simplicity

Friday, March 20, 2009

I think God has sent me many signs.. But is it really Him or me? Sometimes I think that Im thinking too much. But at the same time.. Today is the day that I found out that its is really Him. I thank You Lord for answering my prayers.. Im glad that You actually saw me through and never forsake me. Now that Im sure its You, I will wait upon You just like You told me to.

He's really very silent.. He has told me time and time again to wait for Him, but yet I ignored Him. I wanna Thank so many people who actually comfort me so much. He actually spoke through you guys to get to me.
Adora, Alyssa, Melissa Ang, Ingrid, Janice Chan, Joyce, Ling Jia, Rachel Yee, Ruth, Sarah, Sis, VanGoh, VanTay, VanSeet, Mum&Dad and a very special cab driver that God happened to put me with a couple of weeks ago, Thank you all sooo very much. If i had known earlier that it was really Him right from the beginning, not many of you would be involved in this. But still I thank God for going through soo many people just to get to me.
There are still many others who supported me silently and I thank you guys so very much((:

I felt that I should share this to everyone, recently this year I've been receiving small little notes from lots of people. Each has its own way of speaking to me. But yet i choose to ignore it because i felt that God wasn't there for me when I needed Him the most this year, so why bother looking and thinking over these small little notes that i recieve? right? who wouldn't feel that way.
Ruth spoke to me last night and ask 'why are you so emo nowadays?' what came to my mind was sharing. So i shared with her my heart felt words and whats up with my life. BTW, 'Don't Forget' meant that don't ever forget me, coz i know i'll never forget any of you. so basically the 'us' is talking bout all my friends.
Met up with Alyssa today, felt that somewhere along the line, she didn't meet up with me for no reason today. She passed me stuff that Ingrid wrote for our cell. And it strucked me hard because, the little note that she gave to all of us, was the exact same note that Joyce gave to me a week ago. This was what was on it:

Trust-in His Timing
Rely-on His Promises
Wait-for His Answers
Believe-in His Miracles
Rejoice-in His Goodness
Relax-in His Presence
Come near to God and He will come near to you James 4:8

Last night ruth gave me a verse that says something like.. 'Wait upon the Lord' . This is sadening.. coz i kinda lost the verse. But I know he's trying to say something.

Miley Cyrus - The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Well what can I say.. this song really really is the bomb.. well though i have a whole other impression of her. In a recent interview I saw.. i thought she was pregnant.. lol coz her stomach looked so big! But anyways.. this song is really very nice though I don't really like her..
The last part says, 'Have faith' and I think it really wierd becoz i was watching a chinese video when this video came up at the 'related videos' section?? like no link right?? so i went to check it out and.. yeah I don't think it ended up on that section for nothing.. I think God is trying to tell me something.. though its not a christian song.. It still struck me hard.

I thank You Lord and I promise I will wait.. Thank You so very much for getting so many people to go through this..

whats right./6:30 PM