!!! Its either him or maybe its someone else that I can think of but not many people thinks its him so I shall just keep quiet!!

Rihanna And Chris Brown back together!! OMG WHY?? If someone assaulted me like that I would've broke up with him a long time ago and never look back! Oh my but then again Love conquers it all.. Ima fan of rihanna, at the same time a fan of chris brown.. SUPER UPSET OF WHAT HAS HAPPENED LA!! Sigh.. but there's a pregnancy hoax going on.. WHATS GOING ON MAN??!!

ok im done ranting.. seriously im addicted to exercising lately.. BUT IM NOT LOSING ANY WEIGHT!! IM GAINING MUSCLES INSTEAD!!

don't forget

2009-03-03T14:30:00.001+08:00

I think music is beautiful when it comes to piano. Its amazing what you can compose when you have a piano and the most important thing?! LEARNING IT! Funny how I didn't learn piano when I was a child but I grew up having this deep passion to learn it.
To play the piano gracefully comes passion, seeing those stars who learn and know piano makes me jealous. That is a fact, however then again I love to watch them play it. Especially when its the music I love.. Here's an example..

Demi Lovato - This is me/ Lo Que Soy [Spanish version]

This is gonna be in her delux album. Its beautiful((: I love the music. Its so calm and peaceful.

Music is a source of comfort for me. Well somewhat. Because to me this music calms me, makes me smile at the end of it. Making me wanna listen to it over and over again for countless of times. Well you can very well say its a substitute for me because I do have another main source of comfort. I think everyone else does((:

What's my genre? I don't have a specific genre that I love. But you can say my best would still be R&B. But nowadays music can't be classified as a specified genre anymore. You kinda get mixtures of beats, classics and rock music. Am I right to say that? Slow music just like the one earlier.. if you listen closely you'll hear violins and bases.. Compare this to Kelly Clarkson's A Moment Like this. Its not that similar as her's there is beat included + a choir as backup. That you can call classic/pop. See? its mixed up genre again! Music is a form of art. MIXTURE! Mix what you like! Amazing..

Take JoJo for example, Her genre has always been classified pop. But under that I don't think its Just pop. Its R&B mixture! I love her R&B style. Its really unique! Ok how bout Rihanna? Her recent album is classified R&B. But.. 'Don't Stop The Music' comes in a little bit of heavy beat which is also known as Techno. But under that again its known as trance. LOL IM GETTING MYSELF CONFUSED ALSO! Yeah.. its amazing how you can put 2 different genres in together. Well some maybe up to 5 different genres in a song.

JoJo - Too Little Too Late

Im still lovin it! LOL I love this song mans.. Shows alot about 'girl power'! Its just like saying 'I don't need a man to live' LOL. She's awesome!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALYSSA AND JOYCE!!! ANOTHER YEAR OLDER AND WISER! 18 already eh?
You know in 2 years time.. all of us will be 20 already! Damn fast.. Gawd. I don't want the years to past so fast! But oh well life goes on..

I love this song by demi lovato((: Don't forget. enjoy!

about that..

2009-02-27T19:00:00.002+08:00

Im super addicted to the Sims2.. go try it out ok? LOL SUPER SUPER FUN! Though its kinda gross when they make out and stuff.. LOL other than that, its fun building new houses. CHEAT CODES COME IN HANDY FOR THAT!

Anyway, about my previous post, I was of course upset.. as you can see everything was strike out.. well almost everything. But besides being upset and all, I still have to say Im kinda 'restricted'. What I mean is that though im super upset, im not at a suicidal point, well not really LOL Im just upset. And by 'restricted' i mean its because of all the family love and friendship that I have I feel restricted and its a good thing because that way im not a 'good girl gone bad' case. know what I mean? Ok I shall elaborate on this more.
Im just upset, and I still can't really get over it. But its not that worrying because im not at a suicidal point or anything, I just wanna say what I can't really say out to people. And its kinda hard for me to express it in words also anyways.. after typing that all out made me feel alot better. But not so much any better because its still kinda like talking to myself..HAH!! See i've officially lost it..

I lost my S.H.E 11th Ablum, FM S.H.E, the lyrics booklet and its upsetting! IM STARTING TO LOOSE STUFF EVER SINCE THE DAY I SWITCHED ROOMS WITH MY SIS!! Its so annoying I can't seem to find a couple of things around and its making me annoyed. Super Super annoying! Especially when it come to loosing stuff that has got something to do with my album collections!

Im getting into the mood for baking lately((: Its scary! Considering the fact that I can bake stuff by just memorising what i saw on TV.. No im not crazy but I love it. AND NO IM NOT INTO F&B. I just enjoy making stuff. HAH speaking of which, met up with Janice just now! LOL I had fun with her though it was only for 2 hours! Had lunch with her and we actually met up to pass me some Sims2 games. She even brought her cookbook along with her! LOL and well the book was basically all bout baking cupcakes and Cheesecakes. GAWD THEY LOOKED SO APPEALING!!! MYMY she's good in choosing cookbooks. They looked so appealing that when you see them you just wanna eat them! I bet after I make those I wouldn't wanna eat them at all! Well because they look so good and after you eat them, they all disappear! Anyways, we had fun looking at them. So after Western Chow she came over to my house to see rabbits and especially my guinea pigs. hahaha They stink because its afterall the end of the week! Well I hope she enjoys my Double Chocolate Brownie, even packed one for eunice haha coz she said she was gonna meet her later!

2days ago We went 'prawning' as a cell! LOL We Went to catch prawns.. SO FUN! I caught quite a couple! SO HAPPY((: LOL Then it started to rain heavily. GAWD WE WERE ALL WET! The wind was so strong! So Ingrid drove us to her house to dry off.. lol Its was the last time we'll go there for at least the next 5months or so! So we cooked those prawns that we caught and ate them with the food that Ingrid bought us and they got a little bit of the rain water haha. But we still ate them anyway. It was awesome! It was our last day with Ingrid, until she comes back in 5months time. We really did have an awesome time((: Then like I mentioned in my previous post, We saw a beautiful Rainbow at the back of her house. 2 Rainbows actually, it was totally calm and peaceful. Its kinda rare to see beautiful rainbows in Sg right? Yeah.. I had and awesome day on wednesday!

All the best to Ingrid!! Thank You for everything((:

The Suite Life On Deck - Mom And Dad On Deck

Part 1

Part2 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fgoQxFDIpdw&feature=related

Part3 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mtuT4iVaQh8&feature=related

LOL This is really HIGH-LARIOUS hahaa.. get it? HIlarious = HIGHlarious? oh ok nvm.. Just watch it and have fun((: I know I did!

Miley Cyrus - HoeDown ThrowDown Music Video

WEIRD SONG! LOL

Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince Trailer

I think This is really darn cool!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT!! Take a look at this..

Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince First Look on REGAL and AMC

THIS IS MADNESS!!! I so wanna watch it.. Its so exciting! LOL I cannot wait for it to come out in Cinemas.. This is gonna be so awesome.. LOL!

OK IM DONE HERE! WANNA PLAY THE SIMS2 NOW!

how i really feel

2009-02-26T23:30:00.010+08:00

I really don't wannt complain and if I ever let anyone know bout this especially the people who know me well last year, they probably won't really understand how I really feel bout my results. I know its already so long but I still have to say what I wanna say. Its not fair that my results are really so bad. I really wish I could really say this out loud to people. But I don't want to complain because I know where I went wrong. Even though I know where I went wrong, its still impossible to get grades that are completely of the unthinkable. I very well know what I was doing. However come to think of it, for me to fail its no surprise. But yet it still haunts me everynight.
I'm living in self-denial, I keep telling myself that somewhere along the line I must've gone wrong to attain such 'wonderful' results. THAT IS TRUE and thats just half the sketch, the other half is telling me that its completely outrages to think that its COMPLETELY my doing of such 'wonderful' results. I mean think bout it, its possible yet so impossible.
I don't wanna blame God for this, on valentine's day I felt His love more than anything in my heart. He's telling me that seeing me like this is making Him feel even more upset than I am. And I did feel His sadness inside me. Sometimes I just wanna ask Him so bad WHAT ON EARTH AM I HERE FOR? WHY DO I EVEN HAVE SUCH IMPOSSIBLE DREAMS? OR WHY DID HE EVEN LEMME FAIL FOR SUCH AN IMPORTANT THING IN MY LIFE? I can't help it, I feel terrible more than ever now. Its like Im blaming Him for my 'wonderful' results. I'm at my bottomest-pit right now and still living in denial that its all my fault. I wish I could just say it right to someone else's face right now how I feel. But its so horrible that I can't even express it in words. Its so hard for me be able to carry on thinking that I can do this one more time.
Ever since I had my results, I couldn't count like I used to, even my english standards aren't as good anymore. I totally lost everything, lost control. I know its not the end of the world, but I still am clueless of whats gonna happen to me in future. Its like I can only depend on myself, at the same time I cannot fully depend on myself.. I've already lost it.

Like what everyone's been telling me, life is not always smooth sailing. That's life, so maybe God wants me to taste failure at the most important thing of my life since the last 17years of my life was fruitful and exciting. Maybe He wants me to turn to Him even more than ever now than I did before. But unfortunately my faith in Him now is not so constant anymore. Its so low that I just don't feel like talking to Him, asking him for help or crying out to Him. I don't know where to begin, i just don't know where to head to now. I don't even know what to think of now. Because of this i so want to know whats my future. Im dying to know more and more about what may happen in the future. If its something horrible, i'd rather join God in heaven now. Because its really pointless for me to stay here.
I go out with my family and friends showing them the happy side of me, but deep down inside I feel so horrible all the time to fake empty smiles and pointless laughters. I don't want them to feel that kind of sadness in me while its such a happy occasion where we all hang out together. Its so hard to express to them exactly how I feel. I wanna cry it out so much but then again I don't want people to see me cry! I can only share the sadness in me with myself thinking im so useless and a 'good for nothing' child rotting at home. Even my dad calls me useless.. why? because Im bad at finding documents for the family. Ima 'not-good-enough' child. If I cause so much unhappiness to my own family, the more i should want to join God now then to see my family so upset about me. I didn't say they didn't appreciate me, Im just thinking one less in the family should relief their debts a lil'. True?
And when I turned 17, the friends that I held most dear forgot my birthday. It was devastating and completely unforgivable. Instead the friends that were forever by my side since young remembered my special day. At that time im thinking, what have I done to let my friends forget me within less than a year? And when I thought bout it.. I just don't feel like thinking bout it because it hurts soo bad that you just wanna crawl into a wall and hide in there forever.

17years of having fun and it stopped on my 17th birthday, 5 'seven's on my O's script. What does '7' mean? What on earth is God trying to tell me? 7days? months? years? Then I checked the ten commandments the 7th one says 'do not commit adultery', then again its impossible right?! I tried to find many things to do with seven but I just can't.

Now that I've said my heart felt thoughts, I think I should come to a conclusion. I feel something's gonna happen in '7' years time and right now, right here I feel entirely lost. I have to depend on God no matter what but I find it so hard to come back to Him. I know He's waiting but still I can't instantly pretend that none of this happened and move on so easily. I need time to find my way back and pull myself together. Everything I onced dreamed are all shattered and I can only hope for worst things to come. In all my life I honestly never felt so upset before and so down. This time I cannot put aside this feeling I have in me and pretend it all never happened.

Yesterday while at Ingrid's house, we saw a beautiful rainbow, infact we saw 2 rainbows. I guess its God's way of telling me 'there's a new hope in everything' because when I saw that Rainbow I felt peace. So much so that Im still telling myself not to give up just yet and just move on with a cheerful heart.

I thank You Lord for that beautiful rainbow, For your wonderful creations and works!

mia-ed

2009-02-13T16:45:00.004+08:00

I havent blogged for 10days.. lol well Im just plain lazy. Not that im busy or anythang.. just plain lazy.

Celebrated Eileen's birthday last week! LOL i hope you liked your birthday present LEENS!! HAHA HIGH-LARIOUS!! SHIT!!

Sam just came back from the hospital a week ago.. poor girl, she had a weak tummy and she accumulated air in her stomach. Poor girl then she couldn't eat.. So we had to send her to the vet, she was treated well in the hospital.. lol now she's doing fine, except she's been drinking lots of water lately.. more then how much i usually drink in a day! LOL POOR GIRL!!

I've been working on lots of wierd stuff lately. Like I suddenly know how to play a couple of songs with my guitar and I've been working on a couple of songs myself((: Sounds wierd eh? But honestly I've got a couple of song lyrics done.. I just need someone to do the song for me.. eh, but currently I don't think anyone would wanna do it haha. Maybe I'll just sell my lyrics to warner music or something?! haha.. wait 10 years or infinity la.. sigh..

Anyways.. I've started doing math and abit of geog. gawd.. doing it all over again really is tiring but.. oh well for the sake of at least going to somewhere I might as well start now! Haha.. but half of my work is left somewhere in my memory, so i dunno if I still can make it. Like what I told ms nair, I'm afraid of 'dejavu'. I'll really cry man.. gawd..

RANDOMNESS.. I recently did some facebook challenge.. and its says 'You're a Hollywood star, you'll be an instant star when you step into Hollywood!' LOL I'LL WAIT FOR INFINITY MAN! I don't think its gonna come true anyways.. haha.. It's many people's dreams including mine.. but oh well.. I guess I can just continue dreaming.It's Valentine's Day tomorrow! Happy Valentine's Day everyone!

Well get this.. I was shocked when I heard the news also.. Chris Brown was arrested for assulting Rihanna?!! This is no joke! Its true! Its because of some grammys thingy.. gawd.. I love Chris brown's music alot and at the same time Im a fan of Rihanna! So i dunno what to say to this actually.. well I guess many stars work their way up like for so long.. but still couldn't get what they've always dreamed of.. oh well..

Sonny With A Chance started like weeks ago.. AND IM LOVING IT! LOL Disney sitcoms really make me feel relaxed and calmer.. I would love to give it a try sometime.. haha.. The Suite Life On Deck, Wizards Of Waverly Place, Hannah Montana, Cory In The House & Sonny With A Chance.. all these really crack me up! haha My dad watches it sometimes too.. haha, he finds it really funny.. Well mostly because for me I think the part where they get down and get dirty is the most fun part! Whatcha thinkin.. I meant when they get to get wet or some soda being spilled on their face or when they fall flat in a puddle of mud that kinda dirty! haha.. I'd really love to try it sometime!

終極三國 Preview

OMG AARON IS REALLY DAMN CUTE!! KAO.. im still alittle disappointed that Fahrenheit are not the main anymore! WHYYY..... but still I can't wait for the show to come out! OMG At least I still get to see the more SHUAI DING XIAO YU OMG!!!!

愛就宅一起預告 - To Get Her Preview

I can't wait for the show to come out.. ITS STARTS TODAY! I think.. lol I wanna watch it la.. I think its damn interesting.. haha Rainie yang and Jiro Wang acting together.. won't aaron be jealous? LOL im just wondering only.. hehe..
OKAYS IM DONE RANTING FOR TODAY!!!! Was bored so um oh well.. haha

the music addict

2009-02-03T14:30:00.001+08:00

Why ain't I online nowadays? Ask MSN.. they don't let me sign in.. -__-

I've done quite abit of cd shopping this year, that's because last year I didn't really buy any, ok well maybe a few... In 2007, I remember shopping at HMV and spent a bomb. Me and my sis bought CDs till $150++?? I can't remember the exact amount. But this year I still can't beat my previous record, maybe its just still the beginning of the year. Ok its quite close to beating the record haha..

Albums I've got this year.

Britney Spears - Blackout & Circus(Delux Edition)

Carrie Underwood - Carnival Ride

David Archuleta - David Archuleta

Demi Lovato - Don't Forget

Fahrenheit - 越來越愛 & 越來越愛+DVD

Kat Deluna - 9 Lives (Delux Edition Cover)

Leona Lewis - Spirit

Miley Cyrus - Breakout (Platinum Edition)

The PussyCat Dolls - Doll Domination

Rihanna - Good Girl Gone Bad (Reloaded)

Taylor Swift - Fearless

Not complete collection yet. I still have got CDs I wanna get.. For collection sake

Ashlee Simpson - Bittersweet World

Backstreet Boys - Unbreakable

Chris Brown - Chris Brown & Exclusive: The Forever Edition

The Click Five - Modern Minds And Pastimes

Danity Kane -Welcome To The Doll House

Disney PrincessMania

Jesse McCartney - Departure

Jonas Brothers - Jonas Brothers

Jordin Sparks - Jordin Sparks

Rihanna - Music Of The Sun

S.H.E - Play

Simple Plan - Simple Plan

Stacie Orrico - So Simple

Vanessa Hudgens - Identified

Westlife - The Love Album & Back Home

Albums I wanna get that are soon to be out..

Backstreet Boys - [TBA] (TBA) Coming Soon 2009..

Cassie - [TBA] (TBA) Coming Soon 2009..

Fahrenheit - [TBA] (TBA) Coming Soon 2009-2010..

Hannah Montana 3 - The Movie & Soundtrack TV Series (TBA) Coming Soon 2009..

JoJo - All I Want Is Everything (TBA) Coming Soon 2009..

Kat DeLuna - Inside Out (TBA) Coming Soon 2009..

Kelly Clarkson - All I Ever Wanted (March 10)

Michelle Branch - Everything Comes And Goes (TBA) Coming Soon 2009..

