simplicity

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Christmas is near.. AND IM EXCITED! I really hope to make 3 wishes for christmas!

1) To do well in my O's, and so will everyone
2) SECRET
3) [I will save it for my future]

I do hope my wishes will come true!
Well.. I know I said I wasn't ready for church camp.. but now I think Im prepared((: I feel half excited and half.. well.. reluctant to go for the camp. I dunno why. I hope this time things will be different.. I hope I don't throw up like the last camp. I remember I had to go home half way from the camp the last time becoz I was sick and I kept throwing up. Sigh.. Im always not cut out for this kinda 'camp' stuff.. dunno why..

Miley Cyrus - Fly On The Wall Music Video

you know.. this song is super wierd.. just wondering what really happened?! But I really think She's got the looks and everything.. just that whenever something comes out from her mouth.. she just sounds so low.. wierd for a girl man..

Paris Hilton - Paris For President Music Video

This video is super funny.. IMAGINE THE WORLD UNDER HER HANDS! OMG.. Americans have to start getting used to a new life style.. LOL.. anyway, this song/video was in promo for the election of the new American president.. Well Thank God Obama won((:

Hayden Panettiere - Wake Up Call Music Video

Hey she looks good here! This was long ago.. but i put it up becoz i think not many people know that she's got a knew song right? yeah so this is it! Though it sounds a little wierd... haha

Was sick for the last few days.. Had really high fever for 2 nights and now.. My tonsils are burning up..

IM SCARED OF LOOSING MY VOICE)): My tonsils are still very prone to infection! Oh well.. like what sarah says I don't drink water.. but no, besides that Im very prone to Tonsilities since young.. Doctor ever did mention that if I continue to have infections like that i have to surgically remove them.. BUT IM SCARED OF LOOSING MY VOICE!! OH LORD HELP ME!! What if I can never sing again? What if I loose my voice forever and ever!? NOOOOO I WANNA CRY! Im afraid of going to the doctor! What if she says I must remove them?! What if I may never sing again?? NOOO.. I DON'T WANT THEM REMOVED even if it means it'll hurt for life just so to save my voice! But my ears are starting to hurt and when I swallow its like there's a fish bone stuck to my throat! And when I breathe.. I just have difficulty. And when I sing, I feel the pain! I will be stuborn for this once.. I will not go to the doctor.. I will just take 'tussils' and never go to the doctor!
Oh Lord please don't lemme loose my voice.. ITS MY LIFE.. It's what im counting on.. please I don't want things to be like that.. just let my tonsils heal.. Please Lord..

Im scared!/10:00 PM