Saturday, April 26, 2008
I'll disappear if i have to.. I was selfish, wasn't patient to add on maybe i wasn't even a good person at all.. )):In most cases, i usually smile right after some silly things i've done.. oh well guess this time is different, I've got no mood at all.. Maybe i should've just left things the way it was in the first place.. I've got no life.. why must i let others enjoy my 'no life' self? I should really isolate myself.. coz i feel that im being a wierdo..I'll call my tissue paper later((: Coz 1 night is really not enough.. plus i so don't wanna come out of the house with big puffy eyes, so ugly! lol, maybe i'll put eye liner for my dinner tonight((: haha.. I just met my tissue paper yesterday.. wish i had told her things earlier, maybe i would've felt a little better. Coz 1night and my dreams were affected.. gosh i really had a nightmare last night.. I don't wanna say.. it's really disastrious..Yesterday's oral was hmm oh well.. no comments.. everyone was complaining except me, coz I THANK GOD THAT ITS BOUT MUSIC! Its so my culture((: Art, Music((: I don't wanna boast.. the reason why when everyone was rampling and i was the only one that kept my mouth shut was because, i enjoyed talking to the teacher bout art and music, and also i didn't wanna rub it in on people's face that i had fun.. the last she said to me was 'Thank You very much I enjoyed it alot!' and she gave me a huge smile((: I guess i did get back to my 'English culture' on time((: But still i can't have high hopes.. coz i don't wanna disappoint myself in the end.. Tonight's Peranakan dinner should be oh well.. full of fats and oil again.. OH GOSH!! I can't eat so much la.. sigh.. but its 50BUCKS PER SEAT to be exact! sigh.. aiyai.. can already pay part of my mission trip!!mood: still depressed/i wan to talk to my tissue paper!! i can't breathe.. there's no air..
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