Rihanna - [TBA] (TBA) Coming Soon 2009..

(Unknown Band Name Featuring Selena Gomez) - [TBA] (TBA) Coming Soon 2009..

THERE IS ONE PARTICULAR CD THAT I LOST!! PLEASE RETURN IT TO ME IF YOU REMEMBERED THAT I LENT YOU!! ITS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME!!

AVRIL LAVIGNE - LET GO [1ST ALBUM]

Gosh.. after all the packing of CDs I realised some went missing but I can't exactly remember what.. too many to keep track of.. lol

There is 1 CD that Im selling though..

Rooster - Rooster

I dunno how and why I have it.. but Im selling at 10bucks. If you want it contact me ok?! Its damn new, it has never been touched before. LOL!

Well There are of course lots of other Albums I wanna get but Im too lazy to list them all. If you really wanna know how much Albums I have at home then well feel free to come over to my house and find out for youself. You'll be shocked to see my collection LOL.

Check this out..

Sonny With A Chance Opening Credits

Demi Lovato - So Far So Great

Well the first episode is out((: Im so happy lol I've waited so long for this!

The Cheetah Girls have broken up.. oh well I knew this would happen. Haha but Adrienne Bailon is going solo. hmm maybe I'll support her((:

The PussyCat Dolls has got a New video called 'Bottle Pop' lol I can't find the full and proper video.. so go find it yourself if you wanna see it! LOL BTW Im so not getting Hilary Duff's new album.. eww, did you see the way she look on her latest video?? -_- gawd..

OK IM DONE RANTING MUSIC STUFF!

I better work hard this year! I know this time Im gonna Ace it.. This time im gonna give it my all((:

My prayer for 2009

2009-02-02T13:00:00.000+08:00

I need to pull myself together.. and slowly come back to God.. I need to understand His ways and hear Him clearly. Maybe this is the time where He really wants me to not give up and face the cruel world. That's what everyone's been telling me.. so I must and will take that step of faith and trust Him. But I will still never give up on my dreams no matter what's trying to stop me..

Nothing seems to be the way

That it used to

Everything seems shallow

God give me truth

In me

And tell me somebody is watching

Over me

And that is all I'm praying is that

Someday I will understand

In God's whole plan

And what he's done to me

Oh but maybe

Someday I will breathe

And I'll finally see

I'll see it all in my baby

Someday(I Will Understand) - Britney Spears

Dear Lord,

I'm sorry for not turning to You when I needed You the most. I wanna thank You that You're always faithful and forever there for me. I can't see things the way You do so please lead me and guide me. Lord I really wanna come back cause without You my life is NOTHING and I don't wanna continue life feeling alone without Your presense. Honestly my life would suck without You, I will go crazy without You by my side as well.

I also wanna pray for those who have gone to a new school to start a new chapter of their lives, grant them the strength and be with them and may they be a shining light for You. And for those who are on the same boat as me, I pray that You'll also grant us the strength and courage to move on with our lives and never look back with regrets. You are God and everything is in Your hands.

Thank You Lord, In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

There, a lil' prayer not just for me but for everyone who are reading this post.

Say a little prayer to Jesus and You'll be fine((:

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 100TH POST!!

2009-01-25T13:15:00.001+08:00

Happy Lunar New year everyone((: LOL Its been a long time since I've done this.. putting up Fahrenheit pictures makes my com jam like crazy.. so I didn't do no more.. until now! haha and no im not gonna put up on every post.. haha..

Ok things this year are a little bit not up to schedule.. Im still in lala land thinking that chinese new year is still a long way to go.. sigh.. I can't feel the spirit this year.. maybe its becoz I've become too 'ang mo pai' that I really forgot or maybe too many things still happening so I can't register it yet.. oh well whatever the problem.. I better get it into me soon..

Working with my mum at the shop yesterday was bloody tiring.. I thank God that Im coming back on Saturdays only.. If i were to come back everyday.. I THINK I'LL JUST DIE OF EXHAUSTION! But all in all I earned 50 yesterday.. lol. Then I spent it on Fahrenheit's album the new one with the DVD in it. Gawd.. It was worth it! Dude.. music freak here telling me not to buy is just as bad as asking me not to listen to music for a day.. I'll die!

OKOK.. Check these out!

Alyson Stoner - Dancing In The Moonlight

Wow.. I think she's great!! I didn't know she could sing that well.. When she was in Camp Rock her voice was drowned could hardly hear her.. but now I think she's pretty good.. can dance and sing.. lol awesome((:

飛輪海 - 默默 Music Video

I love this song((: Its so classic and ballet style.. You know im beginning to think that they might actually do well for this album((: though they still sound weird together.. oh wells..

HAPPY COW/BULL YEAR!!!!

Moving on((:

2009-01-22T13:00:00.000+08:00

I'VE GOT A NEW ROOM!! ALL TO MYSELF!!((: Finally.. after 18 years of sharing rooms with my sis I finally got a room all to myself. Hey I don't mean anythang.. I just want a room to myself ok?! No we're not in a fight.. I just want some privacy.. and oh well she does too.. AND HER ROOM IS MORE COZY THAN MINE OK?! Gawd.. I should've taken that room..

Anyway.. Tuesday shifted furniture like crazy.. well actually I started bringing down all my album collection on Monday night already. It was alot of work ok? My dad was the most tired one.. Acted like a macho man and suddenly yesterday he came back early and said 'I went to see doctor la. I kana flu. Terrible la all the dust in the house..'
THAT'S DAMN TRUE! If only I was brave enough to face 'what lives behind the dusty cupboards and shelves' my dad wouldn't end up falling ill.. REALLY OK! Imagine you havent dusted and cleaned your house for a couple of years and now you wanna shift stuff around the house.. won't you be afraid of 'what might be breeding/living behind those dusty cupboard and shelves'? Ya same point here! I tried to shift everything by myself.. didn't wanna trouble my dad.. Vacuumed, mopped and dusted as much as I could.. EEEWWWWW REALLY TONNES OF DUST BUNNIES OK?! Gawd.. and my dad didn't even panic when some BIG FAT AND BLACK lizard crawled up his left arm ok?!! I was the one screaming for him.. LOL
My sis almost didn't have any bed to sleep on.. My dad dismantled her wooden bed to brought it to the other room and broke a couple of old screws that were supposed to join up the bed. MY POOR, TIRED DAD HAD TO RUN TO THE HARDWARE STORE JUST TO GET A COUPLE OF SCREWS OK?! sigh.. poor daddy.

So when all the work was done.. then only my sis came home -_-
And the next day.. woke up I had terrible bodyache all over.. So lets see the before and after process

My Room Before

My Room After

My Sis's Room Before

My Sis's Room After

I can't wait to show everyone my room((: LOL SO EXCITED! The wholesome 4 better meet up next week!

Ok check these out..

Cole&Dylan Sprouse, Brenda Song, Ashley Tisdale, Jonas Brothers, Billy Rae&Miley Cyrus & Phil Lewis - Studio DC Almost Live With The Muppets Part1

Part2 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hFNNLjxNPqw&fmt=18
Part3 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd_7qBp_PNQ&feature=related&fmt=18
CREDIT NOT MINE!

The Cheetah Girls - Studio DC Almost live with the Muppets

CREDIT NOT MINE!!

Selena Gomez, Demi Lovato, David Henrie, Jason Earles - Studio DC Almost Live With The Muppets

CREDIT NOT MINE!

AWESOME RIGHT?!! LOL.. I still dunno why many people thinks it sucks.. eh.. its really kinda hilarious if you ask me((: Well ok.. im a little bit biased but so what?! Ima Disney freak.. but really I thought these were really cute videos I should consider to put in my ipod.. lol well maybe next time when I get an Ipod classic ok.. now's really not the time..

JoJo's working on her 3rd studio album and ITS ALMOST OUT!! OMG I can't wait!

Hannah Montana: The Movie Full Trailer

I thought that this movie's gonna be awesome.. well yeah ironic eh? I know what exactly im doing.. I dislike Miley its becoz of her voice only.. other than that I didn't really say she was that bad.. OR DID I? LOL anyways.. wanna know what I think? I think this would be an awesome movie.. I've watched every single episode of Hannah Montana tell me how can I miss this? LOL.. I'll watch it..

愛就宅一起 Preview

OMG I CAN'T WAIT, I would wanna watch this((: LOL
Ending Song is by Fahrenheit - 默默

Ok Im done ranting((: All the best to everyone in their new school!!

I don't think bout it..

2009-01-15T00:30:00.000+08:00

I thank God I have friends that I can count on((: I feel much happier and oh well.. what's done is done.. I can't change it.

I bet half the class know what happened.. But its alright though.. I told myself 1 day of self pity is enough.. I've already picked myself up and never going back((: I'm not gonna dwell on it anymore.. Well life goes on so what can I do.. I'll just leave the rest to Him..
But somehow I know it wasn't meant to be.. but Who am I to blame? No one knows who did this.. or what actually happened.. or there might be some error somewhere.. but I'll just accept the fact and prove to bloody MOE that they better not mess wit me this time..

Sarah came over to cheer me up on tuesday((: LOL Laughed and laughed and laughed at the show we were watching like crazy!! Some Jap show.. lol.. check it out on YouTube ok? here's one link..
Do Not Laugh High School - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0vHNrYNR798
Its really hilarious.. hahaha so we continued laughing for the next 3 hours or so..

Yesterday went down to Lasalle with Sarah.. [Won't talk bout what happened there] So after that we went to somewhere in Bugis to eat.. OMG the wanton noodles was great!! I've never eaten such good wanton noodles before! I swear Sarah gave me bout 50cents of her food ok!Amazing.. Then we walked down somemore and no surprise we met Vantay and VanSeet. So we ended up shopping altogether((: LOL.. I loved the company.. Though they knew how upset I must've been.. I couldn't show them any sign of sadness in me..
I really thank God for giving me such friends.. though I know no friendship in this world is true.. but I'll take what God has given me((:
After walking for so long.. My legs .. again.. hurt. Gawd, shopping with sarah leee.. [be sure you've gone on a hike before going out with her ok?] its super tiring.. LOL

That very same night.. My uncle came over to talk to me bout how emotional and affected like how my parents described me to be on Monday afternoon.. Well tried to explain to him lots of stuff bout what might've happened.. apparently it worked but somehow didn't.. so oh.. i dunno la. But he was a great uncle((: At least he showed lots of concern and care for his niece.. im thankful for that..

So.. looks like I'll be free from now till around late march.. Don't wanna hope too much, can only count on what God wants for me.. I guess what He really meant was 'WAIT'.. I'll try to!

Check This Out..

Demi And Selena On DC Intro Of New DC Series And New Movie for 2009

Awesome eh? I can't wait!

Ok Im done ranting again((:

next time.

2009-01-12T17:45:00.001+08:00

Im not disappointed neither am i happy.. I just got over it and will continue to pray for God's guidance

I hope He will be there in future.. I hope He will continue to guide me.. Without Him.. Im nothing, Like what pastor reuben and Ingrid told me.. 'results don't determine your future..' I will take that as an advice and continue to pray hard.. I wanna serve Him in the future.. but without Him im really nothing.

But Lastly.. I still wanna thank Him for His peace and joy throughout 2008. He was there for me throughout my O levels.. I'll leave my future to Him and like what Mrs Lum said to me 'Its not the end of the world'

Bad migrane.. really really bad migrane im having now..

Congrats to those who've done well for O's! ((:

count down..

2009-01-06T10:00:00.000+08:00

9 more days to O's results.. excited? OF COURSE NOT! Well ok maybe a lil' excited and half not excited.. I'm afraid of what I'll get.. I'm afraid it'll turn out to be some grade that I never expected.. I'm afraid it'll be worse than my prelims.. OH GAWD i don't wanna think bout it..

My desktop is gone.. its depending on something else to survive.. becoz the mother board, is really dead.. im still using it and i seriously fear of the computer exploding one day since the mother board is dead.. I just hope My dad can get a new one like fast! Speaking of which.. my dad's birthday's in 4days time.. We're planning to get him a new watch, his been using the old one for I dunno my mum said its close to a decade already. FREAKY!! I don't even know myself!

Im currently jobless for the time being. Becoz my aunt decided that she wanted to give her kids a break first. Well it is samantha's first day of school and it'll be too tiring for amanda as well.. so my aunt says she'll lemme know at a later month whether she wants to continue or not.. OH WELL!! I CAN'T SPEND MONEY ANYMORE!!

On the last day of 2008, our choir clique went out((: Me, Adora, Ruth, Jess & Gladys.. we really did have fun! Its been a long time since we've had so much fun together.. the last time we met up was at Vivo too!! HAHA.. We had sushi for dinner.. well not exactly sushi. Since there was no more buffet at that time, we had to order our own individual meal. I ENJOYED THE FOOD! At least I could taste the 'jap' food.. usually everything in SG is China made! Thank God the restuarant doesn't have! After that we went to play like crazy at the arcade.. HAHAHA WE HAD LOTS OF FUN OK!! We were like crazy people and the way we threw the balls, it was as if the machine was gonna spoil.. hahaha
We camwhored.. well not really. But until today ruth havent send us the pictures!!

The first day of school for those people who are still in PL.. I was sleeping in the morning.. what woke me up was... THE SCHOOL BELL!! Gawd, i havent heard that school bell for ages! Super tired la!

ok time to update myself!

J.O.N.A.S 2009 preview [not full]

LOL I can't wait for this to start((:

Wizards Of Waverly Place 2009 countdown First episode on DC - Make It Happen
Music Video Alex & Justin Russo

PRETTY AWESOME YEAH! LOL.. I can't believe what im seeing really but that was really SUPERB! lol.. haha.

ok gotta go clean up the house now((:

still busy..

2008-12-31T12:00:00.001+08:00

Not that I don't have time to blog. The thing is i just don't fel like blogging sometimes. LOL speaking of which, I just can't remember what i wanted to blog days ago. HAHA So oh well, Its ok really((: as long as I still have those memories it'l be fine(:

ITS A NEW YEAR((: NEW THINGS TO DO AND DISCOVER!! Oh gawd.. results day is also getting closer. IM SUPER SCARED LA!! Ok i so don't wanna think bout it.. i just hate the timing, becoz ITS BEFORE CHINESE NEW YEAR!! My whole family's gona ask.. sigh..

anyway.. I just love phineas & ferb.. there're so cute((: I like Candace. hahaha She's hilarious in the show(:

Phineas & Ferb - Out To Launch
Part1

Part2 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_FcH2R-f9fI&feature=related&fmt=18
Part3 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aA9k34pyQc4&fmt=18
There're so cute!!!lol I think its the only cartoon that I like the best(:

I tell you... FAHRENHEIT IS DAMN FAST LA!! Its like after their concert and BOOM 2 of their MVs are out.. And I just found out bout it yesterday -_- some fan.. ANYWAY THEY AL LOOK DAMN SHUAI! Their 3rd album pictures are fantastic.. but their sound's a lil' wierd though.. alright they've got the looks but somehow still sound wierd but I LOVE IT!!! But honestly. they sound alot better((: LOL im nuts.. seriously I dunno whats come over me..

飛輪海越来越爱 MV

AARON JUST GAVE THE GIRL FLOWERS!! Gawd.. wierd but honestly.. im not jeal-ling.. odd right but yeah its true..

寂寞暴走 MV

I LOVE THIS SONG((: I really love this song.. ok so for this song I started jeal-ling already ok... fine.. He kissed the girl.. LOL
Behind the scenes part1 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ufvMaBWPdU&feature=related&fmt=18
Part2 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-cvkP2iesHU&feature=related&fmt=18

Hannah Montana the movie's comin' up.. well not interested but I think I might watch it.. LOL AWKWARD!!! Here's a sneak peek!!

HM Movie Sneek Peak

Oh I dunno.. haha, just so wierd..
Here's one of her crazy songs from/for the movie.. From The Original Soundtrack Of Hannah Montana: The Movie

Hannah Montana - Let's Do This

wierd.. lol keeps getting wierder everytime...

OK IM DONE RANTING!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!! (((: 2009 IS GONNA BE CRAZY!!

M.I.A-ED MUCH?

2008-12-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

No time to blog.. so gonna do what I was supposed to do last week!

BOUGHT THE WHOLE SET OF PI LI MIT DVD(: Today's my 2nd time watching it... hahahaha AARON!!!! Told my sis that if GuiGui were to really be his girlfriend, she'll be hated my many.. HAHAHA But no la, i don't hate her((:

SONNY WITH A CHANCE PROMO 2009 RELEASE

Sonny With A Chance((: I will watch it!! definate a must..

Dadnapped Trailer

haha all disney stars(: cool!! I wanna watch too!!!

ok i'll blog bour christmas week someother time.. now im just seriously tired.. I SO WANNA CATCH DEMI LOVATO AND SELENA GOMEZ NEW UPCOMING MOVIE!! PRINCES PROTECTION PROJECT!!!

BUSY BUSY BUSY

2008-12-22T20:30:00.000+08:00

Ever since I came back from malaysia.. its been a crazy week for me..

Wed - My only off day..

Thurs:
Went To pass my letter to Mel's cousins so that she could pass it to Aaron.. AWESOME AND SHE DID!! Thanks Xin Ru((: She really helped me pass my letter to Aaron ok!! OMG.. This is like the second time already.. She totally rocks man.. I gave Aaron a small little bear that's dressed formally and a letter that comes along with it saying all the best at the '飛輪海;想入飛飛' concert.. LOL I HOPE HE READ IT!!

