simplicity

Thursday, April 3, 2008

I suddenly feel sad.. I miss choir TREMENDOUSLY!! I meant the old choir, sigh.. just feel really wierd to go back to choir now and see many diffenrent people i don't really know.. [excluding Jasmine, carolyn and jamie. At least i know them quite well((:] I miss the times we all had, the time where we all stayed back really late to discuss choir admin stuff, times where we all felt nervous for our next performance. Nowadays, I tend to hide certain things, things that my classmates may not know at all.. the thing is, i can't really find the perfect person to talk to unlike the past where i can really blurt out my feelings bout the class and all.. now is really hard..

Lol, not saying that i don't trust my classmates, to be honest, thank God i can trust at least 10people in my class((: These 10 sometimes really make my day((: other than that, oh well its still hard.. I'm feeling really down, cause i realise this year is my last year but somehow the year seems long yet time passes very fast. I'm happy with the environment of the class((: At least i can count on some of my classmates((: LOVE THESE PEOPLE LOTS!!<33

[Adora, I think i said this to u before.. if u don't remeber ask me again, I'll refresh your memory..] I told her something one night.. oh well, its something to do with the old choir((: Gosh.. Im so looking forward to meet everyone again, why the sudden miss?? sigh.. i went blog surfing.. reading most people's posts.. then i suddenly miss everyone. Its like I REALLY FEEL LIKE BURSTING INTO TEARS SOMETIMES!! I'd do anything to turn back time.. turn to the time when it was really hectic and intensive.. sigh..

People I'm suddenly missing:

Adora: MY TISSUE PAPER!! Now u can only wipe my tears on the phone!! Sigh.. MY OLD CHOIR BUDDY!! First to know all my problems.. now i rarely say any.. ):

Alynn: Her craziness over various taiwan artists.. and her constant lullaby of 'CHOIR PLEASE PAY UP UR CHOIR FUNDS NOW!!' + as a friend, really really miss her

Gladys: Her cheerful side of her!! MY SUNSHINE!! As in I miss the way she brightens up my day.. Her intro of TAIWANESE DRAMAS TO HELP ME IMPROVE MY CHINESE!!

Jasmine: Haha.. though I still go with her for choir, but still miss her 'old'-self with everyone in the exco.. haha.. CURRENTLY MY CHOIR BUDDY!!((:

Jess: HER LAME JOKES!! AAHHH dunno why i suddenly miss it sooo much.. all her cold and super duper lame jokes.. though its cold and lame.. still SOMETIMES I JUST CAN'T STOP LAUGHING until i have stomach ache!! Haha, my laughing medicine!!

Melissa: Sharing our secrets over our crazy lives from our deepest darkest to the obvious ones.. Always one of the first to know bout me.. Her crazy 'fights' with Xh during choir and how we talked through the nights..

Ruth: HER SMILE!! ALSO MY SUNSHINE!! I miss all her sweet thoughts.. her sweet side of her really adds up everything((: Always giving us things.. and sending sweet messages.. miss all of that!!

Shelley: My SL BUDDY!! All the times when we worked together!! I'll never forget those chem notes she wrote for me IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.

Victoria: Haha.. her wierd side of her.. so wierd but very funny. Always laughing and laughing also..

Xioa Hui: Another lame person!! Miss her same old line ' Are you OK?' and miss her crazy side of her too!! All the crazy 'fights' with mel.. haha.. very very hilarious person.. All her hyper-ness side of her!!

Sarah and Melody: haha.. my alto1 mates((: Miss u guys too..

Remember this picture??

I miss lots of others too!! Sigh.. Im looking forward to a day when everyone can all meet up((: This post is like dedicated to the people that i miss so much and have graduated.. Its really a terrible feeling..

Missing all those days where we have hectic schdules and crazy performances and we all stayed back till very late. I remember.. the later the better the performance, the later the higher everybody got.. It was so crazy and so unforgetable.. Still the night that i would never ever forget would be Kaleidoscope, everyone was all so upset yet at the same time we treasured every last minute we had with each other.. I rememeber how i was so scared of everyone leaving till I cried and couldn't hold back my tears.. Sec4 farewell we forgot to sing our theme song but deep down inside us we were all singing it.. All those crazy and fun days we've had whether its preparation for competitions or a last minute performnce.. so difficult to forget.. I missed the part where everyone were just so cooperative and so thoughtful towards each other, we didn't even look at anyone's flaws and negative side, instead we saw the bright and good side of one another.. put all our heads together just for choir.. But most important of all.. ALL OUR EYES WERE KEPT ON GOD.

I'll never forget At The Begginning, how we started out as strangers on a journey. Never dreaming of a day where we could have such fun and joyful times together.. I can proudly say, WE'VE ALL FINISHED THE RACE nomatter what the prize was.. Still I just didn't wanna let this kinda feeling die.. sigh.. but life goes on.. oh well.. I just wanna wish everyone all the best and i really look forward to seeing u guys again!! GOD BLESS EVERYONE!!

Missing you everyday.. sigh..

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