Friday, February 29, 2008
I've got nothing to say.. except that.. im kinda disappointed with a few things.. I want to say it at the same time i don't feel like saying.. Maybe i'll just leave it where it just for me to know and for u guys to find out.. I've been sleeping early these few days.. which also means something bad.. To me sleeping early is like im so stressed that im too tired to go think bout it..Was that day really a wrong decision?? What went wrong?? I know that its hard to see it falling.. i just don't wanna say.. times have changed.. i thought they would change, be mature for the better.. but unfortunately, this has made me feel worse.. I hope I can see a better one next time.. I hope that i can still say good things when people ask me 'So how's the choir?'. Its bout time i say something.. i can't leave it hanging, been waking up middle of the night for no reason though im sleeping early.. i have to admit, im scared.. really scared. Nothing to do with those people whom i know have done well((: Its something to do with my decision, whether i did make the right choice. regretting now, its just too late=/..Ok, if none of u understand that, don't bother understanding it.. coz maybe it has got nothing to do with u, don't worry its not bout class stuff [bloody obvious].. So far this week have been going well for me((: Somethings have changed for the better, some.. hmm oh well.. I better start working hard on my studies.. I only pass 2 subs.. and its the first time that english is not in the top list.. sigh.. not surprised considering the fact that I've been into lots of chinese dramas lately.. Gosh.. its time i get back to my R&B world and again go HOOHAH over western movies.. unfortunately, they've become the 'boring' ones and taiwan dramas are like the 'real deal' for most Singaporeans.. What i meant is that [excluding sarah's interest] I don't think hollywood movies nowadays are interesting at all.. I can't seem to find any 'good' [i do have expectations for hollywood films kae..] movies that im interested in.. unlike da xiang.. EVERY movie also mean something to her.. -_-sigh.. no really nowadays.. its really boring.. nothing much at all, maybe not now but soon((: [praying hard that it'll be before 'o's!!]Hmm.. The school's nuts.. letting us sign up for all sorts of courses but so far none of it has benefitted us.. and guess what?? We paid like 100 over bucks just to help us to listen to the trainer's lullabys -_-.. gosh.. how 'creative' can the school get.. Imagine what our 'O's will be like after all the courses eh?? WONDERFUL COLOURS i say((: lol.. its like the school wants us to stay in the school longer so that we won't go anywhere since its already too late for 'dates'.. instead we'll go home to study.. haha like that'll ever work..SLEEPING EARLY FOR ME IS NOT A GOOD SIGN!!!
This week/5:20 PM