Before met up wit sarah.. haha.. again she made us walk like crazy.. And we bumped to some people we shouldn't meet at all.. gawd.. why do i still have that image in my mind.. ITS POLLUTING MY BRAINS!!

Night went to ikea to meet up wit parents.. NOTE: NEVER TAKE BUS 58 TO IKEA.. YOU'LL JUST VOMIT, SIT UNTIL BUTT PAIN AH!!

Fri:
Morning left the house already.. to go where? FAHRENHEIT'S CONCERT! Queued up like freaking early k.. Just for their 3rd album poster.. awkward, queued so long then never see them at all. Mel's cousin was there and we all waited like bloody fools.. but ok la, at least we got their poster.. We waited for 4hours to be exact for fahrenheit's poster.. ok! 4 FREAKING HOURS YOU TELL ME WHICH CRAZY FAN WOULDN'T DO THAT??

Alynn messaged me telling me they came out for a little while to 'bai bai' then all she heard was 'AAAAHHHHHHH' from all the girls.. I was at orchard with Mel's cousin, her friend and my sis. THERE WAS STILL ANOTHER MORE THAN 4 HOURS TO THEIR CONCERT OK?! Where else could we go to? Besides.. orchard was quite near the stadium.. what do you expect? Its Singapore for goodness sick.. its damn bloody small..

So we went orchard to stall time and came back to buy light sticks.. well not exactly light sticks.. There is light but a different kinda light though, the word '飛輪海' and 'FAH' , 'REN' & 'HEIT' would appear if you keep shaking it.. and my sis bought another light stick..

I SANG TO EVERY SONG I KNEW.. I enjoyed it.. but It was a little wierd though when they sang 'Uptown Girl' by westlife.. BECAUSE THEY FREAKING FORGOT THE LYRICS!! How could they?! But it wasn't so bad la.. could hear Calvin and Aaron backing them all out when they forgot the verse.. I RECORDED THE WHOLE OF AARON'S SOLO WITH 刘力扬!! IT WAS AMAZING OK.. I couldn't take my eyes of the camera.. seriously I was going crazy.. So she performed a few of her songs and it was back to them..

Well take a look at their crazy costumes((: And Center Stage..

Reached home at 12am.. Gawd.. Its really amazing((: I had a blast..

Sat:

Got up early and my voice was terrible.. sigh, I totally lost it.. Then it sounded better few hours later when we went to meet up with the rest of the cell for Ingrid's Slumber party!! Well not really a slumber party.. but oh well it is a sleep over((:

Had lunch at Vivo then walked took a ride back in Ingrid's car to her house at Sentosa Cove.. GAWD!! 5 OF US SQUEEZING TO A MINI COOPER!! LOL Plus there was something wrong with the front seat so I had to bend all the way back to her house.. haha.. but fun though, it was honestly quite comfy actually((: Reached her house and first we saw was April!! OH MAN I'VE MISSED HER!! LOL, not forgetting the koi fish that follows us almost everywhere around her house((: So we left our stuff in her room and went to swim.. and omg she doesn't know how deep her swimming pool was.. LOL I couldn't even touch the ground.. not even eastina k?! We swam and talked swam and talked.. till it was dinner time. We each took different bathrooms to bathe.. Ok i know this is gonna sound crazy but there are more than 3 bathrooms on the other side of the house.. I actually counted ok..

After a quick shower was dinner.. gawd, BBQ, facing the sea at night and enjoying the breeze also.. For a moment I just felt like I didn't wanna leave Ingrid's house at all.. too much to explore.. And when we looked up, we saw 3 stars in a straight line.. AWESOME RIGHT?! Yes I know I loved it.. I can just gaze at the stars the whole entire night and not sleep at all.. After that we took a small walk around the neighbour hood trying to figure which house was Christopher Lee's lol.. the people who stay there are really rich k?! A fare few had boats!! So Awesome!!

Later that night waited for cheryl and Alyssa to join us.. Played billard for a while and went up to Ingrid's room for exchange gifts! Cheryl bought us logcake which I couldn't eat because my voice changed again and it was hard for me to swallow also. And I couldn't sleep because everytime I wanna sleep, I hear sarah 'HAHAHAHA' at the mid-night movie they were watching while some of us went to sleep already. Some Hugh Jackman movie.. of course she would stay wide awake, imagine if I played HSM.. WHOA.. it would be the opposite. But I did catch some parts of the movie though.. because I couldn't really sleep.

Sun:

I had to pee.. I just had to, and there was no way I wanted to wake anyone up.. So I dropped the idea of using Ingrid's toilet and ran straight down to the living room toilet.. after I came out, there was no way I could go back in a disturb anyone.. so I continued sleeping in the living room.. then came my sister -_- so we both slept there for bout an hour and went back up to Ingrid's room.

Everyone started to wake up one by one and walked around a bit and got ready for youth service. Me, Mel and my sis sat in Cheryl's car while sarah and alyssa sat in Ingrid's car. Ingrid drove off first while Cheryl got lost.. LOL SO FUNNY OK!! But not really lost la.. just made a few detours to our destination which is Serangoon's Mcs.. So we ate and talked at the same time.. Then quickly rushed to church..

When we reached they suddenly said that they were sitting according to age groups today. So all of us were just too tired to move and squeezed in between with the 17-years-olds.. Well we are 17 but not cheryl, ingrid or my sis.. so we all just kept quiet.. LOL I COULD BARELY STAY AWAKE.. honestly I thought i was gonna pass out.. then when it came to the end of the service they suddenly pumped things up a little and played games.. LOL.. that was the first time I saw the church so lively!!

Said goodbye to everyone and walked home.. it was movie day. So we dropped Sam off at the pet shop for grooming then head to Ang Mo Kio hub for Twilight.. Honestly, the movie wasn't that good.. because I just found the movie too romantic. It was all about Bella and Edward.. nothing much.. quite boring. Then our parents were really good mood.. decided to get us each a new phone and upgraded our internet connection also! So I got a Sony E W595 and my sis got a touch screen phone and my dad got a free phone.. AWESOME!!

That was my week.. so now You guys know I have a new phone.. haha((: First one to know is actually sarah lee.. SO OBVIOUS RIGHT?! Was asking her what were the nicest phone around la!

Demi Lovato - Lala Land

Cool.. still liking Demi always.. can't wait for her movie to come out.. The one with Selena Gomez.

Im too tired to continue..

Camp Rock!

2008-12-17T19:30:00.000+08:00

Ok.. Just got back from camp.. Super tired.. Woke up like 11+ close to 12 today, lol but I did have fun though((:

Day1:
Woke up super early to reach church at 7am. Already met my group members and yeah well they were kinda awesome((: There's Sam as our mentor, Gina and Aaron as our leader and the rest of our members were Amanda Liew, Christie, Eunice, Ilene, Samuel Poh&Soo and Joel. We're called 'Salve' pronouced as 'Sal-Way', its hello for latin! All of our group names are the different languages for saying hello..

First one to call me was sarah.. gawd.. early in the morning. Finally reached church and settled with our group members.. apparently sarah and mel were in the same group la! Ingrid was in 'Aloha'! No fair.. We're all like seperated!

I was in bus 5.. bus 1 already left like long time ago! We all waited like crazy. The bus ride was super long and I got to know Christie and Amanda a lil' bit better((: Amanda has got the exact same interest as me. Cool.. looks like I've got lots of competition.. anyway.. Malaysia freaking suck ok.. We were at the check point of ML when suddenly the person checking us in suddenly disappeared.. bloody shit.. We waited for the next half an hour thinking that the person had constipation or something.. IDIOT MAN! Then we had no choice but to join another freaking queue.. so we waited for another like 20minutes and people kept cutting and cutting like crazy la! After that a lady came back to the counter and took over.. we could finally go through! Thank God.. our bus waited for us for a freaking long time ok.. in the end we set out to ML really late.. we slept a lil' and Im happy I shared bout JoJo to Amanda.. She was amazed that JoJo could sing well and was a really good performer((: Showed her some JoJo videos then napped in the bus for about 1hour..

When we reached, Lunch was already at 4++.. we were the last bus. We were super duper hungry and the food there was fantastic.. except the water they gave us was decarbonated Root Beer.. well a lil' diluted actually..

We were given the keys to our rooms, our room was shared among 12 people. Well don't think it as a really small room.. coz according to others, our room was the only room that had 2 levels and 3 bedrooms.. so we took the top. Well me sarah and mel shared the same room with a freaking selfish/wierdo princess.. if it wasn't for her we wouldn't feel so awkward man.. damn freaking irritated by her.. Our rooms were according to age group, she was 16 and we have got no idea how on earth she ended up in the same room as us -_-.. Well I think maybe becoz the people that arranged us knew that I knew her through the W&M ministry.. oh well so they put us together.. Our room was facing the huge sea and my first impression of the sea was that it was freaking dirty and gross.. But that was just only the beginning..

The swimming pool water was green colour.. SUPER GROSS K!! and yeah we changed and we went back to the conference room.. Then we played some station games and we came up with a really wierd cheer. LOL where the GUYS had to SCREAM instead of the girls. And we ended with a 'YATAAA!!!' LOL.. pretty cool huh? We played the games and amanda along the way kept saying the same phrase over and over again.. 'Can you feel it? OW!' yeah.. haha funny.. Then it started raining.. so we ended the day and went back to the conference room and rounded up the day by worshiping God..

Night came.. everyone bathed and it was my turn.. I was super 'LUCKY' I tell you.. guess why.. THERE WAS A FREAKING BLACK OUT.... AND I WAS NAKED! BLOODY SHIT LA! I SCREAMED AND I FEAR THE DARK. I started to hallucinate in the dark.. I kept screaming and screaming for Melissa, sarah's voice suddenly came and she spoke to me like a small kid trying to calm me down. LOL I TELL YOU IT WAS FREAKING SCARY. Thank God I finished bathing la! Then no choice I had to open the toilet door.. Sarah passed me my ipod and then I had to depend on the small light to continue bathing. Ethel had to give me extra light by holding up her phone for me.. At the same time Melissa and Sarah tried to calm me down. ML SUCKED OK! And if it wasn't for that Bloody princess who took so long to wash her rapunzle hair, I wouldn't be stuck in that bloody dark toilet. The worst part I volunteered to sleep on the cold hard floor.. in front of the toilet. Sigh.. really have to thank sarah for companying me..

Day2:
I woke up and had a terrible backache!

Was raining cats and dogs.. so bad that all our activities had to be at the conference room. Morning breakfast was fantastic.. wow, 4days of good food and somewhat like a buffet can really kill me k.. they really compensate us with FOOD!! GLORIOUS FOOD!! Started the day with devotion.. and worship.. was really awesome.. then came Auntie Mary Chai for the sermon.. I don't mean to be mean but her sermons are really very long.. good but really very long.. and considering the fact that I had less than 4 hours of sleep the first night so I nearly fell asleep during her sermon ok.. yeah.. Then came lunch and after lunch was Judge James.. LOL I remembered the mop on his head. Bloody funny

Uncle James 'judged' and brought those people who 'committed a crime' to come on stage and 'torture' them. No im just kiddin.. gawd this is a church camp.. they'll never do it! Haha.. it was damn funny.. Ryan woke up in the middle of the night and suddenly realised he was wrapped in the bed sheet and his room mates granted his wish becoz he said he wanted to swim at night. So they threw him in the pool. LOL and some girl complained that Glenn suddenly stripped -_-.. which wasn't what really happened.. Then Amanda got called on stage for saying 'Can you feel it? OW!' too many times that night! lol.. It was wierd though becoz Judge James was usually on the last day..

Becoz of the rain, we had to stay in.. so we played games and waited for our next activity which was some caucasian's speech.. darn cool.. well we played games like the longest, the smallest and shortest kinda thing but they won't give us a specific object. So when it came to the smallest.. my group was guessing that it would be the smallest eyes.. so eventually they picked me.. gawd I tell you I won that competition.. haha.. is my eyes really that small? coz from then people know me as 'the girl with small eyes' -_- Then after that we played some passing the ball game. The music will play while the ball was being passed around. There were about close to 300 of us there so of course not everyone could squeeze as a circle.. super funny man.. then first round and sarah caught the ball.. hahaha.. so funny and they had to write 'Real Camp!' with their butts.. was really hilarious! Then we played some game called 'Who's Petter' game. So we have to like find peter.. AWKWARD.. Then after that they told us to take our shoes out and everyone had to put them in the center.. so the com members all started to throw all the shoes all over the place.. FREAKING FUNNY OK.. so our job was to find our shoes asap and get to our groups and the first one to finish of the cheer will get shackles for their groups.. i tell i couldn't care less.. the moment they said GO.. i pushed everyone that was in my way and i think I was one of the first to find my slippers.. lol..

So next was the speech by some Caucasian guy.. pretty cool though.. liked it. Night came and after dinner was worship.. so we worshiped the whole entire night and I was happy becoz I could feel God just right beside me. I felt this sudden warmth all around me and it felt really good((: Then I went to the back and found Melissa and sarah.. Ingrid joined us a few mintues later and we prayed.. Well Ingrid is really very strong and with just one prayer for us she really hit the jackpot. Then after that she prayed for me individually for me again.. and this time its was really bullseye.. I dunno how she did it but she really nailed everything and I really broke down in tears.. Ingrid's amazing and I really Thank God for her so much.. Then the 3 of us started to pray for Ingrid herself. It was amazing.. God was really there((:

Day3:
Melissa had a good time sleeping on the floor. That bloody princess kept snoring and grinding her teeth.. It was super bad. Though i slept on the bed.. my backache got worse.. well at least this wasn't so bad, the last time I had backache, it lasted for 2 weeks! This time was really alot better..

This time it continued to rain alot in the morning.. Amanda's voice started to sound so sexy.. lol.. she couldn't do 'Can you feel it? OW!' like day 1 anymore.. haha super funny.. Then was morning worship and Auntie Mary did sermon again.. gawd.. This time I could barely stay awake though I had 6hours of sleep on the second night.. Before lunch was the splitting the different age group and different talks.. was really awesome coz they suddenly talked bout 'Mcdonald' haha.. i think only us who really 'Mcdonald' is.. haha

Then after lunch was station games.. rain stopped just in time. So we played for awhile then it rained again So we had to stop playing and quickly head to the beach for photo taking.. but.. mission failed.. coz it was so hard to take picture.. then the com members thought we were bloody stupid ok.. we knew they were going to throw bombs like after photo taking.. so we had to run for our lives after photo taking coz apparently not just water but watermelon juice that we made during the games were also being thrown.. then they also prepared like eggs ok!! So freaking scary la.. thank God me Ingrid Mel and sarah wasn't hit ok.. we ran for our lives heading toward the sea.. The sea was fun.. We stayed there and really enjoyed the sea.. I really underestimated to sea.. realised that It was beautiful, Singapore's beach wasn't that beautiful.. So the 3 of us made wishes and left to bathe.. again that bloody princess took bloody long to bathe again.. annoying piece of shit, which left us like super little time for dinner ok..

Night was ministry night. We worshiped God again and this time I could feel God with us again.. It was awesome. I really felt the strong love that God has for us and He was really there.. Mel prayed for me and I thought that was really awesome((: Thanks Mel.. And sarah brought us each a cup of water.. after drinking like half the cup.. Mel realised the water tasted like chlorine.. GROSS.. Ministry night ended at 1.45am so at least we got to know Ethel better and we all prayed..

Ingrid and Su Yan came over to our room and that bloody princess occupied the whole room after she knew we were inviting them over. So we played Jap tai-tee until 4am. Was really fun, coz we rarely see Ingrid and we finally get to spend some quality time((: So we went back to bed at 4 and sarah stayed up for awhile more.

Day4:
I woke everyone up again.. We immediately got up and packed our stuff as quickly as possible.. Then left for breakfast. Thank God that morning there wasn't any sermon.. But we still continued to praise God((: Then they announced the best group and so on and so forth. Then after that they gave us time to go back to our rooms to pack stuff. So we did and then they gathered us at the beach and this time to take a proper photo.. with all of us wearing the same camp shirt((: awesome.. lots of group photos here and there and then we had lunch like super late.. Then we left for Singapore.

Bus ride again super long.. slept for awhile and talked to amanda alot.. this time she showed me alot of her favourite videos.. haha pretty cool actually.. Then we reached tuas check point and it was alr like 7++ super late. Then we checked out and I saw Uncle Douglas.. cool wonder what's he doing there. Then we traveled to Sg customs again.. omg this time a few of amanda's gums got confiscated becoz I was holding it! damn it man! Yeah so I had to give her my bottle coz I had her confiscated.. argh!! How can I be so dumb?! Gawd.

Within 30mins we reached church already.. it was super fast..

I had fun at the camp although this time there was nothing much la.. coz of the rain.. But I was happy that I could feel God and that was really it.. Im happy already((:

Lady Sovereign - I Got You Dancing - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I7CbNlelqE0&fmt=18
OMG.. she's getting wierder haha..

David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MCP_8zzqyK0&fmt=18
He's really doing his thang man.. lol..

Im busy busy busy this week! mans.. THIS WEEK ITS FAHRENHEIT'S CONCERT!!! SUPER EXCITED(((:

Im scared!

2008-12-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

Christmas is near.. AND IM EXCITED! I really hope to make 3 wishes for christmas!

