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Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Today is Ms Nair's birthday!! 23-years-old haha.. anyway.. the cake was absolutely fantastic((:
Met up with Jasmine and Alynn((: Talked for couple of hours.. and now I just got home to blog.. haha.. talked bout loads of stuff really but basically topic was more of JC/Poly life.. haha topic somehow added like more load on my shoulders.. scary yet fun and well I dunno how to describe really. Anyway.. talking to them I really felt home.. like little piece of my life came back((:
1 thing that I was pissed today was.. SO WHAT if im a Disney freak? I mean come on.. Im unlike you guys, I have different things that I like too!.. But today was really bad.. I felt like hiding my face but somehow I didn't coz I wanna stay strong.. Im abnormal so what? So what if I love Fahrenheit and you guys hate them? oh man.. I really felt like telling them like 'WATCH WHAT YOU ARE SAYING!' .. coz when it really happens, don't regret saying what you all just did today man.. Im sure most people here know what Im talking bout..
I have my reasons why I love these childish things.. firstly, I grew up knowing Disney, secondly its one of the channels that i watch the most during my free time besides MTV.. Thirdly.. I think I have more real friends to appreciate Chinese stuff in Taiwan.. So.. Im brainwashed by my other friends.. and I think Its a good thing, why? I don't want people to think that Im a chinese that doesn't know chinese stuff.. It'll be a disgrace.. I want to be someone thats bilingual, I don't want people to laugh at me.. It'll really be a total disgrace.. So im on the balanced side..Im sorry, I sound freakin' angry and I really am.. the way I was being shot just now was really like a backstab, I didn't even have anything against whatever other people like because I know what it feels like to like and love something that other people don't like.. Whatever it is.. I hated the way I was shot at today.. I think the people that really brightened up my day today were Jasmine and Alynn really.. I felt so much better talking to them.. I don't know, I didn't say anything to offend anyone and i don't know why I had to be the one that ends up dead.. Like I said.. I don't care if anyone calls me that 'Disney freak' girl.. coz yeah, I love Disney and SO WHAT if you hate them? However, not to the extent where even I get looked down upon.. it was really bad. I look up to Disney channel stars thats more like it and not because im in love with any of those bitches on Disney channel.. I look up to them for their talent and mostly, their voices.. just like Miley Cyrus. yeah u could say I like her.. but I only like her strong voice and her style of acting.. what is so offensive bout this line? JoJo? what bout her.. I love her amazing voice and she's a great role model.. what has that got to do with anything? Does it even sound offensive?IM SUPER PISSED.. I think my holidays suck to the core.. I can't believe I survived in this freakin' school for the last 6months or so.. not that i hate the school or anything but.. I just really feel empty this year.. like a part of my soul just left me or something.. I missed the old days really bad.. I wish I could turn back the clock.. and spend more time with my choir friends.. Now that everyone, well almost everyone has gone their seperate ways I feel so alone.. its really almost as if I can't trust anyone anymore..except a fair few..Im also pissed because, if my parents were to get the dog for about $1000++ and they can't even get my ipod.. its really too much.. they could get a dog on the spot for a thousand bucks and I can't even get an ipod nano for just 300++.. Absurd? I think so.. thank God they didn't get the dog.. but they still don't wanna get my ipod.. im freakin' pissed.. they don't even know I havent been asking for a single cent ever since the term started.. I only use what is given to me! and thats like 20bucks a week! I bought all my extra school books with my own money and I can tell you I hardly ever eat at school.. if you ask me what special food is on wednesday in the canteen.. I can't even tell you what.. coz I don't even spend time at the canteen no more!.. BLOODY HELL.. PISSED LA!!IM A DISNEY CHANNEL, FAHRENHEIT AND S.H.E FAN.. ANYONE GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT? I DARE YOU TO COMPLAIN TO THEIR MANAGERS AND YOU ARE BOUND TO END UP IN JAIL.. good luck with fighting.. freakin' pissed.. i know you all meant to tease me.. but what you guys said just now.. 真的太重了!! thanks a mil anyway.. )):I WANT TO TURN THE CLOCK BACK!!
pissed/4:25 PM
