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Monday, May 26, 2008
Wow, Im back to cyber world after.. hmm.. a couple of days only la.. Have not used the com for a really long time..I was kinda scared actually.. I fear of using the computer.. I just don't wanna use it to disappoint myself.. I don't want.. Maybe thats why Im also running away from Him, I feel bad.. just becoz of one thing I have to do another stupid thing.. I havent been attending church and I don't feel good at all.. Im running away from God and Im [angry] with Him.. i think.. but then again maybe not.. Im still avoiding Him and so in return He also didn't talk to me.. But just like what Cheryl said.. when we are upset.. He is always our source of comfort.. I can tell He's there but I choose not to accept that fact)): I feel akward yesterday coz like after such a long time, I return.. and everything just feels weird.. I just felt like I lost everything..For me, I just can't do anything without Him.. I feel like I don't have a life without Him.. to be honest.. just like what Alyssa says, I also like it when people say that Im holy and all.. but not TOO HOLY that is.. I'll also find myself annoying if im too holy!! haha, anyway.. Becoz, its what I want to be.. I wanna shine for His glory.. not for mine or for anyone.. I guess whenever Im on stage, I really feel like a light on stage shinning for the audience to see((: Guess thats why I like it on stage.. I love singing for His glory on stage((: Becoz Im alone yet I feel Him beside me.. it feels calm and peaceful.. yet so much tension at the same time.. guess not many people will understand how I feel on stage.. so complicated to say all my feelings.. hah.. I feel like whatever I did was all shit.. I did it without Him so I felt so useless.. don't make sense? yeah.. I already didn't make any sense for the past few weeks.. I don't know what the heck I did!! Past few weeks was crap for me.. why? I totally avoided.. ignored Him.. I even blamed Him for certain issues.. I feel terrible.. now I can only repent and regret)): Nowonder I didn't do well for my subjects.. hah.. past few weeks were indeed crap. I hope I've learnt my lesson..Hope which was lost now stands renewed.. Today Chinese O's were.. sigh... as usual I can hope for either an F9 or a D7 if they were to moderate.. LOL.. My Chinese is simply hopeless.. If its English first.. I would definately be more than happy to go watch all my British films((: I just dunno how to turn back to those days where I went completely crazy over Chinese Dramas-_-.. the feeling just all faded.. but i still do listen to songs.. and Im still watching Dan Chao Fan! ((:Did U know High School Musical On Ice is coming? LOL.. High school musical is so famous.. haha however the cast of the ice skaters are defiantely not the same cast in HSM the movie.. it has got to be different coz.. well THEY CAN'T SKATE.. plus, they don't even have the time to go practice ice skating!! Anyway.. I won't be surprised if one day my dad comes home annoucing.. 'I'VE GOT FREE TICKETS TO HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL ON ICE!' Oh gosh.. oh please.. give those tickets to my cousins.. I rather go for Disney on ice.. not HSM!!BTW school holidays aren't school holidays at all.. sigh.. lessons are still like almost everyday! Whats the point? sigh.. Xiu said 'they' called us childish.. hmph.. SPEAK FOR THEMSELVES.. If we are chilish what the hell are they? MATURE? KISS MY ARSSE U ASSWHOLES!! If you're so mature, why did u complain a widdle bittle small tiny problem to the teachers? .. I've got some answers by the way.. I can't totally imagine the bunch of freaks..'Oh firstly, numbwer wone.. we are BIMBOS.. and secondly, we are IMMATURES and thwirdly we are a bunch of LOSERS.. fwom L, O to the S to the E and the R, S.. what's that spwell? LOSERS!!!'LOL.. The whole world would freakin' cheer if they were to sing this on stage.. THEY TOOK MY FRIEND AWAY AND NOW THEY ARE CALLING US CHILDISH? hey HEY, get this.. whoever still complains to teachers at the age of 17??? 'OH MA GOD!!' You do that in America the teacher will answer u back 'SO? WHAT HAS IT GOT TO DO WITH ME?' HAHAHA Ohyyyeeeaaahh.. Can't wait to see them GO DOWN outside the sheltering walls of PL.. they've got a BF? OH MA GOD!! Get a life.. they don't even have bloody characters and whoever falls for them are bloody, freakin' arssewholes.. who wants someone for their looks only and not their character?.. wait wait.. I know the answer to this one.. NO ONE!!! HAHAHA If all they know is to complain to teachers at the age of 17, and calls our clique childish.. ok if you guys are so mature lets settle this one on one.. without any teachers help.. please.. even with teachers help, they are already on so many teacher's black list.. they'll NEVER MAKE IT!!.. uh uh.. u widdle bitter kids go run along to your widdle fiddle scawedy bwoyfwends.. go cwy to yall mama..Here's the thang' you widdle scawedy cowards.. if you don't toughen up in PL.. your bound to be HOPELESS in the outside world.. so.. GET A LIFE..I know they are restricted from my blog.. but there's got to be some humour for my blog readers right? lol.. yup.. so laugh till you guy get all cramped up.. hahaIm watching loads of crazy shows lately.. especially the ones that are super uber gross and.. well basically I've been watching M18 shows lately luh huh.. lol.. trust me.. I ain't getting good nights lately either.. so I better like stop what Im doin LOL.. Last I watched was The Tatooists.. BLEAGH.. so gross..ok better stop crapping..
long time/9:05 PM