1) To do well in my O's, and so will everyone
2) SECRET
3) [I will save it for my future]

I do hope my wishes will come true!
Well.. I know I said I wasn't ready for church camp.. but now I think Im prepared((: I feel half excited and half.. well.. reluctant to go for the camp. I dunno why. I hope this time things will be different.. I hope I don't throw up like the last camp. I remember I had to go home half way from the camp the last time becoz I was sick and I kept throwing up. Sigh.. Im always not cut out for this kinda 'camp' stuff.. dunno why..

Miley Cyrus - Fly On The Wall Music Video

you know.. this song is super wierd.. just wondering what really happened?! But I really think She's got the looks and everything.. just that whenever something comes out from her mouth.. she just sounds so low.. wierd for a girl man..

Paris Hilton - Paris For President Music Video

This video is super funny.. IMAGINE THE WORLD UNDER HER HANDS! OMG.. Americans have to start getting used to a new life style.. LOL.. anyway, this song/video was in promo for the election of the new American president.. Well Thank God Obama won((:

Hayden Panettiere - Wake Up Call Music Video

Hey she looks good here! This was long ago.. but i put it up becoz i think not many people know that she's got a knew song right? yeah so this is it! Though it sounds a little wierd... haha

Was sick for the last few days.. Had really high fever for 2 nights and now.. My tonsils are burning up..

IM SCARED OF LOOSING MY VOICE)): My tonsils are still very prone to infection! Oh well.. like what sarah says I don't drink water.. but no, besides that Im very prone to Tonsilities since young.. Doctor ever did mention that if I continue to have infections like that i have to surgically remove them.. BUT IM SCARED OF LOOSING MY VOICE!! OH LORD HELP ME!! What if I can never sing again? What if I loose my voice forever and ever!? NOOOOO I WANNA CRY! Im afraid of going to the doctor! What if she says I must remove them?! What if I may never sing again?? NOOO.. I DON'T WANT THEM REMOVED even if it means it'll hurt for life just so to save my voice! But my ears are starting to hurt and when I swallow its like there's a fish bone stuck to my throat! And when I breathe.. I just have difficulty. And when I sing, I feel the pain! I will be stuborn for this once.. I will not go to the doctor.. I will just take 'tussils' and never go to the doctor!
Oh Lord please don't lemme loose my voice.. ITS MY LIFE.. It's what im counting on.. please I don't want things to be like that.. just let my tonsils heal.. Please Lord..

Long time.

2008-12-05T12:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE DECEMBER BABIES!!!!!

4th - Sarah Kok
17th - Carina
20th - JOJO((:
25th - JESUS!!! ((:
31st - Felicia

You are all gonna be a year older and wiser((: Congrats!!

Wow.. its been ages since I last blog! Gawd. Alot of things have been happening for the past week. Wait how long have I not blogged? OK for bout 2 weeks.. ok im just plain lazy...

Family problem again.. mum went crazy, scream at her a few harsh phrases.. bet the whole block heard what I said.. dad only threatened to bring her to IMH. I swear, I thought i was gonna die.. I couldn' breathe after fighting with her over a stupid medicated oil that she almost wanted to drink.. When she let go of the bottle without the cap.. it landedon my nose and my mouth. could hardly breathe ok it was super duper hot.. for the next hour i had to hold an ice pack on my face.

Tuition was/is really tiring. Had to tutor my cousins and it was not easy ok. But at least 400bucks a month is worth it eh? NO not really still gotta count my transport money.. and for the last 4 days I have been going to their house! So tiring! Kids are really not easy to handle especially when they didn't do their homework and they give you that puppy dog face. GAWD, sometimes you just wanna do their work for them.

Today's my only off day. Taking my time to blog. Next week's church camp and all of a sudden I just don't fell like going. But since my dear aunt has already paid for me, I should go. OH well.. and Thank God at least there's gonna be Melissa, Sarah and Ingrid there((: Sigh.. malaysia.. You know that's the furthest country I've been to since young ok! I WANNA GO USA!!! Can't they have a camp there or something?

My sister has been going crazy over twilight lately. What's all the fuss about? IT WILL NEVER BEAT HARY POTTER!! NEVER!!! Robert Pattinson looked so much better in Harry potter as Cedric, whatever hapened to him? Look so wierd. Nevermind.

Britney Spears - Circus Video Premiere

WOW!! Pop princess is back! But a little to wild? Ok nvm Im still a fan of her even though there might be something wrong with her.. Did I ever tell anyone that my first real artiste album that I bought was Brintey's 'Baby one more time'? LOL! Well its true.. that was me and my sis's first album ever!

Compare these,

JoJo - National Anthem 2005

Demi Lovato - National Anthem 2008

Incredible eh? Both were good but I still prefer JoJo's! Her voice is amazing, well both voices are amazing((: JoJo's was more grand LOL, Demi's was just well done! I still love them!

Anyway moving on.. My parents bought Jonas Brother's Album! FINALLY! Its crazy man, Now I've got 1 more to collect! Which is their very first album that is! I'll most prob buy with my tuition money((:

Im missing out on alot of chinese stuff lately so I dunno whats new.. So I can't put up anythang. Oh wells But I do know the latest would be the 2008 [V] Power 演唱會 That was held on the 29th of November. Yup. that's bout it actually((: COMING YUP ITS FAHRENHEIT'S CONCERT!!!! WHOOHOO!!!
Ok That's all fer today! I really have to stop eating! gawd.. My stomach has been so satisfied for the last few days!

last few days.. EXHAUSTED!!

2008-11-25T20:00:00.002+08:00

Wow.. Thank God tomorrow Im free all day.. I love it when the house is mine.. -_- I sure hopes 'she' doesn't stay home! I think many poeple know who im talking bout.. hint: not my sister and it can never be my dad.

Im exhausted.. I've been rushing around the world lately.. huh? did I say all around the world? I meant the whole of Singapore. Gawd.. super super exhausted.. adding on, I've got a very bad flu for days already.. its been close to a week since I started having the flu bug. It sure feels good to sit back and relax on this chair and use the com.. havent been blogging.. I think im super duper lazy.

Sunday:
We went to town.. who else? I meant the family.. town was.. well.. the same its just that I dunno why my parents decided to shop like crazy.. Wanna see the number of tubs of Ben and Jerry's they bought home? I'VE NEVER SEEN THEM LIKE THAT BEFORE. Gawd.. if they can buy all these.. can't they at least pay for my fees first? Take a look!

Ok.. Me and my dad shared a tub so there's 3 left.. ITS DARN SWEET.. I think I better stop before I gain weight again.. Tempting but I have to control.. anyway.. besides this I bought a couple of tops and a new pair of shades.. wanna see?

Yeah I know its wierd when I wear it.. so Im just saving this for sunny days ok.. oh wait.. when is SG ever not sunny?! LOL! Ok my humour is so not funny.

Monday:
Supposed to go to joyce's church.. but I had to tutor -_-.. my cousins.. and their neighbour. Well they aren't so bad and no I don't loose my temper when teaching kids. I ever taught a 15-year-old China boy English before ok?! Primary school work. Nope its not difficult you just need patience. AND NO IM NOT GONNA BECOME A TEACHER IN FUTURE! No way.. I can't possibly teach for my whole entire life right?! I wanna be somethin' else..
Anyway, tutoring was fun.. i must admit, I get to learn what primary school kids are learning these days((: Its scary ok.. my cousin showed me her science book showing the reproductive system of male and female already! GAWD. After tutoring their teacher, I had free lunch, my grandmother cooked home cooked food.. AND IT TASTES SO GOOD! I rarely have home cooked food ok.. ever since I entered Secondary school, 'she' starts to get lazy -_-.. I never had proper meals since then.. sad right? but oh well me and my sister had to hunt for food on our own.. well, mostly I do the cooking! And when my dad gets home he has to cook his own noodles.. that lazy oaf is now at home doing nothing.. I HOPE SHE STARTS WORKING PERMANENTLY!!
So anyway.. I told my grandmother all that and she went 'oh you poor ting ah.. okok I cook, i cook!' So she went out and got more ingredients home and started cooking for my family at my cousins house.. A WHOLE TUB OK! I had to lugg home everythang from Woodlands to Lorong Ah Soo ok?! gawd.. super duper heavy.. but I was greatful((:
And so when I got home, I HEARD JOYCE AND COMPANY PLAYED WII LIKE CRAZY!!!!!!!!! I WANNA PLAY TOO!! NO FAIR)): Hmm.. I sure hope she organise another event((:

Today:
Woke up in the morning still very sleepy.. had to rush to serangoon station to meet up with the rest. We were heading to Sentosa. I WAS PISSED! This is the first time I ever waited for anyone till I missed more then 10trains.. I've got tonnes to say ok. But at the same time Im not mad becoz Wan Ting specially made sandwiches for all of us which I totally did not eat. )): So hungry yet I can't eat at all becoz I had to make my way to the dentist!

When we reached Sentosa.. we saw lots of people.. not just any other ordinary people ok.. we saw PL-Lites.. GAWD.. THEIR HAUNTING US EVERYWHERE!!! Give us a break man.. we just left school! To our surprise we also saw.. Ms ferng! LOL.. oh well she still looks the same((:
So after that I totally rushed like crazy to Queenstown for my appointment. I was late but Thank God I was still the earliest to be served! LOL.

Alright that's it for the last few days..

I BOUGHT TEENS AND TEENAGE! Well main reasons.. 1) to get Demi Lovato's Calendar/Poster.. 2) There was Fahrenheit in it! LOL I know its lame but oh well.. I still got it anyways.. still figuring out where to find space for more posters..

Check This Out
Rihanna - Rehab Music Video Featuring Justin Timberlake / HQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0BE26k2eeE0&fmt=18
LOL.. wierd I got a shock when I saw Justin! He's not that young anymore and Rihannah is too young for him.. wierd! But I love it still COZ ITS RIHANNA!

Wizards Of Waverly Place Season2 Episode 1 - Smarty Pants
Part1

Part2 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uq964HGmTw8&feature=related&fmt=18
Part3 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=noemw_cSVgE&feature=related&fmt=18
I so love this sitcom.. Selena is always so funny.. LOL..

Speaking of Sitcoms.. Hannah Montana Season3 is out!

Hannah Montana Season3 Episode 1 - He Ain't A Hottie He's My Brother
Part1

Part2 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nObXTX9wayM&feature=related&fmt=18
Part3 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rnoHlL98g-g&feature=related&fmt=18
They changed the beginning of the song.. dunno why.. hmm but Im starting to find the Hannah Montana humour a little bit boring.. coz sometimes they use the same expressions over and over again.. but still I enjoy watching it((:

霹靂MIT - Opening Song, 飛輪海 (動脈)

I LOVE THIS!!! I can't help it im so sry.. haha But I really want the full song!!!

LOL ok enough ranting((: Im so tired..

REALLY BORED!!!!

2008-11-20T12:00:00.001+08:00

Bet you guys been wondering like all of a sudden I've got a middle name?! Well.. its not really all of a sudden.. So okay here's the secret((:
I was only an infant back then. My mum wanted to give me my middle name 'Samantha' but because my sister's 'Nicole' which was supposed to be her middle name, was not included in her birth cert.. so mine of course had to be taken out. So my name initially was supposed to be (Chew Yingling Charlene, Samantha) and my sis's would be (Chew Yanling Charlotte, Nicole). Yup That's basically it..
My parents did say when I grow up I can add my middle name, which means I'll need lots of 'BLING BLING' S to change/add my middle name((: I think when I move on to the next chapter of my life, I'll allow people to call me 'Sam'.. sounds cool((:

CHANGE OF PLANS! MY PARENTS BOUGHT ME 2 TICKETS TO FAHRENHEIT'S CONCERT AS MY CHRISTMAS PRESENT! I'm so happy((: Oh well though the seating is far back.. at least I'll get to experience what a real concert is like!! Gawd!! I can't wait..!! But the saddest part was.. IF ONLY THEY BOUGHT ME THE TICKETS EARLIER!!!! THEN I COULD'VE GONE UP N STAGE AND SEE AARON FACE TO FACE!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn it.. they should've come later as well.. oh well.. what can i do?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE((: YOU ARE A YEAR OLDER AND WISER!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VANGOH!! One year older and wiser TOO((: And really don't worry You'll definitely become wiser!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AARON AS WELL!!!!!!!! OMG!!! If only I can see him now and wish him in person. My parents recently went crazy as well.. well not really both my parents but just my mum.. She totally bought me like a couple of Fahrenheit posters which spells aaron's name as 'Arron' at comics connection.. WHAT FANTASTIC ENGLISH.. bleagh, but there was one poster which had Aaron's huge face on it(: So i kinda hung that on my bedroom wall. Thank God his english name's not there.. it only has got his chinese name((:

Ngee Ann Poly's Red Camp was alright((: I did have fun becoz all the courses that I've seen were my favourite. But suddenly today I just don't feel like going anymore.. Im beat and I've got a terrible sore throat right now. And my flu's almost cured i think coz my dad gave me panadol. So those favourite courses, I've seen them already.. so not turning up for the next 2 days.. And I heard bout what happened at prom.. someone crashed and burned and never made it even to the next round.. HAHA PATHETIC! (Have ya tried entering the Miss loser Cambridge? Bet you'll win first price hands down!) I havent got to see prom pictures, i wanna see the people in dresses((: Bet some will look really very pretty! I'll start looking for videos on youtube for miss loser.. bet the ratings'll SKY HIGH!! Muah ha ha!!!!

I know this was a long time ago, but I still wanna put this up((:

Selena Gomez - Tell Me Something I Don't Know

I love this song.. I still think Selena Gomez loks realy mature for her age.

Ok.. Hollywood is totally super boring now.. WHATS WRONG WITH THEM MAN?! I can't find anythang that interests me.. And when I say Hollywood I also mean Disney as well. Gawd.. maybe sarah can find movies but.. for me? I'm more of the music kind and I just can't find a particular Artiste that interests me now.. Geez.. So far Selena Gomez was the last Artiste that I listened to. Sigh.. Can more people please take control.. like JoJo, you can release your new single anytime now!!! So can Rihanna!

Now Disney channel asia is starting to show The suite life on deck.. LIKE HELLO?! That came out Months ago in America!!! Gawd.. OH! Demi Lovato's Disney Channel sitcom's comin' up.. Previously known as 'Welcome to Mollywood' but now its 'Sonny With a Chance'. I'm so looking forward to it((: J.O.N.A.S. is also on the making.. I think they're really too busy.. coz of their album promos and not only that, they've still got camp rock 2 to film! gosh.. lots of hard work!

Check this out.
Jesse McCartney - It's Over Music Video Premiere

Cool eh? He's all grown up!! ((: But He ain't that cute anymore.. But I like the way he had a change in genre.. ITS SO R&B NOW! I like it((:

CHECK THIS OUT
我愛黑澀會-[鬼鬼] 30秒包你笑大挑战

LOL SHE'S HILARIOUS!! OMG, she shouldn't have done that! Poor thang.. but ok la.. I laughed till I couldn't eat for the next 15minutes ok!! Gawd. She's so funny!

我愛黑澀會-霹靂MIT , 鬼鬼吻炎亞綸, 小鬼鬧場

I think i sooo love this episode of 我愛黑澀會, BECOZ THERE'S AARON IN IT!! LOL, i dunno rumours been spreading that they're a couple? lol.. I dunno really.. but if so then I can only wish them all the best((:

OK.. im done ranting.. NOW I REALLY GOTTA FIND SOMETHANG TO DO FOR THE HOLIDAYS! I so gotta find a job! Sigh.. at the same time, I'm so nervous bout getting back O's results! ALL THE BEST PEOPLE((:

I met Aaron.. The Crazy week((:

2008-11-17T10:45:00.005+08:00

Oh I feel so tired and worned out.. After the last few days of wierd things happening around me.. The feeling of being free is just great((: NO MORE O LEVELS!! And i know I havent been blogging much.. but hey who cares.. MY BLOG HAS ONLY GOT 8 VIEWERS A DAY I guess.. lol..

CL B was well.. lol I don't wanna talk bout it.. easy yet difficult.. I think the normal Chinese was better off.. throughout the entire paper I was like 'WHY THE HELL DID I EVEN TAKE THIS FREAKING PAPER?' LIKE WIERD K..
Thurs: Job Hunting
GAWD.. We went out almost the whole entire day((: Leens frend took us to the agency, until today.. NO NEWS -_- Oh well.. maybe I should find one on my own first.. lol..

Fri: Steamboat
Steamboat at LJ's house was great((: I had the time of my life((: Well, in the morning we did a little work out though.. BADMINTON! been quite awhile since I last touch my old racket.. until today my leg still hurts k.. freaking lactic acid.. Then later that day went back to LJ's house for steamboat.. Rachel Boen brought her Wii.. OMG I SO GOTTA GET ONE!! ITS SO FUN OK?!! Maybe if I stayed home the entire month just playing Wii, that is if I ever get one, I'LL LOOSE 5KG K!!! LOL.. don't even need to make my way to the gym((: I think im gonna miss everyone.. LOVE YALL BABES..

