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Thursday, May 15, 2008

I've got no mood, I'm not feeling well.. everything's falling apart.. well I deserve it.. I didn't even touch my books for MYEs.. so my results are of course needless to say. I think I should really stay at home during June, needless for my parents to say. I myself know what I want and I think I want to wake up now.. starting this week, I have to start my Chinese revision.. I'll try to get it out of the way for final year. Though I really know that a distinction is really impossible, but if i don't try I'll never know God's wonders.. I have to hope for the impossible all the way.

Its not that I aim to fail or anything.. Who wants to aim to fail? gosh whoever wants to is really stupid.. Of course I do want to aim for better results, but when mid-years came I knew it was too late, I just couldn't start or get movin. It was really too late for any revision. I knew the mid-years ain't my best effort, it was my worst actually, I didn't even put in any effort to be honest. I didn't even focus.. I lost it.. completely. I didn't even pray for my mid-years + study, of course I deserve my results..

I'm always the bottomest for most of my subs.. can expect to be the last in class for this term. Thank God that He let me pass 2 subjects though! English and Art((: English, I'm just glad that I just pass can already coz, judging by my first term results, I can't expect too high also.. hmm for art.. gosh I dropped.. I'm going to beg for marks.. I really don't care anymore.. I'm going to beg for marks for art. Besides these 2 I already have got 4 F9s again.. I just hope my lit pulls my SS up.. that way I can get at least 1D7 or E8.. sigh.. See, its really atrocious.

Sry, guys all my 'dates', 'appoinments' or 'outings' during the June hols are all cancelled for me.. so whatever outings u guys have to exclude me kae?! Coz I can't go anywhere.. I can only go out to study..

Still I really Thank God for letting me pass English((: And art.. [I was really burning papers for art in the middle of the night ok] ((: I shall look on the bright side((: THANK YOU LORD((:
Hey, I really prayed very hard for these 2 papers ok!! Well I also did pray for My Combined Hum. however it didn't really work out.. eh I know it myself la, I didn't complete SS what so how to pass? If only I did then there would be a little bit of hope where I can pass my combined Hum.

Wow.. today's a terrible day, I can't even sing no more.. Usually I sing almost everyday [to be honest] but now, i can't even a single note at all.. im just too disappointed yet I was already expecting the results.. Everyone's in a foul mood today.. I'm not surprised.. Eh I didn't wanna add to the atmosphere so I kinda held my tears till I reached my home door.. I tried to smile alot at the hall if many of u realised.. I even had to laugh just to really hide my emotions.. but why am I so upset when I already know what's gonna happen and what my results would be like? sigh.. Charlene Chew.. U DESERVED IT!! seriously.. u have to blame urself for doing this..

I think after this I'll just sleep so that I won't be able to think of anything no more.. Im gonna work for Chinese 'o's.. get it over and done with.. although I still think I can't but.. I'll try.. really try.. Sigh.. KAMBATE!

Morning was whacked.. we kept laughing.. and laughing and laughing.. haha, It was one hell of a day really.. first we were in a happy mood then our results totally flipped us around.. sigh-_-.. SEE LA COME BACK TO THE TOPIC OF RESULTS AGAIN!! Aiyo!! STOP THINKING ALREADY!! gosh.. but to be honest im in no mood to blog bout anything happy today.. Just not in the mood kae.. I want to sleep already..

ALERT TO ALL EX-PL LITES!! 'My Father's Gift' The PL Musical tickets are out.. Please gimme orders ASAP, coz im really scared that the tickets will sell out fast!

18th July - Afternoon 2.30-5pm and
Night - 7.30-9pm
19th July - Night only 7.30-9pm
[NOTE: ALL DATES AND TIMINGS ARE NOT CONFIRMED, I WILL PUT UP THE CORRECT ONES ASAP]
2 types of tickets : $15/25 [its free seating so u pay more or less no difference really, [I THINK ONLY, I WILL CONFIRM EVERYTHING AGAIN]

HURRY TAKE ORDERS NOW BEFORE IT ALL RUNS OUT. NOTE I ADVICE U ALL TO TAKE THE 3RD SLOT COZ, IF U ALL ARE FAMILIAR WITH THE PL CULTURE, WE ALWAYS PERFORM BETTER ON THE VERY LAST PERFORMENCE!! SO HURRY TAKE ORDER AND LEMME KNOW!!

MAROON5 FEAT. RIHANNA((: - finally out man!!

I love the video.. but rihanna looks wierd in the video though..

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