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Thursday, June 19, 2008
NNNNOOOOOO, in just a few days time school will be re-opened!! I DON'T WANT!! I WANT MY HOLIDAYS!! sigh.. I guess Im really gonna die when school re-opens.. I have got to really start studying and all)): HOLIDAYS ARE OVER!!!I havent really been having fun for the last 1 week.. I was dying, yet surviving.. I dunno.. I'm worried about lots of things at a time.. and the more i think of it, the more my head spins.. its so hard.. I suddenly had a weird mind.. its like someone just asked me to get back to reality! Im so awake all of a sudden, reality seems to be coming back to me, I dunno if I should cry or laugh, but everything suddenly seems so real, its like I've been living in a world where 'dreams do come true' but just a few days ago.. my mind suddenly had this thinking, 'Let's face it, its reality.. dreams are dreams.. they might only come true..' I really don't know if i should cry or laugh at this sentence.. well, let's put it this way, if everyone had mature thinking and were to come across this sentence, one would definately laugh. But if everyone were to have a child-like thinking.. one would cry.. and all this time, i think I would cry.. becoz, I keep running away from reality.. I don't wanna face tough times and trials.. so thats why i kinda choose to see things from a child's point of view.. and now come to think of it.. it hurts so bad. The moment when I woke up.. it really hurts to not have things your way.. well i guess life's like this.. i can only think of it now as a dream that MIGHT come true once every million years.. its hurts so bad.. it really does.Besides going back for art lessons only.. this week, my only last week of holiday is spent on.. CHALLET!! DAMN BORING LA!! Sigh, I didn't really have much fun at the challet.. coz I feel really really bad making my guests help out at the BBQ)): I hope they're all fine.. coz they were all BBQ-ing under the rain and heat at the same time.. WAH!! Whats more.. my family members all left us out at the rain.. even my sister's guy friends weren't helpful at all.. except 1 or 2.. the rest all stayed under the shelter and said 'MORAL SUPPORT' .. yea right.. the guys should do the job man.. not the girls!! Thinking bout this.. IM SO MAD!!! I can't believe even when my friends helped at the challet one of my relatives was angry.. FOR WHAT?! WE BBQ UNDER THE RAIN!! Yall just took ya stuff and ran under the shelter and to think we still had to SERVE YALL... UNGRATEFUL PEOPLE! Ok i didn't mean it.. but really.. my friends were my guests and i feel terrible making them like servants!! SO BAD!!I can't believe the bed that i was sleeping on was so hard.. I never get to sleep on the bed.. DAMN IT.. my dad, mum and sis took turns to sleep on the freakin' bed except me.. )): but still haha at least I don't have to move around in the middle of the night.. before we left.. WE GOT TO PLAY BOWLING!! yes.. I was good at the begging.. then when the 3rd game came.. I lost control of the ball.. all went into the 'long kang' haha..Last sunday we went for the last day of the IT fair at suntec.. OMG I GOT WHAT I WANTED HOOORRAY!!! ((: I got my nano((: Im so happy.. but.. after i got it.. i saw someone that really made me change my expression.. from the 'IM SO HAPPY' look to the 'SWAY LA.. OF ALL PEOPLE, WHY MUST IT BE THAT BITCH?!' look.. damn sway you know.. don't even know what on earth was she doing there.. throughout the entire journey home i was giving the 'I saw a human dog which makes me wanna puke' look.. sigh.. I just thank God she didn't 'EH? what are you doing here.. OMG what did you buy?!' we just stared at each other and walked straight.. right pass each other..Anyways.. all my homework are 'untouched' [don't think its in the dictionary], I havent studied.. and i know im gonna die when school re-opens.. I can only just wish myself all the best.. sigh!!
Its over)):/3:00 PM