Sun: The crazy fan/s
I really have to say thanks to the people who went with me yesterday to IMM.. It was/is something I will never ever forget.. lol 'a night to remember' nah not really.. My frens were sweet.. though they weren't fans.. they really chased my idols like crazy((: Fahrenheit was HALF AN HOUR LATE K?! When they came.. the glass door opened.. first out was AARON!!! OMG I FREAKED K!! All the girls went 'AAAAAHHHHHHH' and I was like 'AARON!!' Then for a moment he took a step back held the glass door for awhile, turned back, STARED AT ME FOR 1SEC AND SMILED THE NEXT SEC!!!! RIGHT IN THE EYE OK!!!!!! I SWEAR I COULD SEE NO ONE BUT AARON! I didn't even see wu chun or calvin pass by.. IT WAS LIKE ALL IN A FLASH!! Sadly, Jiro wasn't there.. I was so hoping to see him! But no he didn't appear..

I SO WILL NEVER EVER EVER NEVER EVER EVER NEVER EVER NEVER EVER EVER FORGET THAT SMILE(((: Lemme say this again.. HE LOOKED AT ME AND SMILE K?!!!! So close yet so far.. Honestly speaking.. He's by far the only guy that has got the prettiest eyes I've ever seen K?! Yes.. prettiest!! Ok he's so not gay ok.. just that He's really got pretty eyes.. PRETTIER THAN MINE!! Gawd.. I know the look on my face was priceless last night.. but He's smile in my head is really even more priceless. Though I never got to take any picture.. but I just will never forget that smile he gave me yesterday((:

Fans sang him an early birthday song.. yup((: HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY AARON.. 20/11

It was quite funny at the end.. my company were all ready and sure that they'll exit from where they came.. but it was a decoy.. they went down the tube that was leading'em straight to the carpark where their vehicle awaits. I totally missed it.. but my company never gave up though they weren't fans k?! We so went down some 'ulu' staircase where there were fans waiting there as well.. it was a decoy again.. Fahrenheit just left in a flash..

But all was worth it.. at least I got to see Aaron((: Its the best yet the most tiring day of my life.. Thanks to My sis, Vantay, Leens, Melissa & Sarah.. You guys totally rocked.. they waited for me so long k?! Oh small little thanks to Mel's cousin((: She managed to pass my little letter to aaron((:

Done blogging of what happened last week((:

Last 2 papers..

2008-11-10T12:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THESE PEOPLE!!

VanSeet - 5th

Sis - 7th

Calvin (Fahrenheit) - 10th

Ruth - 11th

Jasmine - 19th

VanGoh - 20th

Aaron (Fahrenheit) - 20th
Rachel - 23rd
Xioa Hui - 30th

Wow.. time flies really very fast! It will be our 2nd last time we'll be stepping in the school, wearing the uniform. Honestly speaking, I'm kinda gonna miss pl lots, all those fun memories we've had and all the sad times too.. so many things have happened during these 5 years of my life and somehow somewhere inside me Im just not ready to leave, yet at the same time i can't wait to get out of the school. The first thing I'll definitely miss would be the teachers.. some are just simply hilarious and some.. oh well you know what teachers can be like?! Anyways, my point is I'll somehow miss all the teachers that have taught me throughout my 5 years. Not forgetting 6 years in Primary school.. PL lives in me for close to 11years now, there's noway I can possibly forget how I lived throughout these years.. Like almost everyone says 'You can take a girl out of PL but you can never take PL out of a girl' .. so true eh?

O-OH YEAH.. I CAN BE DEEP!!

Ok.. so the ratings for HSM3 is a little low.. but so what? LOL.. I'll be my own critic for Disney movies k? That'll make things easier! lol.. I'll give it a 7/10 if you ask me. Well if your not a fan then just scram k?! Oh.. recently someone told me there's a horror movie comin' up.. its called 'Hannah Montana : The movie' scared? freaked out? LOL Its a joke.. all of a sudden I'd rather watch 'Bolt' then that movie.. gosh.. anyways.. speaking of bolt..

Miley Cyrus Feat. John Tavolta - I Thought I Lost You

From The Disney Channel Original Movie : Bolt

Oh yeah colaboration are getting wierd these days if you ask me.. lol but I kinda like the song though it really sounds like there's a frog ruinning everything.. LOL but not being mean.. Honestly I like the song..

17 Again Movie Trailer

ITS ZAC EFRON!!! OMG He's so cuu... anyways.. ahem.. He's just really charming.. BESIDES THAT POINT, he's an awesome actor.. still dunno why he's proposing to a wierdo girl.. I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH THIS! So cool!! And did you see that? He looks freaking wierd with that hair style.. gawd..

Speaking of which.. have you guys seen the recent Cole and Dylan Sprouse? Know the twins on 'The suite life of zack and cody' and 'the suite life on deck'? yep.. They've grown and they're really very cute now.. lol.. I have a feeling they'll grow up to be just like Zac efron.. cute an... ok nvm.. just check them out k?! Yup that's them!!

霹靂MIT IS OUT!!!! CHECK THIS OUT!! Gawd.. aaron looks so SHUAI!!! ((:

霹靂MIT Episode 1 Part 1

Ok I know Im going crazy but I can't help it!! He's so shuai!! The opening song is sung by Fahrenheit.. You know now they have got 2 missing songs.. 1 was the opening for Fan Gun Ba Dan Chao Fan.. the other would be for this show.. MISSING OK!! I want the song! Heard their coming to Sg this week?? I DUNNO, IF SO I WANNA GO MEET AARON!!!

A new drama for both Ariel&Joe called Love or Bread.. comin' up.. haha these 2 acting again.. cool((: but they havent finish the story for 'They kissed again'. I HOPE THEY DO!!

OK IM LOOKING FORWARD TO CHRISTMAS ALREADY((:

BOOO!! HAHAH...

2008-10-31T21:40:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLADYS!! AND HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!

IT IS ME OR ARE TEENAGERS TODAY GOING OUTTA CONTROL??

Hilary Duff - Reach Out Music Video
WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?? I know its halloween but she's not scary at all.. she just freaking me out that's all.. Gawd.. what went wrong man??

Kat DeLuna - In The End Music Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UVFb2zxu4Nw
Gawd.. SHE'S BACK PEOPLE!! Oh she's good((:

Ok Lemme end off with all the favourites.. Everyone said HSM3 rocked.. I have to admit.. it was awesome! Oh did i say that already? Well lemme say it one more time then... IT ROCKS AND IT WAS AWESOME!!

Its Now Or Never, I just wanna say this,
Right Here, Right Now
you should know that I Want It All
so Can I Have This Dance?
coz I just want it to be A Night To Remember
And I Just Want To Be With You.
Don't Walkaway and don't Scream,
We're All In This Together
and I want the rest of my life
to feel just like High School Musical!

OH YEAH!! I MADE THIS ALL MYSELF!! Cool eh? I still love The last movie.. BETTER THAN THE FIRST 2!! The words in orange are the song titles on the soundtrack of HSM3.. GO WILDCATS FANS!! ok i've officially gone crazy.. lol..

Music Videos For HSM3
Now Or Never - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wtHYZoYQHlY
Right Here, Right Now - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pmBbMj54QK0
I Want It All - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W4rtZBJShNA
Can I Have This Dance - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lW-1Ytwn4a4 , Second part not revealed yet (Troy's part)
A Night To Remember - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BYtVNoJ7OJU
Just Wanna Be With You - Not Out
The Boys Are Back - Not Out
Walkaway - Not Out
Scream - Not Out
High School Musical - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OhxI9eAYIMs

Enjoy!! ((:

Now MOVIES TIME!!

Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince 2nd Trailer

I loved the last part.. lol Hermione hits Harry.. haha oh and is that Emma KISSING Rupert? OMG LA?!! But I know Daniel will definately be kissing Bonnie.. and more and more to come.. I CAN'T WAIT!!

They Came From Upstairs Movie Trailer

See a familiar face there? YUP!! Its Ashley Tisdale everybody! I think this movie's gonna be like E.T. except a more animated version.. oh wells.. we'll just have to watch or we'll never know..

Well exams are not going to smoothly for me.. I know I screwed most of the subjects and I just don't wanna think bout it.. I have a bad feeling bout my exams and at the same time I have just very little confidence only.. Im really afraid of failing O's if you ask me.. I just hope that They'll moderate and I can only turn to God for help.. I just hope for the rest of the exams would be a breeze.. at least I hope..

Still wanna say.. ALL THE BEST TO ALL CANDIDATES!!!

Goodbye to you...

2008-10-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

I wanna say goodbye to my giving grand aunt. She's always so cheerful and always gave us 50bucks for CNY. Love how she used to be..

May you always be happy with God now and forever. The last thing she said to me touched my heart. It as so sad that I nearly cried.

" Go out and do your best, You already look like a scholar to me. "

I'll always remember this line though I don't think I can do it. You'll always be remebered.

She moved on at 12.30pm this afternoon

I'm free currently.. well not really

2008-10-24T22:30:00.001+08:00

People taking the O's, CHIONG ALL THE WAY K?! DON'T GIVE UP!! Let's hope they all moderate up.. LOL

Anyways, o's wasn't going too smoothly.. well i have to admit, I memorise things at the last minute so when i did the papers they were definately difficult yet managable at he same time to me. DON'T WANNA TALK BOUT IT NO MORE..

I've been so lag in hollywood.. I've got no idea whats up in hollywood anymore.. all I know is the recent that I watched today was HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!! And it rocked ok.. gawd I so wanna watch it again.. coz the seats that we got were BAD.. they were 1st row seats and at the corner ok?! Imagine how me and my sis have to strain our necks? GAWD!! But I got to see Zac Efron.. He's getting cuter everytime.. am I right or am I right?!
We wanted to book the tickets at first, when my sister went to look up in the cinemas.. our jaws dropped.. in ALL the cinemas and in EVERY TIMINGS they had were ALL 3/4 BOOKED ALREADY! EVEN AT BLOODY MIDNIGHT OK?! Gawd.. I didn't expect it to be so.. so.. SO GOOD, I thought it was gonna be a disappointment but NO.. IT WAS AWESOME! they really put in a great deal of effort into the last of the last film which really impressed i think almost everyone.. I know i was impressed though the storyline was a lil.. well.. not very nice but the songs are nicer((:
PS: THIS MESSAGE IS ONLY FOR THOSE WHO ENJOY DISNEY FILMS, IF NOT THEN SCRAM!!

I've a got lots of information flowing though i don't use the com. Well here's something, Zac Efron is gonna plan a grand engagement for Vanessa Hudgens.. I know this is not today's news neither was it last week.. it was about few months ago but oh well thought i should just let yall know..

Check this out

Various Artists - Just Stand Up[Live performance]

Cool eh.. except someone in there don't quite fit in don't you think? I think we all know who it is.. But most importantly It has got my Favourite stars up there((: Fergie, Mary J.Blidge, Rihanna, Leona Lewis, Carrie Underwood, Mariah Carey, Nicole Scherzinger, Ashanti and Natasha Beddingfield((: LOVE'EM.. This is for 'Stand up to Cancer' .. Cool((:

Demi & Selena doing a new movie.. together((: WOW.. lol I can't wait..

This month is gonna be a month that I must forget the sad times.. particularly something that happened on my birthday. Oh well, don't wanna talk bout it but still I wanna thank sarah and melissa for getting me a cake((: CG was the only time i blew candles.. And Cheryl too!! ((: Thanks for the cake<33
Oh well I don't blame people for forgetting me.. but when it comes to promises especially between close friends, I hate it when it breaks and its equals to lying. Please, to all reading this, never make empty promises to a close friend, especially a dedicated one, its = to lying and its not very nice as you make a person wait like a bloody fool. I never felt so betrayed in my whole entire life.. Whats wit the 'I'll never forget you' & 'We have to meet up every holidays' & 'I will miss you', when you don't even know whether you can keep them. First and foremost im sick an tired, secondly, it was a friendship that i hold so dear and yet it just break to pieces without a word.. and please it feels like now NONE of you even knew me at all, don't even need say you'll miss me.
I can't believe I remembered all those birthdays for nothing, even those not close to me I make it a point to jot it down somewhere.. I was stupid to be such a loyal friend.. It makes me feel even more like an idiot and the worst part, when a promise is broken is like a sign of saying = you were never a friend to me at all. Its heart breaking and it makes me feel like a failure as a friend.
Here's a quote from me: Never make empty promises to a close/loyal/good friend it is equals to lying.

I've learnt a valuable lesson and i would never do it to my friends at all. I say things that i mean but not entirely straight forward though to hurt others.

Ok I better get back to O's.. 3 more weks to freedom!! CHIONG EVERYONE!!! BREAK A LEG, it means good luck in show biz ((:

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL3: SENIOR YEAR ROCKS!!!!

AWAY A LONG LONG TIME

2008-10-13T21:45:00.001+08:00

I'M GONE

I'm just kiddin'((:

I'LL JUST BE GONE FOR A MONTH. NOT AVAILABLE NOW... O'S NOW!! EVERYBODY CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!!! ALL THE BEST TO ALL O'S AND A'S CANDIDATES!!

I havent blown any candles.. no, not a single one..

2008-10-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

Livia - 13th October
PL - 14th October
Vanessa Tay - 24th October
Eunice - 27th October
Gladys - 31st October

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL!!! If I missed out any of your names for October babies.. I apologise.. this is all I can remember..

I guess it ain't a very happy birthday for me.. it was more of a disappointed birthday, felt like those promises made previously were all empty.. Why make promises when you don't know or unsure of keeping it? What's with the 'Really.. I Promise' when you really don't know whether in time to come it'll change? 'Promise' is a really strong word, please think before using it.. I don't wanna feel used again.. Today I declare the worst day of my WHOLE ENTIRE life.. I feel like all those friendship was a joke.. like nothing happened.. yet its so hard to forget all those happy memories.. Im feeling like all those memories are being thrown back at me.. im utterly disappointed. And home was like?? WHAT?? it was like Im the slave for the day, i didn't know that being slammed by door at my face would hurt so much.. I don't wish to leave the house for the next 2 days.. don't wish to talk to anyone either.. but if you call me i won't hang up on you((:

Still, I want to thank..
Adora - Your little hand made cards by (A&A) Company and for being my tissue paper again!!
Eileen - Sweet message and for understanding me((:
Gladys - Sweet message and 3rd in line!! LOL
Jasmine - The picture that I have already forgotten we took months back! Was major shocking and SUPER sweet((:
Joyce - The photo and the letter((:
Ken Siew - Sweet postcard that i really never expected! Major shock! LOL!
Ruth - A cool pencil box that I've never seen before! Don't look cheap! 4th in line!
Sarah - HAH my new box of tissue for the eveningand for comforting me((: 2nd in line!!
Sis - 5th in line
VanGoh - LOL remembering me((:
VanSeet - Accompanying me((:
VanTay - The unglam picture that somehow wish to keep it in my com!! LOL 1st in line!
Celine, Felicia, Yixi and many more((: Im sorry if I missed your name or somehow forgotten.. And all those more to come also.. Thank you like a million times((: ALL wishes are appreciated!

I can't really see much now.. my eye sight is blurred, so i think I won't blog so much.. But just to make myself happy.....

I'VE GOT F!RST MAG!! Guess which group of people's on the front page?! LOL like of course the all time movie of the month.. i think, no offense sarah but to me i think it is.. LOL Besides that I also got Lime Mag! Guess who's on front page? ZAC EFRON!! If you don't think he's cute.. then go away.. GET OUT, LEAVE.. nah im just joking.. GAWD I've got HSM postcards and not giving to anyone!! Wait.. I doubt anyone will want it.. HAHA here's something to laugh at..

HSM Parody @ Teens Choice Awards 2007

LOL Did you see who was there as well? they were actually there to watch it! hahaha cool((:

You know what would be a perfect gift for me? Its a secret((: Anyway right now I'd really love to get some albums to add to my collection((:

Demi Lovato - Don't Forget
S.H.E - FM S.H.E
Jonas Brothers - A Little Bit Longer
PussyCat Doll - Doll Domination
High School Musical 3

Unfortunately.. I can only stare at them in stores.. wait Demi lovato's album is not out.. so is HSM.. lol

ok I left 4 hours of self pity.. after that im done wit today..

back.. and i feel accomplished!!

2008-09-21T23:30:00.000+08:00

Art didn't go to well for the last few days.. all of us panicked and panicked like crazy.. even those not interested also putting in a form of effort just so to hand in something to the markers.. Some of us pissed some of us fumed.. well i guess we were all really tired after prelims..

Speaking of prelims.. my grades aren't that good also.. I've got few shocking results and few expected results.. so in total.. all were still bad. Im still getting F9s and this time the number of subjects I've failed is higher than mid-years.. I guess I cried because I was angry with myself and I really thank God for Joyce, Vantay and Shazzy to wake me up.. They very well know whats wrong with me so I kinda got a 'wake up call' from them. I can only blame myself for blaming art all the time, can tell that they were kinda pissed at me too! Gosh i had no intention to piss anyone off.. So im sorry if I did, its high time I start what i should've started long ago..

The next few months have got lots of B'days!! This month we've already got few((:

18th Sept - Sarah
22nd Sept - Jess
26th Sept - Cheryl

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE!! You are all 1 year older and wiser! Gosh I've got not time to blog bout upcoming birthdays.. next few weeks are gonna be bus and I made a deal with myself that I can only blog, surf the net on sundays.. if not.. NOT AT ALL!! So yeah if you don't see online.. well there another gadget called the cell phone!! Unless you don't have my number.. lol [like who wants to contact me right?] haha

Disney channel's really getting me hooked.. so much to see yet so little time.. There's so many things coming up and yeah hollywood's getting boring.. more and more wierd stars are comin' up and the music they make is getting worse!! Only for a fair few.. gosh MY POOR EARS!! Anyway.. Check this out

The Suite Life On Deck Very First Episode
Part 1 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pjd6Iqpmzcs
Part 2 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Alt4B1RXD44
Part 3 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pKBHcDLMw-4

Cool eh?!! Totally new episodes!! I can't wait for more.. really enjoy the little rascals acting.. haha so funny..

