Wednesday, June 4, 2008
WHY THE HELL WOULD I WANT A FREAKIN' DOG WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO GET ME A WORKING PHONE? Please be more reasonable.. if you want a dog.. think what about my 'kaput' phone? is a dog more important then contacting me? gosh.. and what about the bloody debts? I remember 3 years back you said we should plan a trip to Australia, renovate the kitchen, get a new house, get an air-conditioning.. in the end you spend 1000+++bucks just on rabbits.. COME ON, that ain't fair.. I mean pets are more important than your freakin' daughter? Please.. get what dog when you can't even plan a simple trip just to get the family out of the country for like a week or so?I've thought bout it.. Im bloody pissed, I understand how hard it is to freakin' earn money to feed the family.. but u wanna go spend money on a stupid dog and rather loose your own daughter's contact? WTH?? What on earth is wrong witchu people?.. Im pissed because they can get a dog but not an ipod or a new phone..But my heart melted when my mum called just to ask how much is my ipod.. at the same time she wans the dog as well.. sigh.. freakin' debtsAnyway, I was supposed to be on a diet.. but again.. I just can't resist the food.. I mean who can when your in Singapore? Besides.. Why starve when i can eat.. but starving is good la.. Went to leens house just now.. haha 'LEENS BETTER GET WELL SOON((:' I finally told someone bout my Aaron dream((: It was heavenly sweet((: In the dream.. I could really feel that I finished a wonderful performance that I did for the crowd.. I could feel the tension and all the cheers from all my fans.. and the performance was Rihanna's SOS song, this is gonna sound crazy but I really dreamt that I had a wonderful beautiful figure (it will never happen in a million years.. trust me, i will stick to staying fat..) thats why I was wearing clothes that was kinda exposed.. then I went backstage and out came Aaron screaming at my face in chinese.. a whole lot of chinese words I couldn't understand but somehow I managed to understand.. well dreams are weird right?? Yeah he said something like 'How dare you go on stage exposed dancing infront of the crowd? Did you see how bare you were on stage? Did you even notice how the audience were looking at you?' yeah and he went on and on.. and i was crying very hard.. I could really feel my heart broken into a million pieces.. I remembered clearly he wanted to hit me also but Jiro came to stop him and calvin and wu zun were comforting me.. I remembered crying so hard that I could hardly breathe.. then after all the scolding, he stopped and hug me.. OMG!! WHAT AN UNFORGETABLE DREAM!! I will never forget that as long as i live!! When i woke up i could still feel the pain in my chest.. and the very heavy breathing.. it was really as though I just finish crying.. OMG OMG OMG!! I so won't ever ever forget that sweet sweet dream!! But when he really looked me in the eye and scream at me it was really very scary.. and yeah i think thats why i cried.. I was shocked actually.. hahaOk enough crap.. I havent enough started on my art.. Im totally freakin' out.. but i at the same time i dunno why im so calm.. -_-.. i think thats how the human mind works la.. if it doesn't, then there's probably something wrong witcha mind.. hahatoodles-Ashley Tisdale((:
freakin' pissed!!/9:55 PM
