Thursday, January 31, 2008
Ah.. life sucks.. what can i say?? However.. i don't wanna fight no more.. its tiring, i hope my classmates understand though.. well, alot of miscommunications.. I hope everything will be over soon.. I can't be racist!! MALAY RUNS IN MY BLOOD!! How can i be racist?? Besides.. to be honest.. i love BLACKS!! I think their accent is nice and all((: especially with the "Yo yo whats up??" haha.. thats just and example.. I love the way R&B originated from them((: I dunno what's going on.. i think all the class disputes started out with me, should i fight for my friends?? Should i put an end to all of this and put all the blame on me?? I'm willing to if things gets worse, i HATE to see people fight.. not that i can't take violence, but i just don't like it when i see people who used to be friends turn out to be enimies.. i was the one who brought my friends down.. why can't it all just end at where it all started?? [like me, bout the blog thingy] why must things turn out this way?? My clique didn't even say anybody's bad stuff, yet we were blamed for nothing.. )): if this continues, I'm willing to take all the blame.. as long as it takes a whole class to hurry settle down and get all these childish disputes over with.. I'll bare responsibility. Its my fault anyway, ever since the blog thingy.. sigh..I can only blame me, myself and I.. My clique is getting hurt becoz of what i started.. i hope, they'll be alright though. But its not like im going to publically apologise or something, that is if im left with no choice i might've to do it.. wait lemme make this clear again, IM NOT RACIST!! Like i said, malay is in my blood.. how can i discriminate myself?? My classmates aren't that kind either..Sigh.. lets stop all this eh?? i can't bare to enter a class full of black faces PLEASE!! STOP!! Why can't we all put aside our diferences?? PLEASE MAN!! I don't care if the WHOLE WORLD HATES ME!! I JUST WANT MY FRIENDS TO BE ALRIGHT!!! For now, i think i'll see how it goes.. if it gets any worse, i might've to sacrifice..5ive A2s?? As in 5 A2s and 2 A1s?? can we aim that together??
crazy life/10:45 PM