The DC Games 2008 5 challenges
Go check it out on Youtube k? There's a challenger sent from SG!! Dunno whats his name but he's featured on SG Disney's very on 'As the Bell Rings' it is an original series from Disney in SG.. the series can only be found on starhub Mobile.. anyway.. I watched the DC Games and thought that the Jonas brothers are really really very competitive.. odd.. lol.. the most competitive would b the youngest.. Nick.. OMG!! And There are so many USA Challengers.. The cheetah Girls, JOnas Brothers, cast of camp rock, the sprouse twins and so many USA performers too!! But its kinda interesting to watch actually((:

Check this out..

Selena Gomez - Fly to Your Heart

Wow she sure does look pretty in this video!!.. People have been doing some 'debate' between Miley and Selena.. and most would say Selena is more talented.. oh well.. i don't wanna take side..

anyway.. nothing much bout hollywood except the fact that loads of people working on new upcoming albums..

Ashely Tisdale,
Britney Spears,
Christina Aguilera,
Corbin Bleu,
Enrique Iglesias,
Hilary Duff,
Justin Timberlake,
Kat DeLuna,
Kelly Clarkson,
Lindsay Lohan,
Selena Gomez,
S.H.E,
Tank (Taiwan)

and.. um I can't remember anymore.. lol.. maybe rihanna an Chris Brown? I dunno I remembered I had a whole list in my mind and now I forgot..

Lots Of albums are gonna be released.. soon

Christina Aguilera - Keeps Getting Better
Demi Lovato - Don't Forget
Disney's - Princess DisneyMania
Hayden Panettiere - Falling Down
High School Musical 3: Senior Year
S.H.E - 11th Studio Album
Sugababes - Catfights and Spotlights

LOL ok I've officially lost it!!.. LOL.. I dunno anymore k.. Im completely lagging in celebrity stuff nowadays.. to busy with school stuff.. not that im studying or anything.. lol..

I'll study hard!! I hope to do well.. oh man Im really starting to panic actually.. OH LORD PLEASE HELP ME!!

updates..

2008-09-13T13:30:00.001+08:00

OMG! I realise.. hollywood is super boring!! Like now.. there's nothing much going on in hollywood.. Nowadays its all bout Disney.. gosh, everyone's moving in to Disney.. WHATS WRONG WITH EVERYONE!!

Im now downloading DVDs from net that won't come out in SG anytime soon.. or maybe never.. so thats why im downloading.. See.. when your in SG, this is one of the disadvantage.. I WANNA GO NEW YORK! Gosh, can't wait till I fly there..

Check this out, ITS ALYSON STONER!!

Hey hey, who's at the back? isn't it Lucas Grabeel?! LOL.. I can't wait to watch it.. well though its not that interesting but I really wanna watch it.. Alice Upside Down

The Suite Life Of Zack And Cody - Mr. Tipton Comes To Visit

Part1

Part2 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nfVmksp9XKQ

Part3 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cMjQKU5K3rs

Again Yall should know why I put up the first episode.. lol.. Its really funny should go watch it and ease your mind ya know? prelims over anyway! So RELAX!

I've got something interesting to..

Emily Osment - Once Upon A Dream

Cool eh? Im thinking she sings better than Miley Cyrus? LOL.. no offense but I really prefer Emily Osment.. LOL This video is in promo for the Princess Mania Soundtrack and Sleeping Beauy DVD extended version.. COOL!

OKOK.. I watched 1 episode of Hot Shot 籃球火yesterday.. I must say, my first time watching Luo Zi Xiang acting, im impressed that he can really act so dramatically.. gosh.. what a major shock.. And after not watching Jerry Yan act for decades.. LOL, im shocked that he can act comedy shows.. amazing eh? Its so dramatic and you can really feel that the characters somehow fit all of them.. cool!

check this out!

霹靂MIT Trailer

WOW the tension is amazing... AND DID YOU SEE THE ENDING? 鬼鬼 KISSED AARON!! 小鬼's heart just broke into a million pieces.. OMG! Well that's really not it.. there'll be more kissing scenes during the show.. wow.. 鬼鬼is really one lucky girl, the way aaron act is super cool! SHUAI DAI LE!! OMG, he's perfect for acting cold roles.. Well but he ain't that serious when he's offset.. lol, can't stand him when he's so serious!! I think the director for this particular drama is great.. BUT WAIT, I havent watched the entire show yet, its not even shown yet so I don't wanna get my hopes up too high and expect too high from this drama.. Im afraid it'll be very different from what Im expecting.. But just by judging the trailer.. I think its gonna be a great drama! EVEN BETTER THEN HOT SHOT!

Ok, im still not done wit art.. and really getting on my nerves.. I can't stand it, after art is art after art is still gonna be art.. DAMN IT! If only we did things alot faster during the june hols.. we'll probably end a month ago.. SIGH..

just bored, wanna fight for rights?

2008-09-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

im just being random right now..

I wanna fight for whats right.. but its tiring to keep pushing back..
Its shit tiring k..

Ok I'll get what i want after everything's done.. Im starting to get boiled and heated up.. but I'll pretend as if they don't owe me anything for the time being.. not just yet.. THE PAR-TEY HAS ONLY JUST BEGUN.. Oh yeah you guys ain't seen nothin' yet.. Wanna know what im playing at? well just wait till we leave school k?! Well if you've been on the hot topics bout school lately.. EVERYONE.. yes ANYONE LIKE EVERYONE knows what im talking bout.. oh this is so fun.. ITS GONNA BE PAYBACK SOON! Well if your on my team and can clearly guess what's up? ALRIGHT you all are more than welcomed to join our team! Hmm. here's a quote, 'Can all animals understand each other's language? Like a (QUACK QUACK) and da (WOOF WOOF)??' Wow amazing eh? Unfortunately, my rabbit can't understand my guinea pig so they must be 1 heck of animals?!

Wanna know what I think bout VMAs? I think Britney does deserve the awards she won.. don't laugh! Well it could be out of pity but I still think she's under pressure that's why she been behaving strangely lately.. don't get me wrong, not being sarcastic, I'm really speakin' it from my heart((: Well she used to be my idol so I just wanna show some love ya know?! Anyway.. VMAs was a hit.. Russell Brand teased Jonas Brothers.. could tell almost the whole crowd there didn't enjoy the show he hosted.. (you suck man!) How dare he talk bout my Jonas Brothers?! Gosh get a life seriously.. I know Christina ROCKED DA HOUSE AS WELL! And HSM cast presented her((:

Fight between Selena&Demi, Miley&Mandy.. whose side are ya on? Well just by judging the videos.. Im on Selena's&Demi's side.. Miley is so immature i mean look at that copy cat.. post it on youtube then post another video saying your sorry? Fer what? just only causing trouble..

Im done ranting.. nothing much to say.. LOL..
Tell me something I don't know?! lol.. bunch of freaks always gets on ma nerves..

let's start.. start.. start the party!

2008-09-06T12:00:00.002+08:00

I haven't blogged FOR AGES! No actually its just a week.. gosh.. Im not really that busy.. force myself not to blog daily. gosh.. its been a week since i updated! I better do it while i can before my computer crashes.. [its going to jam up becoz of all the movies and soundtracks im downloading]

Anyway.. what better way to start off with Chinese stuff?!

The Lengend Of Brown Sugar Chivalries, no idea what that is.. But its a crap show.. lol. 黑糖群俠傳 Which same old group would be acting in a show like that? But of course! Hey Girl and Lollipop.. LOL I watched the first 2mins of the show.. found it extremely -_-.. The show's bloody lame.. only if your fans or you've really got nothing to do then go watch.. if not, don't even think bout watching it!

Speaking of Hey Girl..

黑Girl - 女生 MV

This is the only song that I like from them.. lol.. although their first single did get stuck in my head for 5 consequtive days! gosh..

霹靂MIT won't be coming out any time soon.. probably after We all finish O's! YES!! Well, it's waiting for Hot Shot to finish first.. haha!! I can't wait((:

No I can't wait any longer.. English stuff now!

I Just watched Cheetah girls 3.. It was fantastic.. the colaboration wit India was perfect! It was a great movie((: I loved it.. Well I heard they're workin' on Cheetah Girls 4?! LOL.. well I'll support all the way then!

I watched A couple of movies this week and well yeah I won't speak of certain disturbing movie that is still polluting and floating in my brains.. LOL.. that Movie's actually Pathology. LOL Sarah go try sneek in if you really wanna see.. haha.. its totally polluting my brains.. So i watched Disney movies to clear my brains..

I watched, Picture This! (Ashley Tisdale), College Road Trip(Raven Symone, Brenda Song & Lucas Grabeel), Death Race.. And Im gonna watch, Another Cinderella Story(Selena Gomez & Dreww Seely) and Soccer Mom(Emily Osment) by this week((:

TOMORROW DISNEY'S GONNA SHOW CAMP ROCK! I know I've watched it.. but I still wanna watch it again((: JONAS CRAZE!!!

High School Musical 5 Songs Leaked

5 tracks of High School Musical has been leaked.. I dunno where but lots of people have been putting up the songs on youtube.. LOL.. I've listen to them all and well.. they sound better than the last! Listen to 'Right Here, Right Now' By Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens.. SO ROMANTIC! Its a really great song! Well if you're not a fan.. just ignore what I said..

Check this out.. JoJo Just released a track.. It not so new but its a song for T-pains cover.. i think.. the track was released on her myspace and the song is.. WHOOOOO Im glad she's back!! Enjoy! Its called 'Can't Believe It'..

Linking to JoJo..

Ne-yo - Miss Independent

This video.. song sounds familiar? Those who are A fan of JoJo.. well this song was taken from JoJo's 'Baby It's You'.. cool eh? Ne-Yo Sampled it and used it! and I thought that the song is FANTASTIC! LOL.. cool remix!

JoJo - Baby It's You

Cool eh?! This was when she was only 14.. OMG!! How time flies! Seemed just yesterday 'The High Road' just came out! LOL.. but this song is in her first album..
Alright.. Im done ranting bout music.. well sorta.. one last thing.. Do you know what Demi lovato's real name is?! Its Demetria Devonne Lovato! What a long and beautiful name right? ohoh.. and get this.. I knew this long ago but if your not a fan of Miley Cyrus.. wanna know why she's called Miley? Here's her real name.. Destiny Hope Cyrus.. cool huh? Because she smiles so much her dad calls her Smiley.. then later it changed to Miley.. LOL.. and get this.. recently there's a hoax saying that She's pregant?! gosh.. whoever would come up with such rumour! I know she's wild but pregant now? come on.. she's got little fans looking up to her! She wouldn't do anything like that! And she's got an upcoming movie.. please no time to have sex la!

This week is terrible.. I HAVE TO 'RESTART' ART!! Wanna know why? Coz i told ms nair I wanted at least a B for art.. SIGH!! Then she helped me change almost everything.. i think without her.. I'l probably fail.. -__- LOL... OK.. I hope I do finish my art in time.. I hope.. oh please lemme finish it in time!

still on..

2008-08-30T13:00:00.001+08:00

Teacher's day was WHACKED! I went crazy looking for teachers.. met lots of pl-lites.. not much changes but still they some how changed.. haha ok so I woke up like 4am in the morning just to bake muffins for teachers.. and well yeah It was awesome, i dunno why but I felt so awake! I've never baked muffins for quite a long time so when I baked my first batch.. the whole tray was burnt! LOL Second batch was fine so on and so forth..

I baked Chocolate and Blueberry muffins.. interesting? lol I dunno I started from scratch and I purposely came late to school to finish up all the presents.. Well its my last year and I wanna say that I really do appreciate the teachers((:

For the last few days.. paper was SUPER TRICKY, I kept crapping my way through and I just won't forget that I slept for my bio paper ok! I slept and woke quite a few times.. and what I wrote in there WAS CRAP! Ok not just bio but lots of other papers as well.. totally crap! Gosh.. I hope I don't fail badly..

Anyway, went bowling with a couple of new friends yesterday((: It was awesome! The best game I ever played!! All thanks to my personal trainer, MY Dad!! LOL, he ain't professional but he just thought me the basics whenever we bowled.. cool eh? My score was 117 at the end of the game and I swear that was my best game ever! Awesome! Even I couldn't believe it myself! 1strike and 3spares.. awesome game.. HAHA!! We went bowling with Vangoh and Sarah and more of Vangoh's poly friends.. AMAZING!! Supposed to watch Wall.E but we went bowling instead!
When I came home my sis said 'I went to watch Wall.E, SO CUTE!' And I was like NO WAY! sigh.. I WANNA WATCH WALL.E!!

Anyway.. Check this out..

Selena Gomez - Tell Me Something I Don't Know Video Premiere

This video IS BORING!! I expected better from her! Oh well.. I guess Demi is still better.. but somehow I kinda like her baby look.. haha THATS ALL!! I just don't understand why they'd have to make such a boring video..

I know this video was out A LONG TIME AGO but still I wanna put this up.. ITS FANTASTIC!!

Jonas Brothers - Burnin' Up Music Video

I LOVE THEM!! LOL but i still thought this video was a lil' lame.. other than that I JUST LOVE'EM!

Catch this..

Hannah Montana, When You Wish You Were The Star Featuring Jesse McCartney
Part 1 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdbKrHA-Hg4
Part 2 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fzxdk0o119k
Part 3 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WIJ-1_Gqgjw
I know this is lame.. but I can't help it Jesse is on it!! He's so cute!! OMG!! I love him haha..

Ok Im super crappy and I wanna eat.. will blog sometime next week.. ITS THE HOLIDAYS!! But I still gotta study)): oh well..

Updates!!

2008-08-26T19:05:00.001+08:00

I just realise that.. JOJO'S MOVIE CAME OUT LIKE 2WEEKS AGO AND IM LIKE THE LAST TO WATCH!! Gosh.. what kind of a fan am I?! anyways I watched it and thought that it was really FASTASTIC WITH AN A++ AND A THUMBS UP!! Gosh.. the way she acted was really awesome and.. yeah kinda like 'the bad side of JoJo' but I don't think she'll turn out that way.. at least I hope not..

TRUE CONFESSIONS OF A TEENAGE HOLLYWOOD STARLET MOVIE
Part 1- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vDJgO2OqzHk
Part 2- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kust3icXoqc
Part 3- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VXMon11Ls84
Part 4- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ijPjxaGdAdE
Part 5- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SMmTppGu3ts
Part 6- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pnAkJcksAxs
Part 7- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PLiU1yH7fP8
Part 8- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=20ZO8ab539E
Part 9- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bTZH_K3JxJQ
Part 10- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DIFTygm76ds
Part 11- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QyX4nX-kbKY
Ok I know this looks FREAKING long.. but you have ta have ta watch it! Well im not only saying it as a really number 1 fan and all but I'm really saying it because it talks alot about a celebrity life.. BUT she's not this wild you think she is.. she's still under the control of her mother and I think its not embarrassing to have someone pulling you back when being a celebrity.. It keeps your moral up and not fall into any trap like rehab or i dunno.. doing somethings stupid like how Lindsay ruin her own.. ok I won't comment much on that.. so anyways just WATCH IT!!
And for those of you who go to clubbing alot, (good luck with that, coz your gonna need it..)

JoJo really lives up to her name and she's trying to make a clear statement that once you're in.. its hard to come out and its STUPID AND CHILDISH to hang out like that coz you're gonna end up hurting yourself and all the friends that you'll be having are all FAKERS, LOSERS AND LIARS.. No one can live a real life when you're in THIS world.. You'll end up suicidal.. and I have to agree with her because its really not a way to solve problems.. Why waste lives when people out there are dying and crying for help.. and us? We mistreat ourselves and destroy ourselves.. become something we're not.. I feel that its a really disgusting character, its called NO LIFE. So seriously.. these people really need TO GET A LIFE! Im talking in general.. not anout anyone in particular so if you think im talking about you then whatever.. I don't really care coz there are no specific names up here.

Anyways.. JoJo actually said 'fugly' on this film.. I can't believe it.. haha She used bitch and I think the F word if im not wrong coz there's this part where the ball hit her and she scolded this girl 'fugly bitch.. bitch.. BITCHY BITCH BITCH' and da '******!"£$%^&*' all came out.. LOL!! That part was really something.. haha. But nothing much anyways, I know she's still a normal girl and workin' on her 3rd studio album!! OH YEAH! I can't wait.. but she said 'early next year'?! I can't wait that long! oh man this sucks.. but I'll expect high expectations((:

Speaking about life.. check this out..

The Veronicas - Take Me On The Floor

This video is WHACKED!! Seriously.. whats happen to'em?! One of them don't look good and at least the other has got some flesh left! OMG.. I hope they don't get screwed up.. its far worse than I thought! But still their music rocks and I hpe the next time they do a better video..

I know I should be studying now.. but my exams are totally screwed.. I just hope I don't really screw everything up.. well I just hope it'll be much better than mid-years.. I know there might be little chance but I guess I'll just have to hope.. Just only a few papers and I already how bad im gonna do.. i wish I had the brains of EISTEIN, that way I'll not have to worry about another test.. I'll just invent a robot to do my papers! Well i guess that'll never be possible..

Anyways.. so many things have happened over the past few weeks.. but currently now really not in the mood to talk bout personal life.. I've thought bout it and for now.. I'll only update on celebrity life.. nothing much is gonna be about me unless something really happens and I gotta blog bout my personal life then yeah. So I gotta run before anyone catches me online..

OH OH!! tmr look up in the sky at night ok?! THERE'LL BE 2 MOONS IN THE SKY.. And Its mars.. yeah.. its kinda near us and the reflection comes from the moon so yeah something like that I dunno JUST LOOK UP IN THE SKY AT NIGHT OK?!

UPDATE!!

2008-08-23T21:20:00.000+08:00

Ok i know updating during the exams aren't good.. but still I CAN'T HOLD BACK ANYMORE!! There so much to say and so much to tell.. for both English and Chinese MUSIC!!

Ok I shall start with the not so interesting one which would be the chinese MUSIC!

Ok so 黑Girl is really not bad.. coz they've got more fans than I thought! But still I don't really fancy them.. anyway, whatever..

黑Girl - OOXX Music Video - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zaoHRXedyyk
Well.. though they still act cute and all, I have to admit.. their figures are really TOO THIN!! They don't have much hotness.. so nothing much..

Now Channel [V] is coming up with a new programme called shui shui nu sheng or something.. lol.. I dunno.. And if im not wrong, 模范棒棒堂 ain't gonna continue with anymore episodes?? I dunno but I saw an episode where all of them were crying something bout 舍不得each other or something.. well the whole entire episode of course was in chinese.. YALL EXPECT ME TA KNOW CHINESE THAT WELL?! Sigh.. they were all in tears and crying quite badly.. oh well I dunno really hehe..

S.H.E is on their new album! OMG.. weird.. somehow I know I shouldn't be saying this but I really can't wait for it?! OMG.. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WIT ME..
Movin' on is still 黑Girl, their new video for 女生 will be bradcasted on 25/8 .. and their album will be out on 28/8 if im not wrong haha.. i dunno Im not their producer..

Now's English music time!! I've got so much to say! I know Im supposed to be studying but I just can't study at home.. I know im gonna flunk my prelims.. so come what may.. whatever.. haha but that doesn't mean I never study the entire day..

Ok Let's start of with the Disney side..
The Cheetah Girls: One World premiered yesteday on America's Disney channel.. which means its not out in asia yet! This time they collaborated with BOLLYWOOD!! That's right.. there's nothin' wrong wit ma spelling if you're wondering.. Yeah and I thought the collaboration was gonna be GRR..EAT!! OMG.. Its so exciting.. haha.. I have their entire soundtrack already and they sound FANTASTIC with all the Indian remixes.. I really enjoyed the music..

DEMI LOVATO is back right after singing 'This is real.. this is me..' Yeah.. that's right! Its Camp Rock! She's back with her very new album Don't Forget.. and the first song already sound fantastic [p.s I'd rather buy Demi Lovato's album then Miley Cyrus']
Enjoy..

Demi Lovato - Get Back Music Video Premiere

This video is awesome.. OK I take back what I said about hating her.. I totally look up to her.. her voice is fantastic! ya know.. I think I should get her album.. I'll think about it.. [i probably don't have to get it because my mum will be the first to get it.. so.. I don't have to worry.. haha]

The all new her has grown ALOT and hre's what she has to say at the 16th birthday..

Finally 16! - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HsZsHkBSbFI
Go check it out k.. I really think she has grown and yeah.. Happy Birthday Demi!

Now.. HSM3 has got a new music video.. check this out..

I Want It All - Sharpay & Ryan Evans, High School Musical 3

This video is weird.. and Sharpay is still back to square one.. as scheming as ever! geez.. I wonder what's HSM4 gonna be like..

Speaking of HSm.. Zac efron is a rascal! I didn't know he played pranks on the casts!! So this time They're getting back at him.. check this out..

Zac Efron Gets pranked on set of HSM3 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K8ZCfwvztuM
Its so funny.. LOL!! Its really Hilarious.. but well all those not Disney fans.. forget what I just said ok?!
So continuing this HSM spirit.. take a look at the 'Behind the scenes' for HSM3..
HSM3 - Scrapbook - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZwDpZcjpiU
Cool.. so much fun and laughter.. haha.. well those who say HSM sucks.. I've got no comments on that.. LOL, I just wanna be myself and say.. I really look forward to HSM3((: and that ain't gonna change ma mind..

Moving on.. I SAW CHRIS BROWN ON DISNEY!! And speaking of the Cheetah Girls.. gosh.. I just can't wait for yall ta see this.. whatever it is.. this episode is darn hilarious and I have never seen anythang so exciting and worth waiting for.. though its a Disney production.. but well.. haha..

The Suite Life Of Zack & Cody Featuring Chris Brown & The Cheetah Girls
Doin' time in suite 2330 Part 1 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aIRH-lmHsmc
Doin time in suite 2330 Part 2 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U-3Kw6q-API
Doin' time in suite 2330 Part 3

Doin' time in suite 2330 Part 4 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=786E_UXERH0
Ok why i put part 3 up its because.. ITS THE PART WHERE CHRIS BROWN AND THE CHEETAH GIRL DO THEIR THANG' !! Gosh.. this is so awesome.. LOL I hope you guys enjoy.. well just something to cheer you guys up during the prelims?! So really.. you guys should watch it to relax yourselves..

Now Movin' on to real stars..

Cassie - Official girl Music Video Premiere

Wow.. SHE IS DROP DEAD HOT!! Look at her figure man!! Its perfect with a triple X there!! wow!! Yeah she did grew alot compared to her first album((: awesome girl!!

Maroon 5 - Goodnight Goodnight - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WLIZEMm-Cyw
Well this video is kinda boring. LOL.. not really my type.. but still I LOVE THE SONG((: Enjoy!!

The Veronicas - Untouched

Oh gosh.. what happened to them?! They look worse than ever.. I prefer the old.. rockin' twins, they really rocked at the beginning! Sigh.. at least I hope they don't go down the drain.. oh well.. I still love'em!! they're awesome.. at least that's what I think((:

OK Wow.. Im done ranting all about my music world.. hehe, I feel alot better at least updating something! Yeah.. so I just hope I don't have to come back again.. Im trying not to use the computer by the way.. sigh..
Gotta go meditate on prelims.. seeyall!

Bye bye for the time being..

2008-08-17T19:20:00.002+08:00

I'll be MIA-ing for quite awhile.. I've got to stop blogging for awhile.. I've gotta study first.. yep!!

Plus.. Im just lazy to blog and to keep it updated it really is tiring.. well i don't really have the time anymore so um yeah..

But it doesn't mean I'll be long gone.. I'll be back on certain occassions.. depending on whether I have the time and maybe for certain headlines also don't know really.. It really depends on my mood as well..

I know this is gonna be a little bit early but.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADORA!! YOU ARE GONNA BE 1 YEAR OLDER AND WISER.. yep.. though I may not have had the same lunch as them but I still am glad to see her again((: and by the way I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU GREW!! IT BETTER BE THOSE SANDALS THAT YOU WERE WEARING!!

I've watched Camp Rock!! OMG, Joe Jonas is SSSOOOO DARN CUTE((: Oh gosh, if only I could fly to Hollywood sometime after O's, won't it be great?! I wish there were music summer camps as well.. how unfortunate for Singapore to be on a small little island, near the equator with no 4seasons.. just boring rain and shine only! Damn it.. sigh, I wish to fly to New York someday..

HARRY POTTER 6TH SEQUEL IS HELD BACK!! ANOTHER DAMN IT!! Gosh.. why oh why.. this is really shit.. It'll only be out on 19th July 2009 because they realised that thats' where they'll earn more.. like what duh??! Can't they just think of the billions of fans rather than think of how much they'll earn? Its totally absurd and please, i thought movies were made to attract people, audiences and fans.. not for their own profit?! Gosh.. if only there was some partition being passed down.. I'll be glad to put my name on it..

I guess im done ranting bout Hollywood and broadway stuff, back to reality.. Chinese O's results sucked and I don't wanna mention what I got.. All I can say is.. WHY THE HELL DID I EVEN TAKE CHINESE?! I should've taken Malay a long time ago!! My life would be 10times easier.. Damn it.. Now I've to take 2 papers.. the subject which I hate the most!
I recently took out my braces((: Im so happy to smile at people.. haha but unfortunately.. because im not used to putting plastics in my mouth so im still getting cuts on my tongue, ulcers everywhere.. SO PAINFUL!! Even the wax keep slipping off.. I just swalowed wax last night.. got up and realised one of the wax was missing.. oh well, it ain't the first..
English Oral's just next week.. so are prelims.. gosh.. I just can't study at home.. I DON'T KNOW WHY!! I can only study at Macs.. I NEED PEOPLE TO COMPANY ME TO MACS!! Apart from Vantay.. im gonna drag more people this time.. I've been dragging vantay too much LOL.. The olympics on TV is also getting me addicted.. shit I need ta shut down the TV..
Speaking of the olympics.. some french guys twisted his right arm while lifting the 149kg thingy.. I SAW THE BONE TURN OK!! It was freaking gross.. wonder how is he now.. THE BONE REALLY STUCK OUT AND I SAW IT TURN! Disgusting!!

OK.. will be MIA-ing for quite awhile.. well thats my guess.. but if I always come back here to blog.. then THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME!! TATA... I'll be back...

Not studying)): no mood really!!

2008-08-11T19:30:00.000+08:00

I just can't go home after school man.. I'll tend to fool around at home.. either the computer or the TV is a distraction to me.. THIS IS JUST TOO MUCH MAN!! I need motivation!! I just hope I can study constantly without being distracted or whatsoever..

Gosh.. Check this out..

黑GIRL - 叫姊姊 08.08.08

LOL their singing habbits are still the same?! I can't stand their voices!! Although they have the looks and everything.. but I hate girls that acts cute!! gosh I can't stand them.. but their variety show is hilarious.. other then that I really can't stand their voices.. and whats the point of changing their name to 黑GIRL.. no difference.. I thought they like gonna change the way they sing or the way they behave but THEY ARE STILL THE SAME!! I prefer only 鬼鬼& 小薰, they are more or less quite mature.. well at least thats what I think..

Katherine Mcphee - Connected

HAHA another hilarious one! Its for some barbie movie.. lol.. like why in the world would she wanna sing for some barbie movie?! haha.. I dunno, the world's changing..

Fahrenheit - Treasure MV - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HX-ANp1cxuY
Why didn't I want to show this video?! Oh because its TERRIBLE!! Im so sorry.. but yeah, its in Jap and I can't stand Fahrenheit doin Jap.. they just sound weird.. can they just stick to Chinese Pop? Gosh.. I still don't understand why they had to have a partition for Fahrenhit to sing in Jap! And their English is 10 TIMES TERRIBLE!! The only person who still has a little bit of knowledge bout English would be Aaron [He's majoring in English by the way], the rest would be a TOTAL NONO!!

籃球火 Hot Shot Ep1 Part1 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJkfaKSn5iY
Jerry Yan,
Show Lo &
Wu Chun
I'll watch this after O's.. now I've got no time at all.. It looks interesting so ALL YOU SHOW LO FANS, GO WATCH! Its kind of a high class quality show.. Well, coz the actors in this show are quite.. um experienced [except Wu Chun] yeah so I expect this show to be well done too((:

Get This, right after this show, ITS 霹靂MIT!! OOO I CAN'T WAIT..

Somebody get me to start working.. I think I need Vantay&Joyce beside me 24/7 if not, I CAN'T STUDY AT ALL!! This post is super CHEE NA!! COZ TMR IS THE RESULTS FOR CHINESE O'S!! [Confirm + Chop fail with flying colours..]

Love it..

2008-08-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

All thats been happening at school are not really at rest yet but it'll be soon((:

Anyway.. Im too lazy to blog or to talk about anything.. but I really wanna say this though, DISNEY CHANNEL SITCOMS ARE REALLY INTERESTING.. though their jokes get older and older by the episode.. anywayz.. movin on.. I've like completed watching The Suite Life Of Zack And Cody.. not much of an interest for Hannah Montana and Wizards of waverly place. They're still not 'sparkly' to me.. haha

Hannah Montana - Me, Mr.Jonas, Mr. Jonas and Mr. Jonas
Part 1 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z9-nWRPOi9U
Part 2 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OaU-fDQcp_k&feature=related
Part 3 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0eK81QXGGpU&feature=related
This episode ROCKS coz the JONAS BROTHER ARE IN IT!! Oh yeah..

The Site Life Of Zack And Cody - Foiled Again
Part 1 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lA8O8AOUl00&feature=related
Part 2

Part 3 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9wbIHw3_o-w&feature=related
Part 4 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KmhZ3Rkdn50&feature=related
Why I put part 2 out its because its really hilarious when you see Ashley and Brenda fighting.. haha watch it and you'll know it!

Oh I have got to agree with Eunice on this.. why can't they put Camp Rock in Cinemas and not High School Musical3?! Gosh.. but our reasons are lame.. haha, mine its because of Nick Jonas and hers its because of Joe Jonas.. LIKE WHATEVER RIGHT?! Haha.. but i don't mind going to see HSM3 right after O's.. coz well.. ITS A CELEBRATION!! Yep! So im looking forward..

Changed my blog skin((: IM SO PROUD OF IT!! haha.. nvm yall blog skin rippers wouldn't understand a shit.. so NEVERMIND!! Im gonna make an effort to change different blogskins of celebrities that I like so fun!!

High School Musical 3 - Now Or Never [HQ] not full

I dunno why they only show like bits and pieces.. so wierd..

OK thats it for today.. im beat.. honestly Last night did literature till very late.. sigh. AND TOMORROW HAVE GOT TO WAKE UP EARLY!!

WISHING ALL SINGAPOREANS A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! AND SPECIALLY TO JANICE CHAN TOO((: HAPPY 43RD AND 17TH BIRTHDAY RESPECTIVELY!!

peace? not anytime now..

2008-08-04T19:30:00.000+08:00

Im lost.. I feel so terrible thinking that im involved in some so called 'fight' but I can't help.. I feel helpless and terrible.. I never knew I would dread Sec5 year so much..

Photo taking was fake.. everyone put on a fake smile.. I know this because mine was super fake.. I didn't wanna take it, felt like going home but I couldn't come up wit any excuse.. so I practically dragged and forced myself to smile for 4 freakin shots..

Hating someone is tiring.. I know myself coz whenever I tried not to smile at my enemy.. I feel horrible, coz Its not me at all.. its really isn't me. I hate my enemies yes, however I cannot back out on a smile.. I've always kept this thinking in me, 'A smile might brighten up someone elses day..' well its true!

I have to be honest, in some situation I AM 2SIDED.. this im admitting coz there are different kinds of 2sided or some call it 2faced people..
1) You tell 'a' that you hate 'b'.. however when you meet 'b' you say you hate 'a' as well.. in the end you try to hide your real identity by pleasing both 'a' and 'b' thoughts. What happens when 'a' and 'b' both tells each other that you hate them?! Your caught in the middle and people won't believe you anymore..
2) You hear 'b' story and you also hear 'a' story to try to clear things up. you then tell both 'a' and 'b' that you don't wanna be 1sided coz its ain't fair to the other party. What happens if 'b' doesn't wanna tell you her story then? you'll of coz side 'a' forever coz you'll never know 'b' thoughts, however you're still friends with both 'a' and 'b'.
There is no right or wrong in being 2sided.. however it hurts yes.. but I want to be number 2 coz I want to be 2sided to help my friends out.. however im disappointed in myself coz I can't do anything to help and I feel terrible)):

I've never faced a situation this bad before.. its double the pain that im getting.. I just lost a friend and now im seeing my close friends not in good terms anymore + another friend who is really really troubled coz she's somewhat in my shoes too)): I feel horrible and twice the pain.. + my O's.. The weight of the world on my shoulder is just too heavy. I just wish to throw everything to God. He is my only source of hope and strength.. I can always turn to Him for help though my prayers won't be answered immediately but I still trust Him like how a child trusts his/her father..

Dear Lord, this prayer is dedicated to the aggressive now.. those who are feeling angry or being troubled. Lord, please help them nomatter how much it hurts. Please be with them and walk with them to be forgiving and willing to love once again. I really thank You Lord for friends that helped me at some points and now I really wanna pray for all of them as they've helped me. I really hope to step into a class full of love and where friendship never ends. Give them the strength and courage to do their O's and those who've been hurt please heall the brokenhearted. Thank You Lord, In Jesus' most precious name I pray, Amen.

I had a dream just last week. A really beautiful dream [until my sickening rabbit woke me up -_-], a dream where everyone was really loving and giving smiles to one another.. believe it or not IT IS OUR CLASS!! I dunno why God gave me this dream, though it looks disgusting however I really felt the peace and love from each of my friends.. Enemies didn't have any hatred among each other, its like the class had an over-night makeover.. its was wonderful, no more speaking words of doom, just no devils to posesses anyone in the class, its like angels took over our bodies giving each other hugs and kisses, encouragement and even compassion for one another. I loved what I dreamt and I wish that dream will come back again..
I know I've hurt someone.. I feel even terrible now. My words were poisonous and I think that was the first time I ever said to any of my friends. I wish I could take back those feathers I let go, I wish I could take back the water that I poured in the sea. So this, I really apologise for what I said. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry (x infinity). The words that I said, sounds as though I was always right.. and the truth is Im not always right, I make mistakes too. Just like this one.. I enojyed the times where she make me laugh when I cried, entertained me when Im bored. I thought bout it and I really apologise for saying those things, typing those hurtful messages.. Im really really sorry)):

I've got no mood to blog anymore.. I just want everything to be peaceful and happy again.. I guess that won't happen anytime now.. not just yet, I think all of us are waiting for time to heal..

I'm too tired.. going nuts..

2008-08-02T21:30:00.000+08:00

I've never touched my books for such a long time.. ok my long time is = 3days... SEE I'VE WASTED TIME AGAIN!!

Went to Joyces' church yesterday.. This time I really felt damn cold.. Heard lots and lots of testimonies of her church dudes.. then we watched the Bible movie.. well not really the WHOLE BIBLE.. Just Genesis only, and yeah they told us bits and pieces of the movie only but somehow it still touched my heart((:
I remember watching 'The Passion Of Christ' for the first time, it was the most shakened movie I've ever seen.. NO MOVIE can be compared to that kind of movie.. It was the most touching, torturous and saddest movie I've ever seen. I remember tearing so badly that my heart would just ache throughout the whole entire movie. Indeed, 'My Father's love is the greatest gift of all' ((: no love can be compared to His, it was like He would really do anything for any of us.. and its true((: The thing that He really did for us was 'Sacrifice'.. it saved us all((:
I still have the animation story of 'Joseph and His Dreams' and 'Prince of Eygpt'.. its really nice too((:
I still tear whenever I see the movie where Jesus would be tortured, nomatter how many times I watch it, it would still hit me hard right in the middle of my heart.. Its really because of His love for all of us((:

After the movie, we sat down with a bunch of friends and talked((: I was shocked to see EX-PL LITES!! like really EX.. those that graduated like 7-10 years ago?! yeah.. 1990++.. SOO COOL!! Met up with a really cool senior! She was in choir, Alto1 and a SECTION LEADER AS WELL!!! OMG WHAT A COINCIDENCE!! Its really darn cool actually, she was sad to know Mr Jusof left)): So after talking bout all the crazy crazy stuff bout PL.. it was time to go home((:

Today.. got up early for tuition.. sigh, SUPER TIERD LA!! Then met up with Vantay and LingJia.. head over to PS for dental first then went straight to SAJC.. OMG!! SAJC is really cool, saw lots of my old friends there((: the people there are so welcoming!! I would consider that school, that is if I ever have the confidence.. Thanks to Alynn, we had a good tour around the school((: It was really fantastic, I had a great time.. the moment I stepped in I could feel the 'Saint's' spirit.. haha I saw Shelley too!! I saw so many people.. really lots and lots of people.. INCLUDING MR ALBERT TAY!! OMG, I havent seen him for a long time.. haha, he still recognise me((:
And once again.. THANK YOU ALYNN!! Thanks for taking us around the wonderful school((: All of us had fun((:
Cabbed back with LingJia and Vantay back to Hougang.. said bye to LingJia and waited for Joyce..
We did literature at her house.. haha.. it was crap.. hahaha

Ok.. the story is bloody complicated.. im just GOING TO BURST SOON!! TELL ME MAN, WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON BECAUSE IM GETTING PISSED THAT I KNOW NOTHING WHEN CLEARLY IM INVOLVED IN IT.. AND IT SUCKS WHEN ALL I CAN DO IS WATCH AND NOT HELP WHEN I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON.. THIS IS JUST PLAIN ANNOYING.. WOULD SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME? OH WAIT NO ONE CAN, WHY? IM INVISIBLE.. THATS RIGHT!!

2008-07-30T19:30:00.000+08:00

I can't take it.. sometimes I just feel like staying at home and not go school.. I dread going to school nowadays, sigh.. I would drag myself to school everyday. I just wanna stay home and study.. but sometimes I really hate studying at home.. [My house have got ghost karaoke session almost everynight] ITS IRRITATING LA!!

Im finally starting my engine.. I can feel that as I start working, I feel happier as the days go by.. Its like I learn something but at a slow pace.. its ok it takes time((:
Everyday I come to school.. I really feel invisible.. so invisible I might as well not come at all?! heh.. I might be absent-ing myself from school often from now on.. just to study at home((:

What the hell is going on? Its all screwed up.. screwed up like nuts.. I feel so stuck.. the more I think of it the more I want to BURST!! Sigh.. my head hurts.. hurts like crazy.. ITS A CRAZY WORLD!! Please one step at a time.. ok.. One step at a time..

Ok.. now back to more updates..
HARRY POTTER SEQUEL IS OUT!! YES!!! I've waited so long!!

Harry Potter And The Half-Blood Prince Teaser Trailer (2008)

YES MAN!! This 6th sequel is basically about Tom riddle's past and the half blood prince is none other than... Severus Snape.. haha shocking? nah.. Dumbledore dies in this one, leaving Harry.. The last sequel which is gonna come out in 2010 and 2011, Severus Snape will die.. He protected Harry thats why.. Poor thangs.. But in this movie.. Genie falls in love with Harry((: Harry have already LONG forgotten about Cho Chang.. [Like duh.. who likes her?] Anyway.. im sure its gonna be some movie worth waitin' for((:

Yup that's all for me, was watching 我爱黑涩会 just now.. OMG THE GIRL CANT FREAKING SING?! They sound like some 8year olds.. please even 4years olds would sound better than them.. Gosh.. I nearly vomitted.. I couldn't stand the sight of the girls putting 2 fingers up and put it near to their cheeks and say 'YEAH!' in a perky way... LIKE EEEWWW!! I can't stand it..

We are getting closer and closer to our dateline for our art.. ITS FREAKIN SCARY.. I wish I could just stay home and work on art the whole day without having to go to school.. mkae my life easier only..

Request to teachers: can't we have study breaks now? come back for certain lessons only? PLEASE!!

Random..

2008-07-28T21:25:00.000+08:00

I went to New York yesterday.. REALLY I SWEAR!! Yeah right.. only cows would believe me.. haha.. But I did get to enjoy a piece of New York yesterday((:
I had their Cheesy Fries and Waffle with Ice Cream((: YUM YUM! But I gained a few kg after that)):

Nomatter.. I have people stalking me.. 2 Indian guys ok.. now I have phobia of ANY Indian man I see.. these 2 freaks keep calling and messaging me FOR NO REASON!! And they sounded drunk.. they kept saying 'You, voice very nice.. friend friend ah.. very wise..' with the Indian accent ok.. its FREAKY!! I got scared and my father got mad, he made a police report for me..
Last night he called again.. OMG my dad scolded him all sorts of vulgur words!! He said.. 'You get lost from this phone I tell you, DON'T BLOODY PRETEND YOU CANNOT HEAR YOU ASSWHOLE!! !¬£$%^&*@#... I GO THERE I KILL YOU I TELL YOU.. #"££$!@%^&*.. GGEEETTT LLLOOOOSSSSTTT!!!!!!' wow.. got power!! I bet the whole entire block heard.. LOL!!
They didn't call after that, knowing that the police are tracking them down now.. Im sure they'll keep a low profile.. but Im still scared of Indian man.. excluding my uncle((: My uncle's an Indian((:
That's why I CAN'T BE RACIST, I never was to begin with!! I have Indian cousins and Malay runs in my blood!! I can't possibly say anything bad about any race.. I oughtta slap myself if I did.. And my other cousin's mother, in other words my aunty is a Japanese and for that she's an American Japanese.. Cool huh?? SO MANY MIXED BLOOD LA! Me? My ancestors came from.. CHINA -_-, Malacca (Indonesia) and Singapore.. BORING!!! But me and my sis have got quite lots of mixed blood passed down from generations..

OOOOOK!! I've got news of JoJo!! Like finally her movie's coming((: Haha.. im so happy for her!! here.. check this out..

Sneak Peek of 'True Confessions Of A Hollywood Starlet'

Cool huh?? This movie is somewhat like Hannah Montana except hers is much more of a wilder personality.. She's fantastic OMG!! Haha.. her acting really improved as compared to R.V and Aquamarine.. gosh..

I really can't wait for her Album to come out, should be either late this year or early next year.. I think I've said this a couple of times right? Its called 'All I want Is Everything' colaborations with Timbaland and many other producers.. I CAN'T WAIT!

Speaking of Albums.. I finally got PL's My Father's Gift CD.. the cd is awesome!! The songs aren't that bad.. except 1 of 2 the soloists who tried so hard to reach the high notes and it sounds as if they're straining their voices.. But overall I always love the Finale.. Ms Loh and Ms Goh will always debut in the Finale.. they sound really like angels((: I love their voices!!

Im slowly staring my motivation for prelims.. I'm finally seeing the light.. well, only for a couple of subjects.. other than that, you guys should see the target that I've already set for both prelims and O's k.. ITS SO NOT REALITY LIKE!! But aim the higher the better, at least I know what I want((: Maybe after O's im so gonna download Maple private server((: HAHAHA, I can play my heart's content!!

church? IM HAPPY((:

2008-07-26T19:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a whacked day, Chinese lesson was like some tea ceremony.. I don't even know that room existed! Like wow!! But it was great though coz we got to enjoy some cultural chinese tea.. haha..

I was with Vantay the whole day.. We walked to the purple market and realised that the salon that she wanted to cut her hair at was crowded.. so we walked back to my house area to the old salon. I hope she's alright with the haircut!! Coz it was a pretty old salon.. its been there since i don't know when.. way before my time?! I don't recall..

So we went to each other's house coz we were late for church.. oh yeah church, Its joyce's church by the way.. So Vantay waited for me and I waited for her, [WATCHED WHY WHY LOVE AT HER HOUSE ON CHANNEL 256!!] then we made our way to Bras Basah.. I bought my stuff and Vantay got her book and helped Joyce buy some pen.. and we were late..

Joyce was sooooo rushing!! Gosh, its not the first time though haha.. maybe because she's like super scared bout this.. that. this and that.. haha I was eating my McWings.. told Kensiew and YiXi and Vantay, 'I'm gonna puke if she comes back in 30s..' coz she went to fetch her other friend, then Vantay said 'I'm gonna scream if she comes back within 30s..' LOL!! So anyway.. once we all were done with dinner and everyone was there, she took us up to the auditorium..

When I entered I felt very different from how I felt in PLMC.. PL has always been my home, so of course Iwould very comfortable.. but when I entered the auditorium, I felt very uncomfortable.. well it don't necessarily mean something bad.. but I felt a good kind of uncomfortable feeling.. The moment I stepped in I controlled my tears like CRAZY!! I controlled all the way until after the worship.. I felt a deep pain in my chest.. then it was time for the Pastor to preach..

Their church was different from TNG.. it was super lively and there's so much energy, its not everyday I get to see people dancing and singing at the same time worshiping God.. Everyone jumped around and the most amazing part was, 3/4 of the whole auditorium could speak in tongues.. im not sure if its the correct spelling haha, yeah, Its not everyday I hear people around me speaking that language! I felt something very different bout this church really.. that is why it made me fell His warmth and God's love that night again till I wanted to cry..

This Pastor was dead for almost 30mins.. No human being could be revived from the dead just like that! But this man, really died for good 30min and came back to life just by pastors by his side, praying for him.. incredible right?! Its so cool!! Its like God let him experience Heaven for a while and let him come back down to earth and spread His word like fire saying that 'He's real'.. its really amazing.. and everyone started praying again and thereafter Joyce's friend came to talk to me and finally I cried like CRAZY!! I don't know what came over me but yeah.. I cried like crazy!! I think almost everyone there was shocked just that they didn't wanna say anything.

I tried but eventually.. it didn't seem like I tried.. yall must be 'tried what?' well I tried to speak in tongues.. but I hesistated, its not that I didn't want the gift.. but I was just not ready.. so I told Joyce's friend my heart felt feelings inside of me.. I FELT DAMN GOOD AFTER TELLING SOMEONE BOUT IT.. AGAIN!! Oh the 'it' is something that lmost everyone know la huh.. So then it was time to go home and yeah, I prayed for transportation home, AND WE REALLY DID HAVE TRANSPORT HOME!! Darn cool!! And the man that took us home stayed at Bedok, same as joyce and he said that he would still take us home!! All of us live near Hougang area k!

So anyway, I had a great time.. haha I thank God that I could experience something different for the first time!!

OK MOVIES AND MUSIC TIME!!

Danity Kane Feat. Missy Elliott- Bad Girl

Yup((: Bad girl alright!! They're hot.. well except one or two in there..

Saw 5 Trailer

ooooo scary...... NOT!! LOL, I've watched Saw1-3, well bits and pieces actually.. haha, but gory..

Wall-E Trailer

Aww..... this little guy is cute((: !! so darn cute!! LOL I really think I wanna watch this.. well but not in the cinema of course.. I'll wait for the DVD to be out.. ((:

Im gonna watch The Mummy tomorrow I think.. cause my dad has got the safra card, and mocies there are like $7 monday-sunday with popcorn.. i think Im not really sure bout the promotion haha.. AND OH!!! I got my chinese channels back((: IM SO HAPPY!!!

For God is with me((: And I know I can always count on Him((:

2008-07-23T15:20:00.002+08:00

The event happened last night.. when my mum and my sister was on their way home

Me: Daddy, you've got colleagues that use vulgarities?
Dad: Ya of course! I pointed my finger and say 'You better stop cursing me with that word, try facing the mirror and say it 3 times back to yourself, see how you feel' they just F at me all the way know! I angry I shout back!
Me: orh..
Dad: why? your friends in school like that ah?
Me: er.. ya la.. I just dunno how to..
Dad: This kind of thing must be heads on.. don't care what happen next, you always like that la! Nowonder that time your choir teacher bully you, after I call the vice principle what happen?
Me: that women of course black face la! she hated me from then wat..
Dad: Thats why you scared your friends hate you also right? Nowonder you always kena bully..
Me: no la, I still have friends that are good.. I trust them..
Dad: Nevermind, I tell you, the bible says we must bless those who curse.. wait wait I find the verse.
Me: Huh? you mean when they say 'F you la' then say back 'God bless you' to them?
Dad: yes.. you continue to be humble, they want to curse tell them go ahead! The bible also did say, 'Vengeance is mine, I will repay' So you don't have to worry one..
Me: No la.. not all my friends like that la, some just use for fun lor.. or some trying to be funny only la..
Dad: There this verse Romans 12:9-21.. read..

After reading that, me and my dad continued that conversation and I broke down.. He hates it when im sad or depressed. He encouraged me so much that I know I had to save my friends.. I didn't want my friends to get hurt, but after what I read.. I know I had to do something.

Saying 'it' once or 2ce would be fine.. but more than that is crossing my limit. I was shaking and scared.. I know I had to do it because I really had enough.. 'Enough is enough' I told myself.. I was so scared, then just somehow within a split second a voice told me, 'Do not fear, for I am with you, Be strong and you'll find victory.. this is my sanctuary, you know what words are forbidden within these grounds..' I soon felt warmth, I didn't wanna hurt anyone, but i know I had to say it.. I could really feel Him just right next to me, Im not kidding.. Its been the first time in many months since I felt His warmth..
Soon those words really came out, I said it in a harsh tone.. All I could think of was 'Im sorry Lord, I had to.. I just couldn't take it.. I didn't mean to hurt ayone.. but I knew I had to..' He left, I continued to shiver.. It was so cold.. when chapel was over, It was all in perfect timing.. Joyce said 'You did the right thing.. Don't worry so much!'

First time in months feeling Him just right next to me was the feeling that I thought I had lost for last few months.. I could really feel Him watching and guiding me what to say.. at the same time I feared His presence..
My dad said this important sentence to me, 'Your friends are important.. true, but you know, if they ever cared bout you, they'll care bout how you feel when certain words come off their mouths.. you decide on your own. But if you know some are saying for fun, then its ok, as long as you know you can't take it anymore just say what you feel.'
I wrote on my blog, 'love your neighbours and enemies as you love yourself', When my dad flipped another page of the bible last night, the verse appeared again.. I know He's telling me what to do, all these weren't just a coincidence..

JoJo-Exceptional

You're beautiful but you don't know

Can't see what's there inside your soul

Always feelin like you're not good enough

You wish you could be someone else

Sometimes you just can't see yourself

But I can see just who you are, who you are

You're exceptional the way you are

Don't need to change for nobody

You're incredible, anyone can see that

When will you believe that?

You are nothing but exceptional

You never you think you measure up

Never smart or cool, or pretty enough

Always feeling different from all the rest

You feel so out of place, you think you don't fit in

I think you're perfect in the skin you're in

You're just perfect just how you are, just how you are

If you could see the one I see when I see you

You'd know how lucky you are to be you

I see through into you

The lyrics are beautiful and written by JoJo herself.. I hope I can really help this friend of mine.. But at the same time I know that no one can help her now.. only God Himself.. Just like what my friends said.. 'You know you've tried your best.. so you don't have to feel bad..' And my dad, 'Don't give up on these friends.. in this kind of situation.. they need you now more than ever, continue to do good and pray for them, you'll be blessed and so will they.'

Im so sorry if this post is really super holy.. but I had to say what I feel.. its like my only way of communication.. Like I said.. I know I can never say anything when I speak to her personally.. I'll end up getting hurt and she'll end up getting worse, just trying to prove me wrong..